rcarter2 :

Mostly just getting my life together. A large portion of it was spent meditating, and being outside, finding exactly what makes me tick. It sounds like a bit of a waste, since all I accomplished was getting a little more in touch with myself, but I really needed that domino to fall before the others did.

Really, I've been taking care of myself, I adopted a stray kitten (who is sitting on my lap as I type) and I've done some volunteer work for a huge relay that took place in my state.

All in all, I've just been finding me, and doing it.

legacyme3 : That is really great. Seriously, that sounds pretty cool. Almost spiritual. So you got plans for the future, or you more taking this one day at a time?

rcarter2 :

Step by step, one day at a time.

I have no real plans. The only thing I planned out for today was this thread, and once that got finished, I resumed living.

It took a while to get together, but I wouldn't consider it wasted time or anything.

legacyme3: I was a wondering, since you're back, was you thinking of reclaiming your Global Mod spot again or have different plans on Vizzed? (Edit, why did I forget the "3")

Welcome back Leggy.

I feel like I was one of the only people you didn't burn a bridge with. Which is pretty much one of the only reasons why you were able to come back. I guess David could have unbanned you himself but who knows if/when that would have happened.

Glad to see you are back and glad to see that life is going better for you.

Hopefully this time around you'll be able to spend the right amount of time here and keep the balance you need in your life.

IgorBird122 :

Currently, no.

I don't have any designs on being staff or moderating again unless I am given a very good reason to. As someone who has done that job for as long as I did, I just don't have the interest right now to deal with the headaches mods get to deal with.

As for other plans, I have none. I'm just here to be me, and have fun, and that is what I will do.

geeogree :

Yeah, I guess David could have gotten around to it, but I figured it would be far far easier to have someone I'm in active contact with unban me. Plus, it leaves you in a better position to answer why I was unbanned.

I'm looking forward to my upcoming adventures.

legacyme3 : Yeah, I understand where you're going, I have been a Global Mod before (not on Vizzed, but somewhere else) and I understand on how difficult being a Mod can be pretty tough.

Well I already gave you the welcome back on your profile so I will not go over that again. I know you don't remember me and you really have no reason to. I joined just about as soon as you left. I remember you though.

When I seen your name when I logged in I couldn't believe it, I closed by browser and re opened it and went back to Vizzed just to see if it was true lol. I clicked on your profile thinking it might just be someone making a profile with a name like yours for what ever reason they would do that for, but it really was you.

I have got to know a lot of people on Vizzed, some from reading their posts some from PMs, made some great friends and had a good time. Now I would like to get to know you (if you would like). We are about the same age and probably have nothing in common but that doesn't matter. That's the great thing about Vizzed, don't matter who you are or what you do, you can find good friends.

Well I will shut my loud mouth now (I think I have typed enough lol). If you would like to PM me please do, if not that's ok too.

Welcome back man, I know alot of people are glad you are back.

As honest as you seemed in your OP, I hope you understand when I say that it'll take some time before I fully believe you've changed. After observing you before you left, and reading your thread, it'll take some time before I can believe you've actually changed. I've been burned by that before, and I'm not taking any chances.

I will say, though, I'm not sad or whatever to see you back. While we may not have been best friends, in fact we rarely spoke at all, you were one of the key members here for quite a while. It'll take some time to get used to the trusted leggy over the elite leggy as well.

No matter how I feel, welcome back.

Well nice to see that you're back on here Leggy, I'll admit we didnt get along much back then but if you say u changed then I can't argue with it but I myself have came back as well, even though that's not the topic here....Nice to hear that you returned.

legacyme3 : Wow...long explanation. LOL. But welcome back, and I am much better than the noob I was when you were a global. Welcome back, you will think of vizzed differently with the advances it has gone through. 

I thought Perma banned members weren't allowed back on Vizzed...guess that only depends on who you are and who you know...

Anyways welcome back leggy 

Thee Awakening : He was perma'd by choice.

We don't really do that so much anymore.

Welcome back.

mrfe :
Light Knight :

I understand mrfe, and I'm sure you guys were warned a little in advance of my return.

Do what you gotta do, I'm not planning on going anywhere, I know real trust takes time to build. And I know it'll be a long time.

And thanks Light. I was just about to tell him that here.

legacyme3 : Well well, I have heard many bad things from you, things that I don't need to expose here, but know this, I never really cared for those things, besides you never gave me a reason to think you were an "evil" person, it may have happened you did bad things to others, but never to me, actually with your past self I actually grew up a bit, how can that happen? I don't know, but I felt like I grew up. I can say this because you know well enough I was here when you departed.

I can safely say you really have changed, because I can't feel that "irony" you used on your past self, if we hanged well with each other at that time, we will hang out better now, not only with me, but other people as well, and even prove  to those who say you did bad things to them, that you changed.

I can say it was a good thing for you to have decided to leave, sometimes we must take our time moment to think about ourselves.

For now I guess you could hang around to see what will happen next, the same way you realised you needed to change, maybe with time hanging around here you will realise what will be the decision of your future, and if you need some cheering up, you can always count with me.

Maybe this may not be proof enough, but ever since you left Vizzed, I ALWAYS kept you on my A+ friend list, and my A+ list belongs to my best friends of Vizzed (but other people on the other lists can also be included on that list), maybe this time we can really be friends, if you would like to.

I am unsure if you actually did burn the "bridge" between you and me, since you told me about your Steam account, but well, we can always start over again, right?

Anyway, whenever you have an idea and you would like my opinion, or you would like my participation, call me.

legacyme3 :

Oh hey woah! Your back now.

After seeing your post, you look completely different. 


I left just after you did, and got back like three weeks ago.

Things have changed a lot. It's a new crowd, that's for sure. 
 
Anyways, welcome back.

 

I see all these people asking you about if you're going to do this or that, but if I was in your shoes, I would just sit back and play some games, chat with a few members, enjoy the site as it's meant to be enjoyed. At the core of it all, Vizzed is supposed to be fun, not stressful or unenjoyable. The only person who should be "stressed" is David, and that's because he's gotta make this place work so he can make that green cha-ching. So don't do a daggum thing but relax. That's what I think, anyways.

Welcome back!

question if he change why is he back?that mean he's going to waste his life here all over again.

shadowearth :

Simple.

Back then I was online 24/7.

Now I'm online maybe 2 hours a day at most.

I'm not wasting my life, just wasting 2 hours

not just that.... I also didn't pick him for staff this time around. That was part of the problem. He was a global mod and spent way too much time here trying to be as good of one as he could. That's not all bad if you can limit your time but he didn't do that.