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I want to share with you the reader an amazing yet dramatic story about one of my online friends that I have known sense I was about 12. Her story is a prime example of how amazing and mysterious God can work in somebody's life. It all started when I was 12 I met a very nice girl online and she was 15 years old at the time. She seemed happy at first, she was always smiling and laughing when I skyped with her. Then her personality started to change and she started to change day after day. She became sad and upset almost all the time.. she then told me about how her dad was beating her every night and that she couldn't prove it. He would lock her in the basement every night after it and leave her there for several days, she was home schooled like me so nobody could really tell anything was wrong. Her parents didn't teach her though.. her parents stayed drunk and asleep most of time whenever they weren't beating her which left her to no learning what so ever. I tried to be there for her and tell her if she needed anything that I would try to help her the best I could.. I expressed how bad I felt for her.. and that I didn't know how horrible she felt because nobody has ever beat me like that. She then started talking about suicide. She would stay up for hours cutting her arms, legs and her stomach trying to feel relieve from the pain her dad was causing her. One night she cut to deep and lost a lot of blood... her parents let her sit there and bleed.. that was how abusive they were, then her aunt came knocking on the door. She had a terrible dream that my friend was going to die using self harm. She broke the door down finally because the girl's parents wouldn't open the door. She ran to the girls room and found her laying in all her blood.. she called 911. They took her into the hospital and she survived but was put in a hospital for several weeks.. the parents said they had checked on her a couple of hours before and she was fine which lead them in the direction of innocence again. She got out of the hospital feeling a lot better and happy but they told her she had to go back to her parents house and stay. She threw a fit screaming and said no.. but they told her she had no choice and there was no proof of child abuse. Her parents had such a good excuse I still don't understand how they could of got away at this point with something like this. She went home and didn't receive abuse for several months because child protective services were on high alert with her family and of course her parents were smarter than to beat her when they were watched. After the family was clear.. her dad started beating her again leaving immerse marks on her.. she kept up with me online but it was pretty hard for her to even stay on long without her dad walking in and freaking out about what she was doing or who she was talking with. She told me that she is tired of the pain and that she was going to attempt suicide again because she felt that life after death would be so much better than the pain she was feeling in real life. She had developed a couple of bullies down the road who ultimately hated her so instead of hurting herself she asked somebody else to.. which made no sense to me and I told her not to do it cause she was letting them win but nothing I told her helped. She had turned 16 the following summer and confronted her bullies to end her life. The bullies refused because they weren't that type of bullies. They then proceeded to call the cops on her and report her behavior.. or what she was asking them to do. She begged them not to and so they didn't with a piece of heart I guess they had. The next week her dad hurt her pretty bad leaving many marks all over her body.. she gave up again and started cutting herself more... and more until she bleed almost to death. Her aunt was a Godly woman and had another dream that night about it which was pretty amazing because that ended up saving her life again. The girl told her about all the pain and abuse her dad was putting on her and how her mother wasn't doing anything to help her or get her father to stop because she was scared. The aunt freaked out and said this is uncalled for.. this was after the girl went to the hospital and healed up.. she got put in the hospital again except this time it was several months and endured a lot of special therepy. After talking with her aunt.. they then had enough proof from bruises and marks all over the girls body to call the parents out on it and take them to court. They got held accountable for every year the girl was abused. The dad was sentenced to life in prison without parole the mother was sentenced to life with a possibility of parole. My friends aunt took her in. The girl knew nothing about God had never learned that he even existed. Her aunt handed her a bible and told her to read it. The girl really enjoyed reading so she was like okay why not? She read the entire thing and had many questions to her aunt.. Her aunt then persisted that they go to Church that Sunday and told her she would show her.. The girl then learned how to become saved.. she learned that trying to kill herself was wrong and that God had other plans for her. She then became saved after many hands were placed on her with prayer she confessed her sins and asked for forgiveness. She then started attending a youth service every Wedenday. She made a lot of new friends and things were really shaping up for her. Then she turned 17 that summer her aunt got in a car accident and passed away. She started doubting her walk with God things got pretty rough she stopped