I lost my path once again

By letting my troubles and problems reign 

thinking things through after I left

then I was feeling a lot of heft

I was truly leaving the one site I love

until I couldn't avoid one special day, of

it was August the 16th, my 1 year anniversary

I had to come in and celebrate, I also thought of the word diversity

I have never seen so many cries and sadness on my profile

people told me why I shouldn't go, awkwardly that gave me a reason to smile

for there are truly amazing people I have met on vizzed.

the decision I made, it was a terrible mistake

I even saw what happened

everyone and my friends I knew was out of balance

I was so shocked to see that

then I said *ok enough is enough time to get things back*

I have notice I am the one person, making sure that things don't get out of hand

is like as if I am in command......

but I just look out for my friends and people I know dearly

now I see that clearly

the troubles I had, I bravely went to confront my friends about it

they understood and said why from then, all of that terrible feeling was released

for now I had to leave for a bit, sorting out my life which was in need

now I am a lot strong than I was before, even happier indeed

I was in one big deep pit hole, I couldn't climb from

but, I have realized it takes friends and people I know to pull me out, I was so dumb

now I have made some changes within myself that is very much true

I will keep doing whats right helping vizzed and people too

I know I have made some impact on vizzed but,

I am determined more now that I have ever done

I look up to the sky searching for more answers as it suns

everyone who knows me loves what I do, and making sure I'm not blue

I want to personally say thank you to On3On for you quote I have

looking at that gave me the last push I need to snap me back, that was my nav

I want to also thank my friends and people I know

even though you said its alright I still want to apologize

for everything I did deleting you off, for not saying why

I am truly sorry for what I have done/ or did

its ok if you don't want to forgive me

I guess closing my eyes, this poem I am doing its flowing through my mind

even if I was blind

that is the feeling I have that's my peace, my poems comes from my heart

I have come so far from where I am now so I won't give up, thanks for taking part

there are times my heart gives ways and start to fumble

I just let my feelings take control and make sure it won't crumble

this may be the longest poem I have ever done

and doing this is really fun ^^

I am pleased that I have let this all out

now I don't have any doubts

this is what I have kept within myself

and always note to self

I wondered it would be right to say these words to you in 
a poem

I hope you enjoyed this long poem I took the time to type down

and always remember not to frown ^-^