Hello everyone....I decided to do this thread. For in case anyone tries to end their life, without thinking about it first. People from the past, present and future tends to kill themselves. All because they had it. Let me ask you this...do you think about what the person says and take it to consideration? Many people don't think about that properly....there are many ways for suicide to come into place....depression mostly...when you think someone is telling you something, but in a rude tone of voice. Do you actually sit down and think about it? I am going to say this out loud. Whoever does tend a thought of suicidal is being selfish, very selfish. Do you even care to think about what will happen to the people around you? Much less grieve over your death. There are two ways of handling life.....either to give up and that will lead to suicide or. To keep on fighting no matter how hard that obstacle is. I wanted to do this thread because of a certain someone. If you truly wish to kill yourself before you do so...think about this. What areas do I need to improve on in life to strive for what I want? Even though some people can be rude, is what they said true? What about my family and friends I have? Must I really kill myself because most things, did not go the way I intend them to go? Small step like this can lead you out of suicidal if possible. Before you do the most selfish thing, think of the people you are leaving behind. and...why must you begin to hate some people, or most because of what they said? It may be rude and harsh but, its a fact. A true fact that will have to sink into you one way or another.

I'm going to share my secret with you....because of how I was born. I intended to kill myself long ago, because of how I got mistreated for no reason...bullied by girls and boys. And not being accepted by public people of where I live. And also I hated myself then...I had it, I wanted to kill myself. And I said *I am suffering enough as it is. Why must I endure such pain as this?* then I changed my mind and said I won't live for myself but, for my family...so that's how it was for me long ago. I would had killed myself but, was stopped and a good thing too that I didn't do that.

So, please, please think about what you, do before trying to kill yourself. Talk to someone about it to help if needed, because suicidal is not the way forward in life. It would bring sadness and despair, to the people who love and care about you. Don't hate people because of what they said...that means you yourself, is missing or lacking to improve on what you need to do. As a person and to better yourself to fight. Fight instead of giving up your life...its much more better then taking the easy way. The easy way is depression and suicidal the hard way is to fight and no matter how hard things are, improve to get better and more. I know most people are not strong...just try to be, coming from me its not easy saying all these things. If you don't understand how people say things to you, come to me and I will rewrite what they said.

All those people you said are rude. Did you even take the time to know them? And why they said that? Its because they are annoyed for that fact you went down, that road to say you've had it and want to die. Does that even make sense to you? People are easily controlled by depression saying depressing things. That leads to suicide, you shouldn't dwell on something, that's not even necessary or important. When people talk out of depression what upsets me is that. They don't even think about what they say. They just say it, did you even ask why to the people who were rude to you. Of why they said it that way? Always ask things and don't assume. Always think about what you do instead of doing something stupid. A friend once told and reminded me this *Actions have consequences* you take your action and without you knowing it the consequences will follow you. Take each step at a time to think about, what you do. And how it will affect other people in a way...

That's why my type of thinking its different....I can sense many things, that people can't see. And then that person will make a mistakes such as this. Whatever you are depressed about something, take some time off to think *Wisely* And come to a decision, so you can leave it in the past. If you don't, then it will extend to the point that it will eat you, and keep doing that until the word *suicidal* comes to place in your mind. Let me also tell you this...killing yourself will not make a difference, life will go on without you. And there is so much to live for, than you realize...it really is, life is not so bad. Life is what you make of it. Don't let depression control you fight it, and I guarantee what you seek will come true. All it takes as a matter of being patience. You do things quickly ,and expect things to happen that fast? Let it come to you slowly.

Here for my words to end this, live, love, cherish, honor, fight, care, happy thoughts etc. Always think of your family or friends, because they are there for you through thick and thin. You kill yourself then they will be, heartbroken for a long time. Please, always think about this things before wanting to kill yourselves...

I have thought about suicide before. I have been very close to actually doing it. I have had depression in my life for years. But now, my life is starting to turn around. Very slowly. VERY slowly. I have turned from this thought, and this helps.... not much..... but it helps a little.

people suicide because of mistreatment mostly, but the reason why is because they don't understand what life means to them
and life has no meaning you create one.

life is precious you only get 1 once.  the world is made for you it's how you see it fits you, you are the main character of this story
if your character is being bullied or push what would you want him or her to do.

life has up's and downs but until you realize how you can fix it your still  a child. every problem is fixable. Money , wealth emotion
you just don't know how.  I can't say school will teach you how you have to figure it out yourself

but if your lost for words on your opinion on life here some of the things i believe that.

suicide is an easy way out.. life is hard arn't you tough enough to handle it?