going to church and she stopped attending youth services. The pastor graved his concern for her and prayed for her every night. God then appeared to her in a dream she had and told her how much he had planned for her future. She was so amazed and touched that she returned back to church and youth services. People were so happy to see her back she decided to share her story in front of the entire church. People were amazed at how much she had went through and endured. She started to get a lot closer to God with each day that passed. When she turned 20 she decided to share her story with others and express her concern to others who were experiencing the same pains. She went on a mission across the world spreading the gospel and love of God. She has touched so many life's I imagine because she has touched mine like never before. She asked me last month to share her story with my friends because she wasn't going to be online for well over 5 - 10 years. She is devoting all of her time to God and her family.. she met a wonderful man of God as well. She seemed so happy the last time I talked with her.. she wanted me to make sure I shared her story with you guys because she said I was there for her for all those years and she knew that I could put her story in my words that would be her words.. sense she expressed everything to me. She told me that things were going to be rough and she would try to check up with me every other month which I don't like the idea because I want her to stay online and talk with me. For instance if you vizzed members left and decided to not come online especially a special somebody I would be sad and lost.. you mean the world to me and I want you to know that each one of you that spent the time reading this are beautiful and are amazing. You are going to find your plan just like this girl found hers if you haven't already. I thought I had learned what my plan was but it was shattered sense I had to let the person that was involved exit my life. I know it was probably just a piece of the puzzle, and I believe God has so much planned for me. I am going to share with you something that happened to me that you the reader probably wouldn't of known about me sense I have only told one user about this. I had 2 near death experiences growing up. I don't know how to swim and one summer I was still about 6 or 8 years old I was at a church camp and we went swimming. I jumped off a ramp into a deep pool of water.. I was fine for a little but the wind was blowing which was making the tide of the waves blow pretty big and it drifted me off far in the water. When I had realized I had got to far out and couldn't get back to shore I started to freak out and drown... I was going up and under screaming once I reached the top and.. nobody would help me.. or could help me because we were all so little. Then a guy about my age at the time saved me.. we got back to shore and I was about out of breath.. then when I was a little older I went to camp out with family one year and I went into the water and I almost died again.. from drowning. My grandpa who is not with us anymore got in the water with his boots on and saved me... several other times when I have been in water things have happened and I have had a hard time getting back to shore. I went swimming a couple of years ago with family and I got pushed over into a deep end where it drops off.. I then got to a place where I could stand but then I would of had to swim back to shore because it was to far out.. I got a floaty and my cousin tried to help me get back.. it was terrible because I was trying to float while she swam and pulled me back.. it was scary and because I don't know how to swim I almost died twice. God must have a lot of other plans for me in the future because I am still here and going happy.. in fact I know he does.. I may not know what the plans are but if God didn't have those plans I wouldn't of made it those times I nearly died. God has been really working in my life the past month.. helping me change my negative attitude and things seem to be getting a lot better. I pray every day and now I am trying to make sure I pray and talk with god twice a day. Then I will keep increasing that so that I devote more and more time to God. He means everything to me and I don't know what I would do without him. I would probably be in seriously trouble already if he hadn't saved me when he did. I thank God for how blessed he has made me and all that he has done for me. I thank you if you took the time to read all of this.. it means a lot to me more than most of you will know. I plan to keep looking positive and changing my negative perspectives so far I'm on the top. I hope this has inspired or made you see how amazing God can work in somebody's life especially this mysteriously.

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01-05-14 06:15 PM

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Bintsy : wow bintsy you are a wonderful person being there for her and for the girl I hope that she continues to spread the word about god and may god watch over her

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What an amazing, powerful story....and beautiful too....it was so sad reading the first part of it but, I continued on. To know more...I pray that girl with the gift she has now, that all of her struggles she has goes away and more....only people like that .Can truly believe such that there is a possibility of a bright future for themselves. God is always watching us he loves us all dearly...lets all not take what he does for granted...

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