Hello Vizzed community. I have been a member here for two years. That may not be impressive to everybody here but for me it is, because it is the longest time I have ever been a member to something. I'm leaving Vizzed for a reason, and it's not the fact that I never had friends on this site. That is my fault really, I've never paid attention to that option and just forgot about it. For the past few days I have been thinking about my future and where it is going. As of this post I still don't have a job because I simply don't know what I can do because of my disabilities. I am going to get help to fulfill the need to get a job with some special help. For years, I wanted to know why I wasn't born in a normal way. Since the day of my birth, I have many surgeries that I or my mother can not remember. I've been taking medications every day and night and will continue to do for the rest of my life. Every six months I have to do a yearly biopsy which I absolutely hate. There are some days where I am depressed so bad that I just hate myself. My dream is to become the normal person that I've always wished for, and I know that may never come true. The thing what I want to look forward to is a better future ahead.
This isn't a final goodbye, but rather a "see you later". I don't know when I will come back, but Vizzed may cease to exist if I ever do return. In all honesty, I have lost interest in this site for a while. I typically log in and log out just to see if I have replies or just get
Contribution Points. I want to quit Vizzed because I have to focus on my life. I want to thank David Auchampach aka (
Davideo7) for creating a site that proves there is a community with the nicest members ever. YouTube's community has completely gone downhill. I also want to give a big thank you to the Vizzed community itself for having the kindest members all around. You give me a bit of faith in humanity and show me there are nice people in this world. Also moderators, please don't
delete my account because I am leaving. Thank you so much and goodbye everyone. - CrimsonTHRAK