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So I've been writing alot of poetry and rap lately
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SO recently i'm getting record deals in my DM's on @kidcloudofficialallday
(my instagram) And I'm posting some of my lyrics in celebration. ((((((((((WARNING))))))))))))))) Some of these are heavy topics like suicide and stuff but it's so that people in this world know I'm on their side and have felt the same pain. I want to help walk other people through these dark times because there are too many people that cant find their places in this crazy world. some of them are also just Bars or randomness thrown together if you dont like stuff that makes you think or deep things. (THIS IS ABOUT A DREAM I HAD WHERE I RELIVED 10 YEARS OVER AGAIN AND GOD HAD GIVEN ME A SECOND CHANCE) One day I had a dream I painted the perfect picture, redid every life decision written to the scriptures had a dream i didn't leave sittin in indiana/ never started rapping or showin my pain within these stanzas I fought back against that kid that ruined my social life/ i dont think he was... supposed to die gave him CPR until those medics came but the oxygen was too low.. running through his brain I LET MY RAGE BECOME MISTAKES hate became engrained because we love to hate Making us go insane The girl i loved still left me, ended up in miami Just goes to show whatever i did with past mistakes to get around em I ended up with a different location but same outcome life's a spinning cycle like vinyls We're not the ones controlling life's timer. About this dream god my lips will stay sealed But just know when i woke i did feel healed Alotta people berate you But I'll end this rap with a solid thank you.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a small whisper to screaming loud a gun to my temple can you hear me now? i guess the weather is nice and on the flip side, i should feel better right? what good is this east coast WEATHER if im gonna need this SWEATER on the inside? Lately i been thinking if i eat a buckshot, the pain'll go away swallow down a scatter shot like a pill filled lunchbox, watch it all fade away never see another sunset, that'll be the end of my days scramble through the dark to find where the sun went but only met with a couple little light rays Images of my little brother as he cries gazing right into whats left of my eyes family just stares at the blood on the wall wondering how they heard nothing at all shaky hands and persistent thoughts always seem to cause me to stall.. i pulled the trigger back and the hammer locked mind screaming STOP THATS AN ACT OF GOD For these kids I'll bleed my heart to this paper play it from the start and let this beat be your savior. ----------------------------------------------------------------- 3 am suicide cold on my neck just wishing my dad could show me respect he's there but he's not, we yelled when we fought were lucky that night that no one got rocked but the calm is still storm, my boat is just caught why was I born in a storm on a yacht? parental positions are gone one is pushing me off the other is pushing me on how without basic tools of success do i thrive on my own? it's easier to make a mess of my life on my own Letting go til the end of the night, yeah we smashin models thinkina bout my problems neckin bottles tryna solve em thinking about how messed up /life's been since you left but coming from the bottom gotta step up or get left cuz putin in work with my city on my shoulders if i get it i'm a hold it minutes Ima own it spitting bolders flow the coldest if my haters listening just know i f***ing wrote this Crushed your hopes b**** now who's f***ing homeless? under pressure with no time waging a war within my mind aren't we all just flawed designs? that's how it seems in gods plan he doesn't seem to give a godd*mn looking at the sky and asking why he made me who i am still cant find where i stand world open up show them f*cking hands if those hearts need sewing up if you've been through the shredder piece those hearts back together promise it gets better hold it up ----------------------------------------------- Dont think i'm crazy when i say i want to live my dream bars have you hooked like nicotine, punchlines clean like listorine cleaning out the ears of anyone listening, each line a ride like a limousine and I swear to god, that's on my moms f*ck with the fam and were dropping bombs no one can stop the blood in my veins sometimes it's hot but be freezing my brain i remember long nights in my room alone just staring at my phone thinkin why my mind gone Didin't even text back just kicked back Everything said yeah i kept that but she didn't kik back Striding is my goal hopin that I'm on ride the game slike a horse push peddle and saddle on I got feelings bu i aint the sappy one turn the frown upside down and turn this day into a happy one singin why is everything so hard ? why's everything so hard? why's everyone so hard? She's telling me to open up like she's above me, i only got one me I love me those words aren't kind but they sound so lovely cause you can't cut me don't get it twisted girl thinkin you made me, takes more than a heavy broken heart to break me me and the squad on success and nothing lesser we'll all still survive in this desert even wearing sweaters / no matter the weather and all those guys is what she had But i stayed in this room with a pen and pad spitting mad Til i got glad thinking that was fast then I pulled the lever