You see, recently I made a thread asking for help, and play4fun asked me to create a thread so peopel can give me spiritual support.

Here is the link to the thread: https://www.vizzed.com/boards/thread.php?id=54392

I will most definitely give you support! I will keep you in my prayers. 
 
Singelli : I'm sure you will to, right? 
mrfe : how about you? 

We've already discussed it some, but if there's more he wants to ask, of course I'm willing to be here and answer questions.

Of course I'm willing to support you! As I've mentioned before, I've been praying for you for a bit now. If you ever have anything else you'd like me to pray for, or just want to talk, I'm here.

Seishiro Leonhart :

I will be praying for you also.
But I also want to offer you some advice.
I was also unmotivated for a while and still struggle with the feeling that I do not deserve the Love of God.
However now I am studying. And not just anything. I am doing a degree in Theology.
I will leave a link to the college I am at. Its nothing fancy, its relatively easy going.
We have students here from all round the world and some do it through computer.
Distance learning and part time.

http://www.htc.uhi.ac.uk/

Maybe if you feel motivated, or feel that God is maybe pressing you to try then this is a nice place to start.
It took me three years to gather the courage to even apply.
I'm now halfway through my first year.

Life is hard. Its easy to lose motivation.
Sometimes it just takes a little push. Like trying a new hobby, changing your prayer routine, reading the Bible.
Maybe its about the people. Talk to new people.

If you don't feel motivated I am happy to offer you an ear so to speak.
I cant offer you the best advice, I myself am a sinner and still learning and developing my own theology.
However if you need a human being (for the most part) to talk to then consider me open.

You are in my prayers, God bless.
Deanne