Uh....hi everyone, I thought that I should do an update, because I went away for sometime I told some people while the rest was in the dark about it and was not happy...for those who know me, you know me. For those who don't, your pretty much new to me. So let me get on with it. I was meant to leave vizzed, and yes it was forever if you are wondering. I was going through a lot of things that I won't mention onto this thread. I lost my smile and things were really tough....I already had it in my real life. The last thing I wanted was to have more trouble on vizzed, which I did. I was at my limit, a few days ago something happened which caused me to have a dark tension, and I didn't realize it before I got pms on the chat....

I lost it and I was fighting, the one person who was trying to help me....what was even worse was that I wasn't well. So I ended the conversation and left. The next day I pmed that person we had a talk then...I ended up crying while I was talking to him, its good to cry if you don't always do it....after the talk I felt much better. until the next day which broke me down again. And again I wasn't sure what to do. I talked to a friend and my other friends as well. Things went well and I started to feel light in a way, with half of my burden taken off my shoulders. I left in order to build my future and have a life. For those who know my story, you know what I mean. Anyway, I am always at home so I do try to go out when I can and do other things as well....I will have to mention, the recent story that I was doing, I lost my book somewhere in my room unfortunately....

I wasn't going to write again due to some other problems I had. But, I mange to clear it up with a friend. So....I am working on my latest work I'll probably inform you once I have, what I needed done and over with. I can leave vizzed but, it didn't do me any good so....I came back for tornados birthday as you saw. From then things really started to get emotional. The problems are not fully gone but, I hope to take the one I have a grudge, which I left for years on....So I mean it no, I'm not leaving. I somehow got my interest to post again when I can and more. Its like been a month or so since I've been fully back, I am still busy though but, I will talk to people when I can.

I know you say that I am a strong girl....well I got beaten up, pretty badly emotional wise. But what can you do about it? Just don't give up even when all seems impossible and hopeless keep on trying no matter what....

As for the newbies that don't know me pleased to meet you, even though this greeting is late. ^-^

I hope this is not a spam? I wanted to do this before the tdv but, the time wasn't right....

I am going to summon those that needs to know this.

IgorBird122 :
mohammedroxx3 :
Tails the Fox :
Singelli :
Barathemos :
mrfe :
Jordanv78 :
supercool22 :
yoshirulez! :
TornadoMudkip :

Eniitan : im a little saddened by this as you know you can tell me anything even rant if you want. I actually didn't notice much of your disappearance as im independent and didn't think much of it. I just thought I was on at times you weren't.

2 days ago eni I had a breakdown because of something that happened on vizzed and I ended up crying and something else im not going to say.

Eniitan :

You have been a fantastic sister, and a wonderful friend. Always remember that. Keep on coming back here, I know you have good friends who really care about you, and I am sure you know  it too. Also...*hugs*

Eniitan : Hey! Don't know if you still know me. But is a good thing that you came back to Vizzed.