and the s*** was rad then i wasn't sad and I was banking stacks now i'm banking green and my homies eat future looking bright, in the lightest sheen like waiting in a line at sheets for the swisher on the cheap ----------------------------------------------------------------- Riding dirt bikes at six papa taught me how to fight in the styx Suck the life out your lips With the nine on my hip Rifle with clips smile and then buy the rights to your sh*t trifle with this and I snipe if you slip been saving these bars until the times right how come she only love me whan i'm in the lime light when I'm sensation she just want relation i don't got no patience need a vaction steady stay screamin stressed stay away bet i'll take a plane next pay day knowing we could never tame these thots they all seem to be gold diggers jamie foxx --------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ emember these countless hours i toiled the message comes from a shell i'm hard boiled threw the beat in a broiler So I could grill spit tin foil Cause I'm hard as you Bring the heat to the coil welcome to my barbeque Sunny out side but i can provide some shade all across Don't get offended by the chicken when i burn you with the hottest sauce With an intution of no intention to stop I'll climb to the top Ashing blunts moving mountains along, I'll stand at the peak like auto cross Split oceans similar to bible scriptures, Walk on through make a couple bucks give no f***s Cause I'm go getter why so bitter? Cause I'm the boss, I'm so winner, stand as tall as has This is the hiphop holocaust wetting em up lyrically here's the water, voss do I want your daughter? nah But your wife can catch a facial, spa blastin like I'm hatian, graaaa Best across the nation,RAW And if you wana debate it, ha angels couldn't slay em, GOD leave you in a stasis, STOP If you are a racist, POP stay up on my raises, gwap --------------------------------------------- men jumping for the door better make a beelin I'm the rap game MVP spit dvd put me on rewind they're learning I'm lethal as steph curry from the three line Stacks like I'm koby yess they all know me rhymes steady growing murder tracks slowly rhymes so dope that you could catch A contact kill you where stand How to call of duty spwan trap Yes i spit boulders head off your shoulders hit you with that barry bonds clap That's a hard bat betcha have a heart attack leave your heart in tact still dunk on these motherf***ers like my name was shaq We ain't talkin hands no audience but we can let the guns clap Fool for the rhyme all the time in the corner with a dunce cap rhymes aint a joke got lines but ask where the punch at all i need is one track and i stunt that dark soul in the world so i'm asking where the sun at s***'s too easy so I'm asking where the fun at best white rapper in the game and i won that (my instagram) And I'm posting some of my lyrics in celebration. ((((((((((WARNING))))))))))))))) Some of these are heavy topics like suicide and stuff but it's so that people in this world know I'm on their side and have felt the same pain. I want to help walk other people through these dark times because there are too many people that cant find their places in this crazy world. some of them are also just Bars or randomness thrown together if you dont like stuff that makes you think or deep things. (THIS IS ABOUT A DREAM I HAD WHERE I RELIVED 10 YEARS OVER AGAIN AND GOD HAD GIVEN ME A SECOND CHANCE) One day I had a dream I painted the perfect picture, redid every life decision written to the scriptures had a dream i didn't leave sittin in indiana/ never started rapping or showin my pain within these stanzas I fought back against that kid that ruined my social life/ i dont think he was... supposed to die gave him CPR until those medics came but the oxygen was too low.. running through his brain I LET MY RAGE BECOME MISTAKES hate became engrained because we love to hate Making us go insane The girl i loved still left me, ended up in miami Just goes to show whatever i did with past mistakes to get around em I ended up with a different location but same outcome life's a spinning cycle like vinyls We're not the ones controlling life's timer. About this dream god my lips will stay sealed But just know when i woke i did feel healed Alotta people berate you But I'll end this rap with a solid thank you.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a small whisper to screaming loud a gun to my temple can you hear me now? i guess the weather is nice and on the flip side, i should feel better right? what good is this east coast WEATHER if im gonna need this SWEATER on the inside? Lately i been thinking if i eat a buckshot, the pain'll go away swallow down a scatter shot like a pill filled lunchbox, watch it all fade away never see another sunset, that'll be the end of my days scramble through the dark to find where the sun went but only met with a couple little light rays Images of my little brother as he cries gazing right into whats left of my eyes family just stares at the blood on the wall wondering how they heard nothing at all shaky hands and persistent thoughts always seem to cause me to stall.. i pulled the trigger back and the hammer locked mind screaming STOP THATS AN ACT OF GOD For these kids I'll bleed my heart to this paper play it from the start and let this beat be your savior. ----------------------------------------------------------------- 3 am suicide cold on my neck just wishing my dad could show me respect he's there but he's