I'm frustrated to no end I know it's only been a few days but I'm annoyed so I'm here to once again vent my frustrations see I always knew it as you were stuck at home for 10 days with covid so I was like well yeah I missed camp but at least I can still see people for my birthday but nope apparently it's 20 days now which I'm not sure if I'm supposed to wait 20 days from when I tested positive or when I got sick because if it's when I got sick then I've only gotta wait another 5 days pretty much but if it's when I tested positive when I was almost over it I gotta stay at home another 10 days which then brings up the question of if my uncle tests positive who comes and goes which he almost certainly will do I have to wait another 20 days? I have no idea. On top of it all my brother got to go back to school today they made him come back even though it hadn't been 10 days since he was exposed to it what madness they wanted him back yesterday but made him come back even though it had only been 9 days I just don't understand how he's allowed back but we're stuck at home forever. I just wanna see people I care about for my bday is that too much to wish for? I guess so Covid has succeeded in taking away both a final trip to camp and my 20th birthday and I'm pissed about it even if honestly would I go out very much for my birthday? No probably not but knowing I can't when I feel like I should be able too pisses me off.

I have been doing pretty good, been sick with the cold for the past few days I haven't much motivation to do much besides lazing around and eating junk cause depression but I've been trying to distract myself from it in an attempt to be a functioning and productive human being. Been dealing with some stuff but I have been trying not to focus on it or I guess trying to ignore them would be more accurate. Not gonna lie the reason why I'm feeling pretty good right now is probably because I'm eating some pudding I got in the shop its like Lychee flavour.

I'm not 100% great right now. I had an exam at the dentist earlier today and they made a treatment plan that's going to take months to complete. Next week I am going to have an extraction for one of my teeth because apparently there's been a massive cavity that's been growing for years. It's in a tooth that broke way back in 2009 so it wasn't 100% noticeable. They also need to do a cleaning and a trimming and nine different fillings. The extraction right now is the thing that I'm the most worried about.

Other than that, I moved yesterday and the end of the semester is less than two weeks away so that added a ton of extra stress.

I guess I'm finally doing fine after several days physically down. I've adjusted to the cold and everything, so probably the worst has passed for at least three more weeks.

I'm also doing good in the psychological field. I've finally decided to take the step and move out, instead of staying longer to better adjust to my father's work, and it's been quite liberating. I'm so done with my parents' behavior and how I don't feel free at home, so by the start of next year this will change. Once I'm done with the first semester of my course I'll seriously start looking for something and move out before the second one starts.

Other than this, I only need to get back my sleep schedule. It's been absurdly unbalanced for the past week and it's starting to take its toll on me and my productivity. But seeing how things are quickly stabilizing around me, I'm sure I'll get it back soon enough.

I feel so violated with people opening up their days and reading how I’m doing


I am doing so great tho. Gym, work and my tastebuds are changing for the worse so yay. I can’t even tolerate the smell of grease or bag of chips and I don’t have covid and been tested negative so I don’t know what’s this about

Personally? I wish I could stay home from work tomorrow because I'm not ready to go back, I know 18 days off is long enough but a combination of weather, worsening pandemic cases and multiple other things are basically the reasons I don't want to go back my sleep is going to be screwed up again

Honestly though the school library I work at is big but the budget is small, besides owning my own cup at work I feel like I need a new reason to be excited about going to work again. I don't want to quit my job but, I the job I have allows me to have Summer freedom, even if I work at a public library my pay might be bigger but...geez it my hours might not be to my liking

I'm doing kind of fine, finally. The year started off quite badly, but luckily it's picking back up and things are again on great pace.

The whole moving out thing is in motion and it's wearing me down both physically and mentally. Selecting the furniture, going to more and more shops, the many troubles we face as we inspect our new place... But well, we're mostly done with the preparations, just a few more errands and in a couple weeks time we should be able to start doing life there.

My course has been an absolute drag, and it's costed me heaven and earth to be motivated enough to tackle it instead of bombing one of my teachers. I'm nearly done with it and then exams will come up near the end of the month to say goodbye, just for a few days, to any kind of homework.

And well, family issues are starting to spring up. Tough and decisive moments lie ahead and they could perfectly destroy me in the emotional field, so I'm not quite looking forward to that. But it's a necessary step and I know I'm not alone in this endeavor, which will definitely help.

I'm doing fine. I'm a little stressed as I do have some assignments I need to finish by midnight tomorrow, but I'm already done with 1 of the 3 and working on another one. I'm hoping to finish that before I leave to my dorm tomorrow and then finish the last one there.

Once again my procrastinating getting me in a little trouble but at least I didn't wait until the last day to act on it.

