Bec: I wasn't offended by what you said, don't worry about it. I hope surgery goes well, and I'm glad you're getting past the self pity stage and can start figuring out where to go from here. You were foolish for playing so I get what Mega's saying, but also I know that you understand that. It was fairly obvious that you were angry at yourself for doing it. That doesn't really make up for it, but what's done is done and there's nothing more you can do. You're young and have a lot of time to make plans and get your crap in order so that you can get on your way to finding some peace of mind and helping Matthew make some dreams of his own.

becerra95 : Yeah, maybe you can start out as an assistant coach and work your way up to coaching your own team. That way you can still be in the soccer industry. I'm so glad you're thinking positive. It helps ones like me to remember negativity is never the answer. Good for you!

drag00n365 : Hell yeah I'm mad at them.., I'm going to find them and just pound them to the floor. You know, become Hulk. Then again, I'm just being foolish.
RequiemHaunt: Yeah.... Right now, I have to prepare taking care of him so once I graduate, I can raise him to a proper young man (Wow, even when typing, I laughed at "proper young man" )
Marissa, well she is mostly taking care of Monster, Someone (DEVIL DOG HAS RETURNED) and the parakeets. Even though she's "Evil" to people around her (especially as goalie at pratice and saying I'm her b****, playfully though), I still love that gal.
As for coaching, well.... I still get to be around with the sport I love but I still want to play. Feel the flow and hear the crowd chant for the team. A feeling I might never experience again....


KG : Yeah but still, I was a bit of a jerk saying that "all dreams don't come true" I was just a bit depressed and I don't want to dig deeper into depression like I was back at July (Allyson's death, seriously took a toll on my health [literally] and well-being). Yeah, I was foolish playing but this wasn't the first time playing while injured, just the first time being sabotaged. I'm like those type of people that take it hard upon yourself when YOU know you could of prevented it. Like you said, what's done is done, gotta move on in life, possibly look for a career to do in the future (Can't just live on the cash on my bank account, even though it can supply me, the kid, and etc. for life until in my 50s) As for the surgery, bones are placed together and my leg stapled and sewn.

SunflowerGaming : Hmm... Soccer coach. Yell at people, force them to work like dogs, cut people from the team, etc. Sounds like a good idea. Aside from my tomfoolery, I don't think being a coach in the future doesn't suit me. It's not my thing to be responsible to train a whole team. So being coach, not my thing.

You know you could train to be assistant coach. They don't have to be as strict as the actual coach but they still get paid well. You get to interact with the team more too! That or go into sports radio and you still get to feel the buz of excitement!

Jeez... This is such a terrible tragedy! I wish you the best recovery. Good luck!