while your on this planet take advantage of different delicious food and its music.!!!
if you can't find someone to love well you can sure rent it LOL.

but  what i like most about  this world is that the pretty ones are the easy ones  Heyyoooo LOL
the laugh's the joke well worth sticking around.

i thought about suicide myself until i found someone to care for. i hated my life parent bugging me to go to school
pushing me to get  a job. telling me how worthless i am  (btw im asian so  yeah ) lol. my family only cared about 1 thing only
which was money. apparently there was no way i look around this, money was an issue. and i hated schooled i didnt wan't a job 8+ hours a day  5 hours a week that sounds like slavery to me. and it was i learn how to make money eventually but in the process i lost a lot.

then i found a girl who was pretty and made my life worth living no matter how hard it got. i was happy to be near her and if she died.. well i'ld probably go on a rampage LOL

I need to say this.  It bugs me when people put suicide people into a label of being spoiled brats/ or emo/ or anything like that.

I went through a bout of suicidal thought.  I had gotten into an accident and lost my ability to walk, boy friend left me who was the money maker, and I had to go back to my parents who don't treat me very well.  They would make me do all the house work even though I couldn't walk.  It was hell.  I would cry myself to sleep.  Even though I tried getting financial help I still was stuck in this dark hole that seemed to get deeper as I tried to crawl out of it.

It got so bad I couldn't get out of bed.  I canceled my babysitting operation and I would cry every day.  I couldn't handle myself anymore.  I do thank my community action representative for calling a therapist to see me. This therapist was what I needed she helped me get a hold on life.  Even though I'm still with my parents I am building a network outside of my family to support me.  I'm hoping within the next year or two I will have my own place and hopefully help from the government.

I feel sorry for those who are in the dark place I was and don't have the fortune I came across.  They feel that they will be ridiculed by others if they go try to get help.  Some don't even realize what is going on with themselves and keep falling.  That was what was with me.  I had no idea I was falling, until someone showed me what was going on.

Note to those who feel they are in a hole they cannot get out of.  Go get a therapist, it doesn't matter what others say.  You should go and start yourself on a road to recovery!  If I listened to my parents who said I was being emo and selfish I would be in a grave by now.  No I listened to a friend who told me that it isn't my fault and I can get out.  So please get help from a therapist they can help you!

I remember exactly how this played out in my life. I was always called the *problem child*. The girl who disrespected her family at age 12 and under. I had so many problems with disrespect and it's like I had so much hatred in my heart towards others. I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder at age 5 which was then changed to a mood disorder with added depression. I would get so depressed all I would think about was suicide but I would of never done it because my heart wasn't that far in yet.. I kept thinking about my family and friends and things that I thought were good in my life but had left me with so much sorrow or pain. One day I had turned 13 and at that age we started going to church. I remember the night I was saved like it was yesterday. We were in the room listening to music praising god and the alter was called.. I knew there was so much wrong in my life things that I had done and things that all I could do was make myself depressed about and god spoke to me. I was told I can repent and I would be forgiven by the grace of god. So I did exactly that.. I told god I was sorry for everything I have done. I told him I wanted to change become a warrior of God. He forgave me and told me a healing process would began. The way he spoke to me was like no other way I have heard him speak to me before it's like he was on top of me when I had fell to my knees because I couldn't stand or move I was still there praying when service had been over. God changed my life and I was saved this night. I still had so many problems did so many things wrong in my life and he has forgiven me and taught me how to change and make better decisions. And you vizzed people are gonna learn a few things tonight. The other night god came to me when I was praying to him and he told me my plan for my life.. I haven't told anybody about it yet except you. I am so thankful that I have been blessed in this way the way everyone can be blessed in because god has a plan for all I just can't believe that I was given the truth about mine at age 18. Alot of things have happened to my family things that a lot of you probably don't even know about. My family has been struggling a lot especially concerning money. We were without a car for a LONG time and would still be without one if it wasn't for my wonderful grandmother. My mom was dating a guy and his ex had gotten really jealous keep in mind this woman is crazy. She got so riduculously jealous she came to our house and burned our moms car and it could of easily set our house on fire, the one we were living at, at the time. She abused drugs and alcohol a lot and was eventually put in a mental institution. When she got out she was given over 200 pills.. how she got them I don't know. She took them all and killed herself. It was a horrible time for my family. we were scared to even live there because we were afraid she was gonna come back again.