As for the rest, I'm doing fine also. Getting stitches removed tomorrow from a small procedure I had done but the wound has healed perfectly so that shouldn't be any issue. I guess I could potentially get lab results but I don't suspect it'll be anything noteworthy. I also had meatballs for dinner and I love meatballs so I'm well fed heading into the next day.

Right now I'm feeling quite ready for Spring, especially since we are expecting snow for the next four days, but I have to keep reminding myself that we need the snow real bad right now to avoid another drought (but floods are no fun either, I'm still old enough to remember when the Red River Flood of '97 was in the news, we weren't effected though but it effected our vacation plans.)

Quite well! I'm feeling a lot more confident about my upcoming exam than the one I had earlier this week so I'm happy about that. I mainly just need to finish perfecting the plenty proofs that are scattered throughout the course notes.

As for things not college related, I guess I could be better? There's just a lot going on at once and I've found myself kind of clawing from day to day without thinking ahead too much.

I can't wait for january to end so I can have some peace

Right now I'm pretty bleh I guess. I haven't been to work in like two weeks because of apparently getting a positive Covid test. I didn't have Covid though, it only said positive because of a regular cold that I got from being out in the rain. I went and got tested in another place and it came back negative but they said I can only get tested at one specific location so now I have to get tested a third time tomorrow.

I also finished all of my probation paperwork so I should be able to start class at the end of the month, but I have a meeting with the dean tomorrow.

Well, I was fine until I learned one of my uncles had passed away, I found out he had COPD about 3 or so years ago, and I kind of knew what it was because The Weather Network was usually airing commercials about it, and then when I learned that COVID was a thing and it could also screw up your breathing, I hoped that he wouldn't catch it considering that COPD and COVID could be a bad combination. Not long after Christmas he and the rest of my cousin's family in the household tested positive for the damn virus and, he survived his time in the hospital and even though COVID didn't really do any damage to his lungs, sadly the week he was supposed to be boosted was the same week he caught the damn thing. Sadly he passed this morning.

I'm doing pretty well. I'm halfway done with my exams this semester and the ones remaining are the lighter ones so the stress is pretty much gone at this point.

Still feel a little bored when I'm not studying though. I lack the motivation to do much of anything except sit there and watch youtube videos all day. I hope the release of pokemon Legends: Arceus at the end of the month will put a new fire under my ass to enjoy something again.

classgame : sorry to hear of your loss

I feel alright I guess tomorrow I'm hopefully going to turn in the application which I wanted to do monday but by the time I could of got a ride I was told it'd be better to wait cause it'd be better to turn it in during the morning apparently? Besides that I'm just kind of thinking back on 2021 and all the memories I loved and looking back on it I feel a bit sad cause I can't help but wonder if it was the last year I was free enough to have so much time with friends and such but maybe I'm overthinking how much free time I'll lose by working I have no idea.

Been well, lost my voice due to singing my heart out and such so a few days rest should help it heal. Enjoy my two days off before heading back to work this weekend and hopefully get the motivation that I need so bad

Well rested, for one. Crashed and slept right after dinner and only woke up like 40 minutes ago.

Otherwise, alright. Still not that motivated, still stressed, but at least I went out and did something productive today so I'm happy about that.

Kind of down because I have to return to work tomorrow (but construction around a certain area has finally ended so upside I now have a reason to bring a lunch tomorrow) and very relieved because this site is finally back up and running after more than two days.

Right now, I'm pretty stressed since tomorrow will be my first day going back to work fully. I took off on Monday January 3rd and then worked on that Thursday and Friday before just working one more day after that so it's going to be tough getting back to a schedule. Plus I have class starting back up in around 2 weeks so I have to finish up all of my stuff from last semester and I have to go through the process of paying tuition in time.

Right now I feel totally destroyed and I'm trying to recover myself from the chaos.

I was very stressed for exams, and now that they're over I'm dealing with the alterations to my sleep schedule I've been having these past days. I feel a bit out of place and without any chance to breathe, and it's driving me mad. Hopefully I'll return to normality this coming week.

In terms of health, I've had to deal with a cold on top of that. Luckily it never got bad despite the lack of sleep and such, and now it has mostly passed. One of the least "troubled" winters in the last years so far, so I can't really complain.

While the site has been down I had another exam and this one went perfectly! I had a harder time finding a bus to take me to campus on a saturday (who has an exam on saturday) but the actual thing was fairly easy. We got 2.5 hours for it but the first people were done after 40 minutes and I personally handed in my exam papers after the hour mark.

So safe to say I'm feeling pretty good about that. I've just got one more exam about a book left so I can take it a little easier now.

I've also managed to stick to a fairly consistent sleep schedule for the past week or so. I'll probably go over it a little tonight as Vizzed just got back up but I'm making sure it's the exception.