not, we yelled when we fought were lucky that night that no one got rocked but the calm is still storm, my boat is just caught why was I born in a storm on a yacht? parental positions are gone one is pushing me off the other is pushing me on how without basic tools of success do i thrive on my own? it's easier to make a mess of my life on my own Letting go til the end of the night, yeah we smashin models thinkina bout my problems neckin bottles tryna solve em thinking about how messed up /life's been since you left but coming from the bottom gotta step up or get left cuz putin in work with my city on my shoulders if i get it i'm a hold it minutes Ima own it spitting bolders flow the coldest if my haters listening just know i f***ing wrote this Crushed your hopes b**** now who's f***ing homeless? under pressure with no time waging a war within my mind aren't we all just flawed designs? that's how it seems in gods plan he doesn't seem to give a godd*mn looking at the sky and asking why he made me who i am still cant find where i stand world open up show them f*cking hands if those hearts need sewing up if you've been through the shredder piece those hearts back together promise it gets better hold it up ----------------------------------------------- Dont think i'm crazy when i say i want to live my dream bars have you hooked like nicotine, punchlines clean like listorine cleaning out the ears of anyone listening, each line a ride like a limousine and I swear to god, that's on my moms f*ck with the fam and were dropping bombs no one can stop the blood in my veins sometimes it's hot but be freezing my brain i remember long nights in my room alone just staring at my phone thinkin why my mind gone Didin't even text back just kicked back Everything said yeah i kept that but she didn't kik back Striding is my goal hopin that I'm on ride the game slike a horse push peddle and saddle on I got feelings bu i aint the sappy one turn the frown upside down and turn this day into a happy one singin why is everything so hard ? why's everything so hard? why's everyone so hard? She's telling me to open up like she's above me, i only got one me I love me those words aren't kind but they sound so lovely cause you can't cut me don't get it twisted girl thinkin you made me, takes more than a heavy broken heart to break me me and the squad on success and nothing lesser we'll all still survive in this desert even wearing sweaters / no matter the weather and all those guys is what she had But i stayed in this room with a pen and pad spitting mad Til i got glad thinking that was fast then I pulled the lever and the s*** was rad then i wasn't sad and I was banking stacks now i'm banking green and my homies eat future looking bright, in the lightest sheen like waiting in a line at sheets for the swisher on the cheap ----------------------------------------------------------------- Riding dirt bikes at six papa taught me how to fight in the styx Suck the life out your lips With the nine on my hip Rifle with clips smile and then buy the rights to your sh*t trifle with this and I snipe if you slip been saving these bars until the times right how come she only love me whan i'm in the lime light when I'm sensation she just want relation i don't got no patience need a vaction steady stay screamin stressed stay away bet i'll take a plane next pay day knowing we could never tame these thots they all seem to be gold diggers jamie foxx --------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------ emember these countless hours i toiled the message comes from a shell i'm hard boiled threw the beat in a broiler So I could grill spit tin foil Cause I'm hard as you Bring the heat to the coil welcome to my barbeque Sunny out side but i can provide some shade all across Don't get offended by the chicken when i burn you with the hottest sauce With an intution of no intention to stop I'll climb to the top Ashing blunts moving mountains along, I'll stand at the peak like auto cross Split oceans similar to bible scriptures, Walk on through make a couple bucks give no f***s Cause I'm go getter why so bitter? Cause I'm the boss, I'm so winner, stand as tall as has This is the hiphop holocaust wetting em up lyrically here's the water, voss do I want your daughter? nah But your wife can catch a facial, spa blastin like I'm hatian, graaaa Best across the nation,RAW And if you wana debate it, ha angels couldn't slay em, GOD leave you in a stasis, STOP If you are a racist, POP stay up on my raises, gwap --------------------------------------------- men jumping for the door better make a beelin I'm the rap game MVP spit dvd put me on rewind they're learning I'm lethal as steph curry from the three line Stacks like I'm koby yess they all know me rhymes steady growing murder tracks slowly rhymes so dope that you could catch A contact kill you where stand How to call of duty spwan trap Yes i spit boulders head off your shoulders hit you with that barry bonds clap That's a hard bat betcha have a heart attack leave your heart in tact still dunk on these motherf***ers like my name was shaq We ain't talkin hands no audience but we can let the guns clap Fool for the rhyme all the time in the corner with a dunce cap rhymes aint a joke got lines but ask where the punch at all i need is one track and i stunt that dark soul in the world so i'm asking where the sun at s***'s too easy so I'm asking where the fun at best white rapper in the game and i won that |
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