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12-02-18 08:08 PM
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Well, since my last post, things has been slightly improved regarding my workload, although I still have to deal with overnight work, although that is fixing to change where 3rd shift will be moved to 2nd (basically work during the evening, which would be great because it can give me a little bit of time.

Although things will be great for me starting Wednesday which will be my vacation week (which will last all the way to the following Wednesday), where I don't have to worry about working, so at least I can catch some rest, plus at the same time, I will be playing some Super Smash Bros Ultimate this Friday, so everything is going pretty good so far.
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12-04-18 10:28 PM
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I feel like I'm moving through mud. No matter what I do I seem to not really get where I'm trying to go. I make a decision to do something and it doesn't turn out the way I want. I try and do extra somewhere and it goes unnoticed. I try and be patient and I get walked on.

I'm not in a great place right now. I feel like I'm going from one slightly good mood to the next with a lot of meh in the middle.
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12-10-18 01:08 AM
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I'm pretty good right now. Been working two jobs at school and gamestop plus three writing jobs in addition to full time classes and it's all been a lot of fun but I can't wait for the semester to end so I can sleep.
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12-16-18 10:47 PM
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I think I'm okay, I mean, I've got a decent job and I'm not doing *horrible* in school, and I'm repairing my social life at the moment. I think my last relationship messed it up a bit. But progress is always good, right? So yeah, I'm alright. Could be worse.

My New Years resolution is to definitely fix all of these issues. Maybe lose a little bit of weight, too.
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12-17-18 12:46 AM
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I'm incredibly depressed, despite my life being perfect.

Such is the effect of chemical imbalances in the brain!

That's the tl;dr version. The longer version is that despite my life being perfect, and having fulfillment, and having everything I ever wished for in the palm of my hand, I find myself being bored of life, and not having any excitement in anything anymore. I've accomplished all my goals for the most part, and the ones I haven't are just tedious grinding for levels until I achieve them, like saving up for a house. All it takes is money and doing the same thing over and over until I get there.

I have no desire to learn new things or make new goals, because simply, I just don't have enough time for that. I'm constantly exhausted, and being pulled between several obligations, my lone solace coming in the brief respite I have from work on the weekends, that never lasts long enough.

I've had thoughts about killing myself, but never anything serious, because at this point, I have way too much to lose if I do that, obviously, and I can't just live for me anymore. It's tough to be selfless sometimes, but that's the reality of where I'm at, I'm keeping myself alive out of selflessness more than anything these days. I just want a break, and it's not coming.

I don't even know why these thoughts are happening, because again, life perfect. Nothing to complain about.

I'm always alone, so I've tried seeking out companionship, but I'm often rejected or ignored, and thus, my only friends are my wife, and my best friend of 20 years. Not that I can complain, I'd rather have a few amazing friends than a ton of mediocre ones, but it would be nice to feel like more people cared about my well-being.
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12-17-18 10:48 AM
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Right now I'm in the middle of three finals so I'm incredibly stressed out because studying for 3 finals that take place in a matter of hours in super hard, especially when coupled with multiple jobs.
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12-17-18 02:11 PM
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I'm feeling tired, and a bit stressed as well.

I have finished one of my studies, but I only have 2 months to clear the other one and I'm left with all the hard work. In a sense it's good, because it means practicing over and over and get better at communicating, but some of the projects I have to deal with are bummers. I've always struggled to do things that don't motivate me, and now I'm faced with this tight time limit to make things worse.

Why is it a tight limit? Because I don't have much time to do them. I'm studying this without my father knowing, because he'd never give me allowance to it, and so I can't work on it when he's around. Plus, the shadow of him appearing any given time at home stresses me to get everything done fast, which mostly means doing it not as good as I can if I was relaxed.

I'll have a good break this weekend, which will come in nice for the absolute stress that will be the family reunions of Christmas. That break is basically what drives me to complete my work sooner, so I can feel that break as compensation for my efforts rather than me deviating from what I should be doing.
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12-18-18 05:14 AM
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I'm not doing great right now. A neighbor hit my car coming down my street last night. They said their breaks locked up and they ended up swerving into my car, which was parked on the street in front of my house. Since I wasn't in the car, they are the driver at fault. The damage is extensive-- the deputy estimated $6-7K to repair. This was my first car (I've had it for 7 short months...) and I have kept in immaculate condition, so I'm pretty depressed about the whole thing. After the initial shock wore off, the reality of the situation immediately began to sink in and I've just been feeling awful. I'm hoping it can be fixed, but I won't have a definitive answer for a couple more days...
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12-27-18 03:23 AM
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I'm actually pretty bad right now. It's been a pretty disappointing series of under 12 hours for me. I got to work at 3 PM and I found out at some point during my shift that I was only going to be working two more days before I'm done. It's a seasonal job but it was by far the best job that I've ever had and I didn't really expect it to end so soon and abruptly.

That was disappointing but when I got home, I went to take a shower at around 12:30 AM and I accidently locked myself out of my room. So I've already been stuck in my living room with nothing but my phone for the last 3 hours and another 7 or more hours to go until someone can help me.

Honestly, I only expect things to get worse from her because I won't be able to even leave for my regular job in the morning as a result.
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01-11-19 04:34 PM
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blech....

I'm pretty sure I'm getting sick (I've been nauseous for three days now), my anxiety has "returned" strong after about a year of me successfully keeping it down to a manageable level (probably hand in hand with the nauseousness), and I've been home for way too long this break. I'm sick of being home. It's been an awful break.

