Okay, so i just want to release my thoughts here, in this thread. You see, i get bothered most of the times by these things. First thing below.

First of all: I have WAY too many projects going on and there are more coming every time. List of on-going projects: (Projects from 2015 or before not included so far)
- Vizzed Monopoly
- Universal Contact
- The Alternative Stories
- A comic i make for Facebook and for my country
- An animation for an old teacher of mine
It is a lot. There are more than that, but can't call out which ones. So i need to cancel a lot of projects but even then, there are like 11 or more projects left. So i need to focus on a lot of projects.

Second, the incident with the re-reg i made is still my fault, i even regret it. A long time already. But saying "Sorry" didn't feel okay to me. I wasn't myself back then. Really. But again, i don't feel like it's over. So i made Monopoly Vizzed and see that if giving a gift would defeat that odd feeling. I'll update this thread to show if it actually worked or not.

Third, I believe in God. Since a long time, but no one knew. And i don't entirely believe in Him, but i do believe there is a god. However, i curse a lot in real life. And to make sure i can live better, i MUST stop cursing. Because if i curse, i get a weird and negative feeling everytime i swear. Which is why i had 4 moments of 2 months where i replaced bad words into "Jelly", "Holy Tony" or funny Dutch words (Only in real life). Anyway, i believe in God for a bit, but if i tell that in real life, what would become of me?

If i have problems, i'll post them here. Any questions?

MarioLucarioFan64 : Hey, hey, hey! Look things happen what happened to do with the regret is in the past. You shouldn't really be letting a lot of things affect you. Since from then you really have changed a lot. I don't want to bring up bad negative memories for you. People do things make mistakes earn from them and grow from them as well. To help them to be a better person in the future. You have realized what you have done, and also done your best to right the wrongs. What you need to keep on doing is pushing on. You have friends who support you. And about your projects you made them because you felt happy to do it for people in vizzed. Sure not everything may go as you plan its something you need to learn to work around with as other people have. Look onto what you have now and focus on that instead of the past. 

I mean this in a very light-hearted way, but you're going to have to get used to making mistakes in life lol. It's completely inevitable, and to an extent it's a good thing to make them, because mistakes are one of the most influential experiences in growing as a person.

You already know how to use your talent / skill set to create positive stories, projects, etc, which is half the battle when learning to cope. The other part is learning to forgive yourself. A good way to help you achieve this to make a list of every person you've hurt / done wrong in some way, and simply ask them what you can do to make amends for it (within reasonable expectations, of course). You'll be amazed how far the gesture alone will get you, and how many people will respond with something like "Dude, don't even worry about it " because you've already been forgiven.

Most people are their own worst critic, and everyone more or less goes through the same struggles in concept. "If the past is already set in stone, shouldn't you worry about what you're carving next?" is a motto I like to live by. Also, if I'm not mistaken, hasn't most everyone here already forgiven you for the whole re-reg thing ;P

I could go on and on man, but I think you get the point lol.

Oh dude, I understand how you feel with the projects. I am forevermore doing the same thing, but look, you have to just step back and say "this is enough for right now. I'll finish these and do more later". I'm getting better at it, but putting too much on yourself is really stressful and just overall bad for you. The next time a new project idea comes to you, try putting it off for a while and just making a note for it or something. Work as you're able, don't force it.


Next, what's wrong with believing in God? Is there some sort of negative legal or social ramifications for that where you live? On here you don't have to worry about that at least. Most people are cool about religious matters here. They tolerate me for instance.


And there's no need to " make up" for anything. As MNC said, we all make mistakes and do things we regret. Just let it go and try to make sure you never do that thing again. Pray for help. Ask for forgiveness if need be, then just forget and let go of it. Move on man, and be happy.

Swearing? Well man, old habits die hard. Just do what you can and keep trying not to say those words anymore. Eventually you WILL quit saying them altogether. It'll probably take longer than you want, but keep trying and it'll happen. Also avoid hearing them when able. That will help.

Above all else: keep being cool. Alright?