Well a lot of people have probably noticed a lack of me on here... It started at the end of last month when my father had a week of jury duty. I had to babysit every single day until after dinner. Then I would come to my place, make my grandpa his meal and then clean the house.

Man I was happy when that was over! That lasted what one day?! Then my step mom at the start of the month had knee surgery! Had to babysit every day again plus clean my parent's house! My step mom is still unable to walk a lot or bend over. So the week before father's day I've had to clean like hell because my parents decided they wanted to host the family meal for father's day at their house... To note their house is a disaster all the time. They have 3 dogs, 6 cats, and a hyper active 4 year old with way too many toys!

I also may note that I am not a healthy person. I've had a mysterious illness for over 2 years now that gives me terrible pain in the left side of my stomach. So doing all of this leaves me in a state of horror pain where when I get home after dinner all I do is crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep.

Now father's day is over the cleaning is done. I just have to make sure that house stays clean until the end of July. July 4th my brother comes over to celebrate his birthday which landed on the 2nd. July 7th is my niece's birthday she will have a party at my parent's house. Finally July 17th is my little sister's birthday. I am also hoping that my step mom has full function of her legs because I don't want to go through a third month of this!

I know this thread has not much meaning but I had to scream this out! I have been under too much stress! Taking care of my grandpa who is 93 years old is a full time job, but I also must take care of my 4 year old little sister and my parent's house! This has just driven me up the wall crazy!