Despite all that I want to say I'm okay. I'm sure I'm worse than I'm willing to admit to myself (which doesn't help when I'm trying to help myself, a big problem that I have. I just try to tank all pain, both physical and emotional/mental, and tell myself that I'm fine), but for now I'll just say I'm "okay".

Oh, and I really, really miss my cat.
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01-11-19 04:47 PM
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There are ups and downs I suppose. I recently go to see my two best friends. They're both in the military, but were able to come home for Christmas. It was really good to see them.

Overall though, I'm not great. I've had a lingering sense of loneliness for the past 4.5 months that I just can't seem to shake. The summer was great, but as soon as I left and went back up to college it all went downhill. I only really have one good friend up there, and I don't live with him anymore like I did last year. So for the most part I just stay in my room by myself.

Even now, when I'm home from college, I don't really have anyone. My two best friends are in Virginia and Texas because they're in the military, and the only other really good friend I have goes to school every day because she's still in high school, works when she's not in school, and lives 30 minutes away. I got to see her every day over the summer, because she was my co-counselor at summer camp, but now I don't get to see her as much. The summer was also great because in addition to my co-counselor, my campers also make me really happy. But now I don't have any of that.

So yeah. I'm kind of lonely. I'm usually able to avoid feeling too bad during the day by distracting myself with other activities, but it always creeps in at night.
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01-11-19 04:59 PM
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I think times are getting tough. My parents haven't been a big part of my life since I was a kid and they just recently both are trying to be apart of it again now that they're getting a divorce which is causing me a lot of anxiety personally.

I came out to my parents at a young age and they disowned me in the sense that they no longer wanted me living in their home because they were very religious and saw homosexuality as a big no-no. So I had told some friends and they were kind of enough to allow me to move in with them.

So I have been living with roommates and friends since I was about 13 or so now. Currently, I'm planning on moving out though and trying to be on my own. I've never learned to drive, I've never had a job real job, so I'm kind of scared.
I'm going to have to teach myself how to do all of this stuff and then save up the money if I can secure a job in order to buy myself a car and a place to live and see if I can do all of this and still have the time and money to enroll and attend college. It's certainly a lot to take in and I'm not certain I'll be able to do it personally, but I guess I'll have to see if I'm capable when the time comes.

I try not to talk about it so much because it can be annoying to have to hear but being able to let it out certainly helps.
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01-11-19 05:36 PM
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Currently struggling to focus on my upcoming exams. Part of me is stressed to the max because they'll be my first exams since entering university and the pass or fail the class nature of them really makes me anxious. There are days where I'll feel very motivated to try and study and then there are days where I'm so scared of failing and not doing enough that I can't continue studying anymore.

Part of me also thinks I need a wake up call. I've never failed anything in school that I tried studying for. And even when I didn't study I would only rarely fail a test or exam. That's not me trying to brag or talk myself up but it's a realization I've come to. I know I could do well if I really tried hard. I just can't get myself to do it for long enough or consistently enough. That's why I'm thinking that failing this exam could actually be a blessing in disguise. It would open my eyes. 

I don't really tend to fight failure. I avoid failure. This seems unavoidable at this moment. I'm entering a new territory and my mind doesn't know how to deal with it. I'll only be able to fight it after experiencing what it actually is.

Writing this also feels like I'm still trying to avoid reality. I'm writing would be's and what if's. Truth is I'm an underprepared university student who - like all others - is scared of failing. And statistically speaking many will fail, myself probably included. 
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01-12-19 10:23 PM
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Life has been terrible lately. The only good thing that's going on is my school job because this year I'll be doing an extra 3 hours a week since I'm taking fewer classes and the minimum wage here went up. So at least ill start being able to do things like buy internet or maybe even food.
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04-12-19 05:13 PM
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I'm good! Thanks for asking! Just studying for my midterm, working on college, and looking for part-time jobs.
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04-20-19 03:41 AM
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Obsessing over layout making, as well as excited for the new Epic Rap Battle of History today.

I should've made an ERB layout. What a waste.

I'm also incredibly sweaty, thanks for asking. It's hot in here.
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04-25-19 04:35 AM
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I've been feeling absolutely atrocious for the past 10 days. I heard that Article 11, Article 13 and the Terrorist Content Regulation have been approved in the European Union, and now they are becoming law. Nothing is allowed to violate any copyright laws, and upload filters and income taxes are going to become the norm. On top of that, anything that people say online can be marked as ''terrorist propaganda'', and then whoever said that comment will have to take it down within 1 hour, even if it meant to wake up at 4 in the morning.

Some people say that this won't be going through anyway despite the votes, but I highly doubt that. France is going full speed ahead with Article 13, and other countries will follow soon. I've been desperately begging for an escape, but I've already lost so much hope already.
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06-09-19 08:21 PM
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As of right now, I'm feeling good and optimistic health-wise. I had my medication lowered for the first time in years, and due to scheduling conflicts I ended up with a 9 week gap instead of the 8 I was supposed to have. But I haven't had any issues with this, nor have any feeling that it's too big of a gap, which means I could already be stable at this new pace.

I'm not feeling as optimistic regarding other aspects of my life. I'll have to take important decisions in the weeks and months to come, and I better have luck by my side so I end up taking decisions I don't dislike or could potentially regret in due time. I'll have time to think thoroughly about it, so at least I'll be able to build a set of plans to keep moving forward no matter the obstacles I encounter.

I guess that now I at least have a good balance between the pros and cons of my everyday life, which is something I didn't use to have not long ago. I wish things can keep going on like this, if not better. I'll try my best so they can indeed go better, and have my fingers crossed so they don't backfire (yet again).
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