Well I'm not quite sure how to put this or even where to begin with this but here goes nothing...

Well first off I'm not who most of you think I am, I am a perma banned member that has come back to Vizzed without the Global mods knowledge or permission. I was banned from Vizzed for the following, going into underground chat as a member and taunted saying "have no rules" wasted your last chance. Now I'm not going to stand here(sit here) and try to justify my past actions or claim I am a role model member or even say I didn't deserve my perma ban, but I can say this I came back to prove I'm not that person anymore, I came back with good honest intentions to better help the board and create unique and helpful content to game pages and just overall help out the board in anyway I could (adding screen shots, making reviews, walkthroughs, videos donating games etc.) Now with that said this is just some thing I had bottled inside and it needed to come out I no longer wished to continue to deceive anyone. On that note To the Global mods please if you perma ban this account let me know so that way I can Take off the VPN so no one else could be banned for my actions.

Divine Aurora : MarcusHoward.......
Oh god.
Here is a PM you sent me.
1.) after reading your Gone friends thread I think you deserve a little bit of information

Marcus Howard aka marcus047 had a re-reg account which was kidd mac,now marcus047 got banned for going into the underground chat room where he admitted to play4fun that kidd mac was a re-reg of him. Now the mods didn't perma ban him for that solely because none of the locals or globals really wanted him gone. Marcus047 was perma banned for going into underground chat as a member and taunting saying I have no rules. Now marcus047 IP ban dodged and made another re-reg, _learthboundl_ and ^o^ now marcus got both of those accounts perma banned for well un known reasons now geeogree knew about most of marcus047s re-regs accounts since he told him. now I bet your wondering how I know this well I'll leave it up to your imagination to figure it out. Also marcus knows how to IP ban dodge so maybe he could have made a keep sake account under everyones noses.

Me:
Yeas, I was aware about that. Well, everything except the chat room thing. He told me about kidd mac being him. He also told me about _learthboundl_, but not about ^o^. I know him to be the best hacker of them all. He was a great friend who taught me about hacking, he knew how to be a ghost user, and how to do everything. He was awesome. I remember that my friend Hidden Phantom gave him his 5th trust point and that started everything. I always had a connection with him, and I was mad when he was gone. If he had made another account, I think he would have told me. I hope. The one thing he never thought me, was IP dodging. I wish I knew about it. I still don't like what the mods did. And I will never forget.

You:
Well what if I told you he was back?

Me:
Then I would ask him. If he said yes, I would be happy.

You:
interesting, you IP ban dodge by changing your proxy server. you do this by using Can't tell this part or many of the other services that can mask your IP address.  not confirming anything but marcus is back and this conversation never happened.

I..... can't.

Divine Aurora : Oh my... no way... Your really marcus047??? 0_o

Darn it... you were a good friend... I wouldn't want to see you get perma'd again... oh man... this is really shocking... 

So I am a little confused (mainly from barathemos's post). Are you marcus047? And you got a permanent ban just for taunting and saying "no rules" in chat? Doesn't really sound like something people get a permanent ban for.

rcarter2 : It is true...

Figures as much.  I knew your were a re reg, and I mostly thought you were marcus047 from the very  beginning.




PS : this message told me all of it. I've told you not to go down my path.

Divine Aurora : You kept this from me........ I wanted to quit because Marcus was gone... I can't do anything about what you did, but I wish, so wish, that you didn't.

Barathemos : To be honest I though you knew....some people figured it out right away as soon as I spoke to them and they recognized certain speaking patterns or phrases I use. Sorry I deceived you...

Divine Aurora :
No way.... No...... way.....
You're marcus? I was wondering how you got perma'd. It's a bad thing to re reg, yet a good thing you wanted to change. I don't know what to say right now. I am speechless.

Way to come clean, dude.  By doing this you're setting a good example for future and current members.  I seriously hope you don't get banned.  You've contributed a lot to the site and deserve to stay, in my opinion.

Divine Aurora : No way.. You are really Marcus? That's surprising to know.. And of course shocking.. So it was just you as being Marcus who ignored me some time ago..

I hope you don't get a Perma Ban again, I actually liked you as a friend. But I also can feel for the Mods what they need to do. Making a new account is bad but I think it's good to tell us your secret after all. It gives you a great feeling, same goes for me. That's why I almost never lie.

If you are leaving Vizzed because of the ban from the Global Mods, never forget that you must not give up!

hilacle : Hey hilacle, you and pokemonfreak where the only ones to see really any good in me also you helped me first learn back ground coding.....

.....................
Wow.

I am completely shocked.
I'm mainly surprised I didn't see it. You felt SO familiar to me. I knew there was something about you that was so familiar, and I didn't put it together?

I'm very stunned. I had that feeling all along, but it NEVER occurred to me that you were a re-reg of someone I knew. I do have to say... the change is very, very apparent.

I'm impressed with the changes you have made.
I still feel conflicted though.

You've broken the rules, clearly. It's not fair to let someone be an exception to a rule... especially when someone clearly knew the rule.

But at the same time.... definitely changed for the better. You're probably the first person I'd ever say that about. The changes you made feel sincere, and ginormous and...

If it were up to me and I could forget rules, I'd want you to stay.
But the rules are rules....

<3 you too. That's what always felt so weirdly familiar. I can't believe I didn't place it...

Singelli : Thank you for your kind words Singelli you were also some one who saw the good in me and not just all the negative you were always kind and caring to me no matter what I did.....

Not really going to make any excuses but just a fun fact they have let perma banned members back before 

Divine Aurora :  I know that.  But we're also in a phase of trying to be more consistent and fair with the rules.  You haven't noticed that change since coming back? The globals have been doing an amazing job making sure that things are fair and that there is less drama and chaos.  Since the new set came into power, nearly everything has been fair and awesome.

Trying to crack down on the rules quite possibly means that perma bans will remain perma bans.

I'm still stunned.  I don't want to see you go now. Again, the first time I've felt that way about a perma banned member.  I really, really want to emphasize how amazed and proud of you I am. *holds you tight and never lets you go* 

Singelli : *hugs <3" Yeah I noticed, most of the current staff are good people and are kind hearted 

speaking of which I guess I should summon the globals

play4fun :
I know your past experiences with me are rather poor (that's a understatement)


geeogree :
your one of the only select few who ever really tried to make me change, you methods were cruel at times but completely necessary I appreciate that more than what you know 

Jordanv78 :



GuardianZack :

I always thought you and marcus had the same grammar. Well, you are marcus? Wow. I went crazy that evening I saw your username black with a line through it. But good to see you again. 

if this is the last time I talk to you goodbye you were a good friend and gave good advice. you may have not been a brony but you did follow love and tolerate very well. 
is what I said to you in the pm but I think it should be said public.
you were the only Parasprite I actually cared for and felt as a friend. even when you got temp banned I felt bad but I knew it was the right thing to happen cus you raged pretty hard. so I will truly miss you.

from one of your first friends, hunter31626 aka Star Study