So... It's been a while since I last showed up. Things have happened on the site since then and on my life as well. I'm no longer Staff (as expected after literally vanishing), some members have been promoted, some demoted, some other members even left as well, some are more or less inactive and so on... Yet, I am deciding to return.

I guess there are some things that need explanation, at least to a certain extent on this thread and on a further extent to some people if I judge/deem necessary.

The reasons that led me to leave Vizzed for the past couple months have been quite many, but the main reason was mostly the fact that my personal life was (and still is to a certain extent...) a mess. Many things have been (and still are) happening that have made it quite difficult for me. Family-wise issues and financial-wise ones are just a few, but I guess they're the ones to blame mostly though, since if it weren't for that I'm quite sure I wouldn't have been inactive in the first place. I won't go into details here, but let's just say I've been through a lot. Yet I managed to deal with it well enough (so far) to be able to return.

I'm deciding to come back mostly because whenever I think back on the time I have spent here on Vizzed, I feel that it could have been of help to me on solving at least some of the personal problems I was and still am dealing with during this time I've been away, be it simply having a convo, or to just being able to forget things for a moment while enjoying playing something and forgetting problems for a while. Neither Vizzed nor it's members require anything from me (even the staff quota I had back then doesn't counts, since I was the one to offer myself to begin with and it's not as if I was doing something I didn't want in the first place). Also, It's not like I expect anything in specific from the site or friends I made here either, so I shouldn't see it as something that will demand something of me, but quite the opposite. I want to see Vizzed as a place I can go to leave those things aside for a moment or just enjoy the present moment itself.

I think I've prolonged myself quite a bit already and this is sounding like a ramble (the fact it's 3 AM here and I'm tired makes me feel that this might be the case indeed), so I might just stop here.

I'll be active again from now on whenever possible and whenever I feel the need. Cheers and see you all around.

*Sniffs* Mv, welcome back.....it wasn't the same without you. Because you were one of those people that I talk to for any problems that I have. I missed you very dearly. You and bob vanished out on me, and I started to wonder why....then more of my personal problems made me to forget that. We need a catch up talk please....I hope we can talk again like we used too. Yes, things has changed since you left the site. New people, new promotions as you said. And again welcome back my friend. ^^

mvhupsel : Welcome back! I don't know you, but I'm happy to see members returning to the site. You missed out a lot, for example I've become active in posting on the forums instead of playing games without saying a lot

I'm super glad that you're back!!! I've missed you so much more than you might think I did >.>... Anyway I never thought you would come back! You better expect to do some more gaming with me! I still have Path of Exile just in case you ever wanted to return and play it. I guess a part of me knew you would come back eventually so I never deleted it. I'm currently doing pretty well in the bomberman 94' tournament. The only match I lost out of my 4 matches so far was against David because he kicks too much butt! Maybe you could help me practice to beat him, or maybe you've gotten rusty and I can kick your butt now! I can't wait to have my best Viz buddy back!!!!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how you coming back has just impacted my life! Last week was literally so far the worst week of my life that I wish I never have to live through, but if I had to do it again to be friends with you again I would do it!

Your Friend,
Koda

Eniitan : Enii! I missed you. o/
Thanks lady, I would be more than happy to be able to talk with you again like we used to, I intend to be active from now on, so hope to see you around. We have lots to talk about from what I can see, but I hope you've been doing good overall during my absence.

juuldude : Thanks young man, very much appreciated. It's nice to see Vizzed is still home for friendly people, hope you've been enjoying your stay here.


Koda : Haha, you've no idea how happy it made me to read your post man. I won't say I know what you are (were) going through, but I can imagine since I've been through a lot myself as well. Too bad I couldn't be there as a friend. :/
But anywho... Leaving all the bad saddening stuff aside, I would love to hang around anytime possible, it'd be awesome.
Also missed ya, when I was still active and you had no internet there were times that it'd be pretty damn boring, not to mention lonely.
I'll be online for most of the day today and I intend to hang out on the same place I always do... I'll be waiting to see you around.
Luv ya mate (not in a gay way lol).

Hopefully Team Kogarasumaru will be back on the scene!

mvhupsel : Thank you, I really enjoy my stay here. Vizzed has changed, that's true, but I think it changed in a nice way. There are still old members active, the new members are very nice and the site has improved as well. 

mvhupsel : Well.....your not gonna like what I have to say...things have been pretty ruff for me...

mvhupsel : It's good to see you're back, though I've had many problems in my life as well which led to my demotion. I know what you're going through and will be here if things go wrong, after all Vizzed is not just a place to play old school games but to make friends as well.