so far high school's way easier than i thought it was gonna b

grade 10 is the first year of high school here btw

so anyway i'm reconcilin w/ some people i didn't have time to tie loose ends w/ last year n it's goin p well

i'm happiest about patchin things up w/ my bro hassan bc we had a dumb fight last year where he was sayin some mean things about gays n i was like hold up son

he isn't exactly my "best friend" but i've known him for like 10 years n it does feel sad when we get mad @ each other n stuff

like i said we fixed things tho

earlier this year he told me the chemistry teacher was his fav so i went "but chem teacher's gay" n he was like "i know" so that alone was kinda whoa

obviously people have the right to believe whatever they want n him becomin more respectful would've been enough to make me happy but his view becomin closer to mine was sort of a bonus :^)

anyway plot twist i don't rlly like the chemistry teacher............ but i'll get to that later

physics teacher is chill bio teacher is chill n english teacher is chill

none of them r as amazing as my english teacher from last year tho like she was the most influential and encouraging one i've ever had 

i'm in the highest level of every subject except for math bc i articulated my intense hatred for it last year n i think they picked up on the whole "pls move me down" thing

unfortunately it looks like they're gonna move me back up tho bc my teacher n the coordinator of the math department say leaving me in this class would b a "waste of potential" and that i "have a future in math" rip

i know young people r prone to changin their minds but i LOVE writin + drawin n i don't rlly c that changin anytime soon man

i don't wanna spread myself too thin?? i feel like takin too many difficult courses would cause me to divide my attention between a lot more stuff than i can handle and just make my grades drop in everything

we'll c how it goes

at least i already know the teacher i'll have if i do get moved up bc she already teaches me SAT math n she's cool i guess

n by cool i mean she doesn't want to rip my heart out like last year's math teacher probably did............

like this year's chemistry teacher probably does............

dude his tests are way too long n he gives us way too little time n he's kinda mean tbh?? like idk how to explain it but it's like ur life depends on his mood bc if he's happy he's like "remember class there's no such thing as a stupid question" but if he's angry he responds to literally anything u ask w/ "WERE YOU BORN YESTERDAY"

ok he doesn't actually say that but he does get impatient n loud n it makes u reluctant to ask anything else even tho that sorta defeats the purpose of bein a teacher

even when the majority fails he blames it on us and says we're too slow

sometimes i swear it feels like he's on a motorcycle yellin @ us to catch up even tho all he gave us was a bunch of scooters

so in other news the fact that i've kinda grown outta homestuck doesn't change the fact that the epilogue added like five years to my life

also there's some funny graffiti i pass by every day bc the bus route takes us there

it's literally just "i pis here" but i find it so funny bc even if the missing "s" were there the tense would still be wrong?? unless............ it's a regular occurrence............ or something............

ya that's p much it

there's a tv dubbed "treasured moments" outside the high school building and it's always off it's hilarious