Here is I this time giving you a great notice about my life! This involves religion, so this belongs to here.

For MANY times I've created threads mentioning how bad my life were, and I was like, on my last leg with that, but then, yesterday I have decided to go back to the church I haven't gone there for a LONG time.
It was morning, my mother was talking to me while I was on my bed, I was like a 'zombie' half awake and half asleep, when suddenly, it had hit my head the fact that I had said (to myself of course) the following thing "If I don't go to church on Sunday, I want to be in Coma for a whole week!", and with that, like a lamp, I have been turned on in an instant, quickly jumping out of the bed and heading to the kitchen (which is right after my room) to check the clock, it was 9:30 AM, so I relaxed, I then started to eat my breakfast and started to dress, the church started at 10:00 AM, but I only wanted to go when the bible chapter would be read, and so I did, I arrived at the church at around 11:00 PM or something, it was still on the part people say about what God did to them (I don't know the right name for it in English), and then suddenly I remembered that I had signed up for a test in ETEC, it let me worried a bit because the test is to get a technical school, in this moment I wanted to become 2, I wanted to stay on the church and leave the church to do the test, thinking hearing God's message to me was more important, I decided to stay and forget the test, besides, I don't even know if I would be able to pass the test, I HATE to study at home, and I had probably already missed it.
When I was having the depressive moments, my father usually kept telling me about Ecclesiastes 3 "There are the time for all the things", then, when the book and the chapter was announced, guess which book and chapter was picked, picked no, God chose, Ecclesiastes 3! At this moment I kind of knew it was for me, I heard he reading the chapter and then I heard him explain, and then, he started to say EXACTLY how I was feeling, like, he explained so well there was no doubt it was with me, of course there were others needing to hear God words, but I am very happy God talked to me.
I'm not going to enter any details about what he said, because it is for me after all, but I want all of you to know that my life WILL change it's course BEFORE 2013 ends! I will finally leave this sadness and death path, and start walking toward happiness and life! Not only for me, but my parents too! It is currently the time for me to be like this, but my time to be happy will come! After going to church yesterday, I felt like all my strength to take on the world was regained!

I can NEVER, EVER thank ALL of you enough to be such great listeners, and for giving tips for me too! You guys are the best!

And YES, I WILL SUMMON PEOPLE, they have to see this (only people who have or may have faith in Christ will be summoned).

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That's amazing Seishiro. Looks like you are finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Just keep fighting and you'll find your way through.

I technically was raised in a catholic household.

Regardless of my personal beliefs, I'm very glad to hear what faith has done for you. I hope you keep up with church and that God continues to watch over you.

Awesome! I'm very glad going to your local church had this great of an effect on you! My advice would be to spend time each day reading your Bible, and going to church when possible. If you feel comfortable doing so, the pastor might be a good person to talk to as well.

I'm so happy for you! It's always great to get plugged in at a church! If they have activities for youth at your church, you could even try joining that (if your parents are okay with it)!

mrfe : At the church I go there is not really Youth activities, but youth uh... (these are the moments my Enlgish sucks >.<) days we go to church, it happens on Sunday from 10:00 AM to 12:00 PM.

It's a grey area for me, but nonetheless I am glad to hear that of you! : D I hope whatever path you take, it leads to you a better and brighter future.

Seishiro Leonhart :  Awesome post.  I know you have not summoned me, but I just happened to read your post and I saw the good news  It just reminded me again that it does not matter how lost you may seem, feeling that you're in this deep, dark hole that you can't get out of, or how many wrong things you may have done, you are NEVER beyond saving.  God can save anyone, anytime if you just answer His call and seek Him. He is the ONLY One that can do that.  No amount of pills, psychiatric evaluations / sessions, NOTHING else in this life can bring the true freedom that Jesus brings.  He stirred your heart that morning and you listened.  God says and promise in His Word, "And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. - Jeremiah 29:13, and if you truly turn away from sin (repent) and "confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." (Romans 10:9)  He will grant you everlasting life!  
Just a word of "warning" though - your problems and trials will not disappear altogether.  Jesus never said that.  Anyone that tells you that is a false teacher.  You will be challenged.  You will be tempted.  You will be tested.  People will try and shake your faith and you might get discouraged at times, but for those who are in Christ there is no condemnation.  You have an eternal hope of eternal life and an Almighty God at your side that takes you through these things, not to harm you, but to grow you, to make you stronger in the faith, to make you fully dependent upon Him.  His purpose for your life is much greater than you could ever imagine, if you just let Him take the steering wheel.
So mrfe gave some good advice.  Plug into your church and READ YOUR BIBLE and pray everyday.  It is God's Living Word and He talks to you through His Word as you have experienced already

Ah the wonders of church that take it's toll on people who return after a decade or wanting to have a change in life.

nightmarezero : Just so you know before you mention "toll", for many years in my life I've been suffering, so far this have been an endless pain for me and my family, I have always kept God inside my heart, NO MATTER WHAT, and besides, my church doesn't force anyone to pay something to them, you donate to them if you FEEL IN YOUR HEART to do it.
So excuse me, your comment to me just seems rude, SEARCH before you say anything like that, okay?

Have a nice day.

Seishiro, I'm so very happy for you!  I mean, I know it's been a long, tough road for you, but turning to Christ ALWAYS works wonders!  I know when I get into a depressing mood and I feel like I just can't get back up...... turning to church, my bible, prayer... etc.... it ALWAYS lifts me back up on my feet!  God has promised to be our Comforter, our Provider, and our Healer, and YOU can have all of that right at your finger tips!  Just continue to rely on God, and He WILL pull through!  God loves you no matter what you're going through and if you ever need a hand, His is held out towards you.  Take it, and you can do incredible things!

I'm very, very happy for you!

Seishiro Leonhart :

Me and bombchu link are quite glad to hear it.

It's ok to summon me here, I am a Christian.

I think that you've taken some big steps.
Good luck.