So as some of you know this year has been something else for me, half of you don't even know the half of it. Some really bad things have been going on in my entire life and yet again I'm faced with it over and over. This thread is made just to ask you all to please keep me in your prayers and if you don't believe in God or prayer please just keep me in your thoughts as all of you have a special place in my heart. This thread is also a to thank all of you for being my friend and being there for me even when I felt nobody was.

You all found some type of way to cheer me up make me laugh or make me smile when all I am doing is crying. I have been quite depressed over all this year has been one of the worst years of my life. I thought 8th grade was the worst year of my life but boy was I wrong. A couple of you have been asking what was wrong, I am going to be writing out my entire year and sending it to those few who are close to me and want to know yet don't have a clue. I feel it's easier just to copy and paste sense I will be sending it to a couple of people. Some of you know what my problem is and what I have been going through but almost this whole list hasn't a clue. So I will be writing a bit of a thank you by each name that I listed. If I didn't mention you and your reading this thread it's not because I forgot about you... I simply have a lot on my mind these days and copy and pasting these names were a lot easier and I may of missed somebody. I love you all so here goes.


Frodlex : Frod, me and you are so much alike you know why and I know why. You always know what to say whether it be advice or just simple truth or fact to make me feel better or to give me an explanation on how you relate sense we relate between a lot of things. I just wanted to thank you for being there for me and I consider you my best friend somebody who I could tell anything to. No matter how horrible it may be or how sad or devastating it would be you would accept the reality of the situation and give advice or share your experiences and try to relate. I appreciate that, and you have not a clue as to how much you have influenced me.


legacyme3 : Legacy me and you used to talk some as friends but we kind of have started unknowingly not paying attention to each other at times. Here lately we have started talking to each other as friends again and you related to me in a situation that nobody else did so I thank you for making me feel better. I also look up to you. You don't care what others think and you stick to your facts and I appreciate you being kind to me. Your like my big brother... and I look up to you.

Singelli : Hey Singelli, your a huge inspiration in my life. We used to talk more than we do now but our certain situations have made us quite busy and we usually don't get a chance to talk as much. You mean a lot to me and you always find ways to cheer me up even if your not directing them at me I see your threads and I read your posts and they are amazing. You influence me and your walk with God ... makes me want to strive to do better in my life and follow God's word. I want to join your Bible Study by the way. I haven't read the entire thread yet. I'm going to be busy with school this week but once I read it I will post in it and let you know I'm ready to join. Thank you again for being amazing <3


zanderlex :  Zander, your pretty funny half the time I talk to you I don't even understand some of the things you say but you are always kind and you have respected me and I think we have formed a nice friendship. You are a special person to me in my life and I love ya~ When others tell you negative things, don't listen to them because you are amazing and your a great person. Don't let anybody tell you different.

thing1 : Thing1 we haven't got to talk as much and have had our disagreements with things but I wanted to let you know, some days things that you say just make me laugh when I am crying or want to cry. I want to become friends with you and I thank you for just being there.

sonicmcmuffin :  Chocolate Chip Muffin we have talked for a long time it seems, some of our conversations from the past were only about ponies or random crap but your always there as a friend. You speak your mind and say it as it is and don't care what anybody else thinks and I thank you for that. I was crying last night and what you said (Which you know what I'm talking about) and if you don't I will remind you but it made me laugh and smile. I never cry or haven't in along time but I'm just hurting and I deal with way to much. Thanks for being a good friend.

Gamin'Gal :  Gamin, we don't talk a lot but we do talk some when were in chat together and your always so kind and sweet to me. Your a wonderful person and I'm glad to call you my friend. You always greet me with a smile and a hug and it makes me feel good so thanks so very much and I love ya girl!

yoshirulez! : Yushi! Me and you have been friends for a long time but one of the reasons why I care so much for you is because one of the first things you said to me before we became close was that I was awesome and I was in denial. I said I'm not awesome and your like YES YOU ARE your NAME IS AWESOME lol and you always stand up for me when others are being mean or cruel to me. Thanks for being a constant in my life and I love ya yushi! BFF!!

Gameboy1022 : GameBoy, we usually only share the instant hi and how are you but we do talk sometimes in chat and you make me laugh a lot of times but I just don't say anything. I started a quote wall  just here recently and I quoted something you said that made me laugh. Thanks again for being awesome!

