I take a lot of the blame for what goes wrong with my life. I will admit, I am usually at fault here. I choose what to do with my time after school (usually), and most of the time, I just sit around playing games or watching anime instead of studying, or doing something productive, such as learning a language (which I will do, starting this summer, see that? Taking responsibility, sort of). I cannot really blame anyone else for my personally choosing to not do as well as I could have in school if I studied more, and worked harder. There are, of course, also those occasions where it actually is not your fault. I blame my little brother for a lot of my frustration, well, because he does. I cannot frustrate myself, not unless I try really hard, and I never feel like actually doing that. We also had a really bad teacher for Algebra 1. Wow, that really screwed me up for the rest of my math career. The teacher ruined my foundation, and really could not teach at all. The teacher got constant complaints from parents and faculty, but they could not fire the teacher because of the contract that was signed (oh, how I wish that contract did not exist for this teacher, in particular). Of course, I had to study and learn the math outside of school, but it did not end as great as I had hoped. It would have been better to have more direction, and a teacher that could teach, but whatever. There are also the social classes that someone is born into. I am in the middle class. For now, I can have absolutely no influence on that, not while I am still in high school, at any rate. There is nothing I can do to change it. Just a minor gripe, but I will take no responsibility for that. Anyways, other than some of the scenarios listed previously, I do have an influence on. I influence daily conversations, whether I choose to exercise, skipping breakfast, etc. I can say that I have the most responsibility, but everything is not exclusively to blame on myself. I take a lot of the blame for what goes wrong with my life. I will admit, I am usually at fault here. I choose what to do with my time after school (usually), and most of the time, I just sit around playing games or watching anime instead of studying, or doing something productive, such as learning a language (which I will do, starting this summer, see that? Taking responsibility, sort of). I cannot really blame anyone else for my personally choosing to not do as well as I could have in school if I studied more, and worked harder. There are, of course, also those occasions where it actually is not your fault. I blame my little brother for a lot of my frustration, well, because he does. I cannot frustrate myself, not unless I try really hard, and I never feel like actually doing that. We also had a really bad teacher for Algebra 1. Wow, that really screwed me up for the rest of my math career. The teacher ruined my foundation, and really could not teach at all. The teacher got constant complaints from parents and faculty, but they could not fire the teacher because of the contract that was signed (oh, how I wish that contract did not exist for this teacher, in particular). Of course, I had to study and learn the math outside of school, but it did not end as great as I had hoped. It would have been better to have more direction, and a teacher that could teach, but whatever. There are also the social classes that someone is born into. I am in the middle class. For now, I can have absolutely no influence on that, not while I am still in high school, at any rate. There is nothing I can do to change it. Just a minor gripe, but I will take no responsibility for that. Anyways, other than some of the scenarios listed previously, I do have an influence on. I influence daily conversations, whether I choose to exercise, skipping breakfast, etc. I can say that I have the most responsibility, but everything is not exclusively to blame on myself. |