I wanted to try to post something I haven't told anyone before and things people don't know about me. Whether it's good things or bad things, I just wanted to share some things. So I hope I do a good job in expressing it. I'll try to be as detailed as possible. So here goes...

I've been told that I'm really funny. I never try to actually be funny but whenever I'm around people I'm comfortable with, I seem to just make them laugh. I think it's because I'm really relaxed and I feel I can be myself around them. Now when I first meet someone, of course all this is referring to real life, not the internet, I tend to not talk much and I kind of observe everyone. I'm not shy, I just like to see how everyone interacts with each other.

I've been told I'm a really good listener but this usually is only the case with friends. It's because I know them really personally and I want to be able to give them my full attention. Now when it comes to strangers, it all depends on the person. If I feel "threatened", and I don't mean like them threatening me with violence or anything, more like if I feel I need to defend myself I obviously never listen. I'm absolutely stubborn at times. Then later when I start to calmly think about it, I laugh at myself and think; "Wow you were really being a moron!" A lot of people think I don't sit down and think about things and realize when I am in the wrong but I actually do. I just have to be calm into order to think rationally. Hey, I'm only human. I sometimes think people expect more from me, and the funny thing is, most of those people don't know me personally. They know who I am and all that but not like in a personal manner. I hope that makes sense.

Let's see, I'm trying to think of what else I feel like revealing. I'm sure some of this information is stuff people probably already know, but eh, I'm going to share it anyway. Haha. I honestly can't think of anything else right now but I'm sure I'll be adding stuff later on in my replies. So if anyone has any questions or want to know something about me, feel free to ask!

People say I'm funny too (especially my little sister and brother, and my students), but I've never seen it.  I mean, I have the most ridiculous sense of humor ever, I'm terrible at comebacks, and I'm not particularly witty.  I think that my students usually crack up laughing because I'm willing to look stupid with how lame I am.  Also, they don't expect teachers to talk back to them, so they generally find that funny just because most teachers are either nasty with class clowns or send them out.

Most people don't realize I'm terribly insecure, not about the way other people view me, but in how I view myself.  I tend to beat myself up terribly, but the only people to really ever notice that are ones that are around me when I make a small mistake.  My husband, of course, knows it better than anyone and he tries to help me work through it.

My friend always laughs when he's around me, which I find odd, because I am probably one of the top 100 shyest people in the entire world in person. But just a lot of things I say tend to make him laugh a lot.

It helps build my confidence for talking to others, but only for a couple of hours. ><

Kinda envy people like you who can talk and listen without panicking in your head.  But I suppose it's my own fault.



What kind of books/movies/TV shows do you like to watch? That can help describe who you are as a person!

Are there any interests of yours that you've yet to share with the Vizzed community? I'm trying to help think of some things you can speak on to further your efforts here.

Are there things about your personality or tastes that you tend to keep hidden?

Or maybe there's a game that you play that you never got around to talking about here that's different from the games you usually talk about and might surprise people to learn that you play?

Sairek Ceareste : My favorite books, like of all time would have to be...

-Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
-Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
-Wuthering Heights by Emilie Bronte
-Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
-Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson

As for television shows, I have a lot.

-Married With Children
-Friends
-Charmed
-Supernatural
-Smallville
-The Vampire Diaries
-Tru Calling
-Roswell
-Dawson's Creek
-The Walking Dead
-I Love Lucy
-Lois & Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
-LOST
-One Tree Hill
-The Killing
-Once Upon a Time
-Teen Wolf
-Saved by the Bell
-In Living Color
-Roseanne
-Three's Company
-Charlie's Angels
-Dollhouse
-My So-Called Life
-Unsolved Mysteries (Original)
-Angel (the series)
-Buffy the Vampire Slayer
-The X-Files
-CSI: Crime Scene Investigation
-Law & Order: SVU
-Criminal Minds
-Without a Trace
-Cold Case
-American Justice
-Dateline
-Cold Case Files
-Notorious
-America's Most Wanted
-Dark Angel
-Full House
-Family Matters
-Family Ties
-ALF
-The Hogan Family
-Growing Pains
-The Wonder Years
-Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman
-Tales From Avonlea

Now I'll just post my top 20 favorite movies so I don't make this reply too long.

-Ever After: A Cinderella Story
-Moulin Rouge
-Disturbing Behavior
-1408
-Cowboys and Aliens
-Resident Evil (complete series)
-Dawn of the Dead
-My Science Project
-Mean Girls
-Shrek (complete series)
-The Hunger Games
-The Wicker Man
-Interview with a Vampire
-The Lost Boys
-Stephen King's Rose Red
-Bring It On!
-The Matrix (complete series)
-Daughters (TV movie)
-Real Steel
-Superman I, II, III, IV!

I love all kinds of genre's when it comes to movies. So I watch so many that I can't name them all so I figured I would post my top 20 picks.

Crazy Li : Sometimes I keep certain things about me hidden. Unless I feel threatened to the point of feeling I have to to explain my reasons for why I am the way I am. I hope that makes sense. I can't really think of what they are exactly right now, but I'm sure I'll eventually add it in a later reply.

I play Dead Frontier a LOT! It's an MMORPG. It's a really great game and it's free. That makes it even better. I love going to a lot of gaming sites because I can't afford to buy steam games right now so I try to find websites that have original games and test them out and then I try to leave good feedback.

Another thing I like is to be as artistic as I can be. I try to express myself in more than one aspect of art. Like digital art, poetry, photography, sketches, etc.

SunflowerGaming : I used to hunt down free MMORPGs all the time. I found a number of good ones, but they quickly become stale without friends to play with. I don't do well playing with random strangers on the game servers. There are some good ones, but most I run into kill the experience. I really only like to play with people I know outside the game (where I know them from is irrelevant as long as we're friends). I think the best I've found of those is called Fly For Fun (sometimes called FlyFF). I just feel it's more creative than most others.

Another fun game that's sorta related is Spiral Knights. But all my friends stopped playing, so I haven't touched it in months

And digital art's fun. Especially for someone like me who lacks the ability to really create something I can fairly call "art" in any other form.