CatLady : CL, Your awesome and I just wanted to say thanks for being nice and just practically hilarious half the time in chat. Your a very cool person and I appreciate your friendship.

vanelan : Van, your always there for me. You always try to find something to say when I'm down even when you have no clue what to say. Your so sweet to me and you treat me amazing and I appericate you so very much. <3

FunnyFurret : Furret your a recent friend that I have made not to recent but one of my newer friends I guess I could say. We have talked about different things and your one of the people who know I know how to make a situation awkward. I love making things awkward, it's funn and funny especially with you Thanks for being there for me and caring! <3

YourMajestyKen : Kenny your so cool! We have been friends for so long but you just recently became active again in Vizzed. We have had all kinds of conversations and you always come out as the awesomely cool guy and your one of my bestest friend. I love you!

maguc : MAGUK!!!! Your so awesome! Your an amazing person. Your sweet, kind and an amazing friend to me and you know I love you! We just started talking more here recently and I love talking to you. Your always there especially when I'm upset and you tell me if theres anything you can do to let you know. Thanks again <3 WHIP CREAM!!!!!!!

manicman66 : Manic your my big brother of vizzed and your also a great friend to me. When you came in chat and said you were dying you could only imagine why I was so upset and crying but thanks for explaining what was actually wrong it made me feel a bit better about the situation. I couldn't really think about losing you, it's a terrible thought. I Love you big brother thanks so much for being there!

Gingercream1 : Ginger! Your an awesome friend. I was upset all day yesterday but you went on cam and the whole time did things to make me laugh. I thank you for cheering me up. You help me realize things that I need to do sometimes like learn to be a bit more patient with things and I have taken it in consideration and am working to make things better. THANKS AGAIN! <3

mrfe : It seems like me and you have talked about so many things. Our lives have lead us both to become increasingly busy all the time and we never really get to talk. Your passion for Christ and the word of God inspires me. You as a person inspires me. Your a great friend to me and I love you merf. Thanks for being there and actually caring your awesome!

SunflowerGaming : Sun me and you have been friends every sense I have been with vizzed I believe. Our friendship has just become stronger and stronger especially over the past month. You are very sweet and a caring person and one of my best friends of vizzed and I love you. Thanks for being there for me.

play4fun : Your such an inspiration in my life. I have talked to you about half of my life. You practically know everything about my life or things I have been through. Your an amazing gift from God and I'm glad to call you my friend. I love you very much and I thank you for always being there for me and actually caring. You mean the world to me and I trust you with practically anything really because I know you keep everything in confidence. Thanks again.

Eniitan : Eniitan your my big sister of Vizzed. You are very amazing to me and your always there. I thank you for caring so much for me even in times I feel like your upset at me when your not it's just my paranoia. You are an amazing person in my life and I love you very much. Thanks for being a good friend.

styrofoamboots : BOOTS!!! We don't get to talk much but you are a really great friend to me and always find something to say that makes me smile or laugh. Some of the things you say just shock me yet they are quite funny. Thanks for having sarcasm even when I miss the actual sarcasm until I realize what you meant at last minute What can I say I'm blonde at times

zeross121 :  Zeross we have been through our ups and downs but you mean so much to me and are my best friend. We have been through some crazy things. Things have got confusing or we misunderstood each other but that is over with now and we have started over. Thanks for always being there for me you are awesome!

zerothesaint : Saint! You are awesome. We have just formed a friendship as of last month and I can safely call you a great friend. You mean a lot to me even if you don't know what to say sometimes you find something to encourage me. Thank you for that. Your also the reason I started a quote wall. Funny you.

A user of this : We don't get to talk as much anymore but the times we did talk and the things we still talk about are amazing your amazing. Thanks for being a awesome friend to me and caring. <3 You are totally cool!

AriaAngelDream : Aria you are one of the best girl friends I have. Your always funny and you treat everyone with respect and just the way you would want to be treated. Thanks for being there for me and trying to help me in situations that others didn't know how to help me in. BFF

cnw64 : Chrissy we have just became friends here recently but your always kind to me and I thank you for that! Your an awesome person and your light and friendship towards me shines. I love ya girl!

pacman1755 : Pac your an amazing person and friend to me. I love reading your reviews and you in just all as a person is awesome. Your funny and kind and I'm glad to call you my friend. Kip!!! I totally have to tease you about that name sense you said it sounded funny and kind of weird haha <3

patar4097 : Patar Thanks for always treating me with respect and kindness. Once I heard what your name was from I just had to get to know you more. Your an awesome person and your hilarious and I love your sarcasm! GOOMY ROCKX!

SUX2BU : Sux, you are a sweet person and friend to me. We have many similarities and things in common and I just wanted to thank you for being an awesome friend! I love you so very much you mean the world to me!

Local Moderators :  I wanted to summon all of you to say I appreciate all of you and the work you do. Your all awesome and you deserve a lot of credit for just that!

So in all thanks to everyone it has given to the strength to stay positive and keep moving forward. If you read all of this and I didn't mention you thanks for reading it all you are just amazing for reading it. It means a lot to me and all of you do things you do to just cheer me up and help me to keep moving forward in my life. Jesus is the answer in my eyes. So I am now going to devote my life to him more and try to do better. Thanks so much!!!!

