"What is it now..."
"That makes a human strong"
"Is it the amount of weight one may carry"
"Throughout a darkening journey"


"Or..."
"How long that human"
"Is able to carry that weight around for?"
"Before reaching their limit"

"And comes crashing down to reality"

"Once more..."


"One simple life"
"Considered an angel to many others"
"But only in the mirror's bright reflection"
"Does his shadow of agony truly break out..."

"Screaming in despair"
"For the pain to come to an end..."
"To be reached out by many friends"
"Yet still feeling like one's life..."
"Has hit a dead-end"


"Standing strong"
"Like a veteran solider of war"
"Looked up highly amongst many others"
"Though the memories of despair and gloom"
"Haunt this warrior for all of their life..."


"Attacking its mind and heart"
"As if a knife was always slicing"
"Right beside the soldiers throat"

"Cutting away their vision from the light..."
"As it consumed its body"
"Leaving only the soul of our hero"
"To watch its blackened shadow control the body before it..."


"Gaining control all until, each part of their life..."
"Is stained with the sickening shade of depression"
"Rotting and feasting upon...the happiness once seen before"
"Till the heart is nothing more..."

"Than a slow beating..."
"Melody of sadness"


"How much can one person bear"
"Before having, that much needed leverage"
"To kneel and take a rest"
"Before their soul shatters from all that weight"

"And collapses similarly to their body..."
"Laying upon the cobblestone ground"


"Moaning in agony"
"From all the distress at previous times and now"
"Holding its chest in a moment deception and death"
"Finally knowing....

"It all has to be let go...."


"Never desiring to give up a fight"
"Always pushing to find a way through"
"But now their heart..."
"Is turning black and blue"

"Holding back a weep or tear"
"Knowing it's the time for acceptance"
"To lay down their fists..."
"To surrender this war..."


"Was this all too much to truly bear?"
"Or did they walk out all too far"
"Breaking the hopes they set out"
"Oh so long before..."

"All of this occurred"


"All before this solider..."
"All before this hedgehog hero..."
"Was assaulted by the darkness's devilish ego"
"Pummeling and crushing..."

"This angels wings and spirit"


"Tossed back into the light"
"Broken and disheartened..."
"With no looks of return"
"Of the gloomy journey before"


"He lays in wait and wonders"
"Will life go back like before"
"Laying there amongst the floor"
"Lifeless and dead, just like before..."

"A lost and broken soul, inside a dead man's body"


"One hedgehog's lost motivation"
"For the thing he truly loved"
"The writing he could share..."
"The loved received, all here and there"
"From the words typed all down"
"Straight from inside here"

*Shows darkened heart*


"Only desiring to gain it back"
"Is it simply just too much to ask?"
"This one shattered angel"
"Now made a sickened and desolate hedgehog user"

"Due to its lost love and determination"
"He held so highly in the past..."


"Please don't despair..."
"So much as I greatly have"
"As without the ambitions from each of you"
"How could I have had happiness at all?"


"Just know this lovely hedgehog"
"Won't be/isn't able to be..."
"How he'd desire himself to act"
"Thought it feels like he's having to cut himself"
"Right out of a caring group pact"


"This sad homestrucken hero..."
"Will try to regain his wings"
"But sadly at this time"
"He's become another damaged mess"


"Sonic shall try to rise again"
"And run straight back to his spirit once more"
"Yet upon his crushed legs and heart"
"Our hedgehog should wait and recover..."
"With what time he still has left"


"Sonic57"
"Will try as hard as he might"
"Since he doesn't wanna give up"
"Writing for each of you all..."


"R.I.P for now..."
"The sweet somber melody"
"From the song to the sea"
"My vizzed writing..."


"Will always mean the most to me..."

 
                                                            Sonicthehedgehog57tm ~ 

A user of this :

cnw64 :

Eirinn :

Razor-987 :

TornadoMudkip :

greenluigi :

NintendoFanKimmy :

What's been going on dude? I hope you're alright. You made some great poetry though. Your writing means a lot to us. But if anything ever feels like too much, you can take breaks. Don't break yourself on the account of us okay?

Your poetry has always been good to read. Hope everything is alright with you Erick. Please don't forget that you can pm me if you ever have a problem. I'll be happy to listen and help in any way that I can.

All I can say is, know we're here for you through it all, man. And so is God. I'll be praying for you, bro. Thanks for the openness with us, it means a lot.

Awww... what happened? I hope you're alright... you can always bug talk to me, or any of your friends. You know that, right?

I'm offend that I'm nawt summoned tho #1stWorldProblems ha ha just kidding . I'm just trying to lighten up the mood alright :v.

For those of you that may feel this poem isn't clear with what's been going on (since that's the whole point) I'll give a brief explanation of what's been going on that cause me to create this thread. If you'd like the full story then shoot a PM my way as I'd rather not waste others time and space in another thread. (lord knows I already did that for the past 2 months already ) There have been a lot of events surrounding my life that have happened mid-end 2015 and this has cause issues to pop up here and there with my well-being and emotions. Combining everything that's occurred from Aug-Oct/Now, I've probably been under what I feel is the most amount of stress I've ever experienced.

Between trying to keep up with the advice the nutritionist I saw in July alongside the after-effects of the "tumor" surgery I had a while back (can go check a separated thread I made for more details) It sort of destroyed how I felt upon here. As if I couldn't really do anything anymore without needing to go off/change my plan of working on here over and over again. Making that belt tighter i ended up also having to go to a dentist here recently and getting some not so great cavity news to carry on my back. Just a chip on the shoulder sure; however, combined with the two above it was starting to become a nightmare...Shortly afterwards I received a message from one of my best friends stating she felt so crushed and pathetic with what's been going on recently that she just wanted to die and end everything....I'm sure you can imagine my reaction to that *puts another 100lb weight onto back* Speeding through these next few now: my brother was stressed due to SEVERAL reasons (main being he's gonna be a father and is under pressure from it)  and has been depressed as such causing his normal depression to kick it into high gear, and with that combined with the fact of possibly finding a job or going back to college sometime. My body just wanted to shut down otherwise it was gonna break down.

Too bad it already happened as with all of this above as stated in the poem once more "I've lost my entire motivation to write my reviews on here" to stop anything bad/stupid from happening I had chosen to make this poem and relieve myself of my feelings, hoping it would relieve myself of all its worries. (which it has somewhat thought not 100%) That is the reason I've felt this way and what has "happened" in short terms even if this may seem long enough. And there probably many more I could've summoned here...but I had my reason for only choosing you 7, since I know how well you can take news like this compared to others. Other may get mad at you, some will end up putting you down more saying you need to get over it or by similar words to that. I know you all wouldn't act that way so tis why I summoned you only instead of the 15 or 20 members I could've had all added onto here.

Don't worry though...this hedgehog isn't going to do anything rash/go away forever. He'll recover eventually but just know he may not be as.... "open" to chatting or if he does seem as natural as usual when doing so. Which is why I'm only making this update and not really replying to anyone in general on here...just need that time to readjust everything to how it "was" instead of how it is "now".  ~endquote

I've read both of your posts here and I'm really sorry to hear that your life, as well as lives of others around you, have been so stressful. I can tell that you're trying not to lose hope and I'll be praying that you can succeed with that. Hope is very important in situations like this, it can impact your decisions and the decisions of the people around you.

I'll be praying that you can get back up and feel happy soon. Like A user of this said, feel free to take breaks. We're always here for you regardless of whether you're taking a break or not.