I am planning on getting a job again eventually.. hoping it's gonna help my family. I hate the thought of suicide and I'm so glad God saved me from the thoughts I had. Yes I still get depressed sometimes but I rarely ever get depressed and when I do I don't think about killing myself. My life has changed I have grown up and learned lessons and I know there are still many to learn because nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes. I have incorporated positivity into my life and given myself more understanding towards people. I love people in general and I have no hate in my heart. If somebody brings drama to my door I handle it with well thought out instructions that I have planned for myself to react in ways nobody has seen me before. I am blessed to say I am a changed woman and I want to show it. I hate saying the wrong things sometimes.. and sometimes I said things that I didn't know was offensive and I just decided hey I'm not gonna use that term anymore. These choices are what have made me change, have made me a better person and to strive for success.


I love my family and friends + all my vizzed friends and I thank you Enii for making this thread because I am glad I have gotten to share a bit about myself. I'm so happy right now it makes me scream sometimes. It overwhelms me how much positive I have turned and given to others. I hope to do so many more happy things to influence in my life to make me a better person and show success.


Oh and I had typed this long big post for this and it ERASED.. I had to retype all of this.. haha


Bintsy<33

Suicide makes nothing but bad feelings & bad situations. I don't know what positives ending your own life can be. People can say they wanna 'end their suffering' but it doesn't make things better. Struggling through & trying to ease the pain & improving, by even 1%, is better than not being alive. Suicide should never be the answer.

I have thought about suicide before. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for.. someone, he stopped me, 2 years ago. But he's gone now.

Eniitan : Enii 1st off I loved your post I started tearing up but even I tried killing my self 3 years ago but I'm still getting bullied so now its been 6 years but to me suicide is the way for me I've hid it so well I pretend to be the happiest person but when I get home I try hanging myself but I've been stopped hell I've even tried jumping off my own house I even get abused by my brother an my own MOM but I know how you feel take care 

sonic23 : Your a really great person! You shouldn't let bullies control your life like that! I was terribly bullied in school.. sometimes it's like you wanna give up.. I know the feelings but you have so much bigger and brighter things coming in your life! Stay Strong!


Bintsy<33

I've never got the feeling of killing myself, mostly because I have a good life and I think it's useless. There are so many great things in life!

Nobody should ever kill him/herself. I wasn't bullied and I'm not bullied now, and remember, it's always about the others who bully you not yourself. Unless you're a stupid person who gets others angry by swearing and destroying stuff. In my primary school, the boys in my group didn't do much with me, only my best friend. So at first I thought: I need to be cooler or more normal or something. But now, I do the same as I did then and now everybody in my class and the boys do normal to me. So it depends on the person sometimes!

If you are depressed and don't know what to do, think about the things you like. And if you can't come up with something, then try something new. It might change your life completely.

Eniitan : Death is our enemy! We must avoid as much as we can. I just finished a game called Yume Nikki and I got sad at the end. If you don't know what  Yume Nikki, search it up. Anyway, we should not think about suicide. I used to have thoughts of suicide but people stop me because death is not the answer. We must stop it!

Eniitan : i know it isnt but i have thought about many times before i had almost carried it out once but i thought maybe there is something i supposed to here in this world so i stopped

I used to often think of suicide when I was younger... and I once strangled myself out of frustration twice... I was able to stop myself both times, and I have moved one. Thoughts of it come back every now and then, but I ignore them, knowing that people will be upset if I dare try to commit suicide and it won't help my problems at all.

A couple of weeks ago, I thought that suicide would be the only way. I thought that if I killed myself, all of my problems would go away. I was really suicidal, as I thought I was dirt, I didn't belong here, that I was trash, useless. I was usually anti-social person, so I don't have much friends, and since I have a big family and I am the oldest, I am usually the person that nobody pays any attention to, because of my younger siblings. I thought that if I killed myself, nobody would notice. Thankfully, a couple of days before I did it, a friend helped me. He told me that there were people who loved me and cared about me, and that suicide was selfish, since I would be taking away something a lot of people loved away from them. I stopped having those thoughts when he said that. I realized that I needed to change for the better, and I have.

Suicide is something no one should do. It is a horrible way to die. It's basically saying "I quit , I hate myself" It is taking away a wonderful person away from earth. I can tell you, suicide is a stupid idea. The world is full of wonders! Full of great things! If you think that you are useless, than don't. There is something that you have that makes you special, that nobody else has. That is what makes us human, we are different, yet amazing creatures in a lot of ways.

If you are depressed, talk to it with somebody you know and love. You will see that you have lots of good qualities. There is no reason anybody should kill them self. If you have problems with bullies, or anything else, don't worry. Everything will get better. Trust me, I have been there, and if you don't do anything about it, everyone will be losing something amazing, something irreplaceable. They will be losing an amazing, wonderful, great person.