If I made any fail summons somebody please help me out <3

Anyways,

Bintsy<33

Wow Laura wonderful thread here to all of your friends....I am sure all of them will be touched to see this. ^-^

awww... Thanks for showing me some love, Laura!  I'm sorry I haven't been as talkative, but you're right... I've been super crazy busy!  I'm glad you're understanding of that, as you aren't the only one I've probably been neglecting.   I'm so sorry!  Since my new bosses changed my second deadline and I got a glimpse of their future plans today, I'm hoping that August 14th will be the start of a less busy schedule for me!  I can't believe how busy I've been kept!

You know I love you and that you can talk to me about anything. Even if we don't talk often, everyone here is always on my mind and in my prayers.  God is doing some amazing things in my life, and I have no doubt that He will do amazing things in yours!  Just as a real life storm leads to brighter days, so do our spiritual storms lead into higher blessings.  I didn't think I'd ever get out of that last storm, and if you've read through some of my more recent threads, you should see how wrong I was! Even when it's hard, hold onto that promise and that pattern of life.  Every storm makes you tougher and better.... don't be quick to feel defeated!

I love you very much, but I need to get back to writing these silly curriculum guides.  If you need me... you know how to get into contact.  *hugs*  

(I read your pm. I just haven't had the time to respond to it yet. It's weighed heavy on my heart, but I want to pray before offering you some advice.)

That is quite something of a post to make, Bintsy. I'm pretty glad to see you included me in your post, and I must thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life. I really do enjoy seeing you around in chat and the boards. Thanks a whole lot.

^-^' thanks for including me. I'm glad I could make someone around here happy. And I hope that me "teaching" you works out for you and makes you a better person, even though you are already amazing. yay for frandship~

GameBoy1023 : let me fix that summon for you. :V

Gamin'Gal : and that one. :V

*hugs Bin*

I was going to fix those failed summons, but Gingy got it. Thanks Gingy!

We haven't gotten to talk a whole lot lately, because we've both been busy, but you do mean a lot to me, and I do love you like you're my sister. I knew you were having a lot of problems, but you're right, I don't even know the half of it. I would like to know though, and try to offer what support I can. If you ever want to talk about anything, feel free to send me a PM, okay?

You're so sweet, that really touched me. I'm glad you know you have all these people to help pick you up when you feel knocked down. Now that we got each other on skype I hope you know you can hit me up anytime you want, I'm pretty much always on there unlike in chat where I idle a lot, haha. I hope things start looking up for you soon, you deserve it!

Hey Bintsy! I know we haven't talked much lately. But I still care about you a lot! You're like everyone's sister here. I hope everything goes better for you. If you ever need to talk about issues, you can always talk to me.

This warms my heart. Threads like this make me believe in the positive power of the Vizzed community, which, for those who know me well, means quite a bit. I am glad I could be a small encouragement to you. Though I gotta admit, I did laugh pretty hard when I read "half the time," about me being hilarious in chat. I figure the other half I'm probably being a pill or griping about personal problems. (; Regardless, it makes me pretty happy that I make you laugh.

Just another user here saying that if you want to talk about any of the stuff that's been going on, I am more than willing to listen. My personality and life experiences are such that I sincerely doubt anything you can say will surprise or shock me. I would enjoy learning more about your situation, should you ever feel the desire to tell me.

Bintsy : I am happy to be able to be here for you. I cherish our friendship. I honestly think you've helped me more than I could have ever helped you. I try to be there for my friends but sometimes I feel they do more for me than I do for them. Please know, I am here, any time, day or night. You have my number too, so if I'm not online you can text me and I'll meet you online. I love you girl. Hang in there. <3

Wow, this is an excellent thread! I don't think I ever knew any big stuff that happened to you this year besides you getting a job. I'd like to know so I can try to give you advice and/or help you in other ways I'm sure you remember me from the January TdV, when I kept congratulating you for getting jerseys and the rainbow banner for a while. I got to know you that month because you were posting so much. You're a very good person and you can get through whatever has been making you depressed. I hope you'll remember that each time you get depressed about what's happening.

Wow Bintsy, I don't know you very well but it seems that you have made great friends, some of these people are my friends too, and you keep them very close. Sadly, even though you're really nice and I would like to know you better, I haven't talked with you a lot, only a little on the chat but I hope that you nevertheless liked that and if I will be on the chat I hope we can talk more Anyways, I hope you will have a better year and keep on being who you are (I dunno if I said that correct)

And the novel, 'awkward times with bintsy', continues...

On a serious note, glad i got to know you. You have such an interesting personality and view of things. As long as you don't have your own evidence be used as a counter-argument, you'd make a good lawyer

#PM-Chat4NewVentingRoom

Bintsy : I apologize it took me so long to answer in this thread.
And yet again, I am not sure what to say.
But, you are my friend, so I am glad I am able to help cheer you up when you are down.