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SO recently i'm getting record deals in my DM's on @kidcloudofficialallday
(my instagram) And I'm posting some of my lyrics in celebration. ((((((((((WARNING))))))))))))))) Some of these are heavy topics like suicide and stuff but it's so that people in this world know I'm on their side and have felt the same pain. I want to help walk other people through these dark times because there are too many people that cant find their places in this crazy world. some of them are also just Bars or randomness thrown together if you dont like stuff that makes you think or deep things.

(THIS IS ABOUT A DREAM I HAD WHERE I RELIVED 10 YEARS OVER AGAIN AND GOD HAD GIVEN ME A SECOND CHANCE)

One day I had a dream I painted the perfect picture, redid every life decision written to the scriptures
had a dream i didn't leave sittin in indiana/ never started rapping or showin my pain within these stanzas
I fought back against that kid that ruined my social life/ i dont think he was... supposed to die
gave him CPR until those medics came but the oxygen was too low.. running through his brain
I LET MY RAGE BECOME MISTAKES
hate became engrained
because we love to hate
Making us go insane

The girl i loved still left me, ended up in miami

Just goes to show whatever i did with past mistakes to get around em
I ended up with a different location but same outcome
life's a spinning cycle like vinyls
We're not the ones controlling life's timer.

About this dream god my lips will stay sealed
But just know when i woke i did feel healed

Alotta people berate you
But I'll end this rap with a solid thank you..
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
a small whisper to screaming loud a gun to my temple can you hear me now?
i guess the weather is nice and on the flip side, i should feel better right?
what good is this east coast WEATHER if im gonna need this SWEATER on the inside?

Lately i been thinking if i eat a buckshot, the pain'll go away
swallow down a scatter shot like a pill filled lunchbox, watch it all fade away
never see another sunset, that'll be the end of my days
scramble through the dark to find where the sun went but only met with a couple little light rays
Images of my little brother as he cries
gazing right into whats left of my eyes

family just stares at the blood on the wall
wondering how they heard nothing at all
shaky hands and persistent thoughts always seem to cause me to stall..
i pulled the trigger back and the hammer locked
mind screaming STOP THATS AN ACT OF GOD
For these kids I'll bleed my heart to this paper
play it from the start and let this beat be your savior.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
3 am suicide cold on my neck just wishing my dad could show me respect
he's there but he's not, we yelled when we fought
were lucky that night that no one got rocked
but the calm is still storm, my boat is just caught
why was I born in a storm on a yacht?
parental positions are gone one is pushing me off the other is pushing me on
how without basic tools of success do i thrive on my own?
it's easier to make a mess of my life on my own








Letting go til the end of the night, yeah we smashin models
thinkina bout my problems neckin bottles tryna solve em
thinking about how messed up /life's been since you left but
coming from the bottom gotta step up or get left cuz

putin in work with my city on my shoulders
if i get it i'm a hold it
minutes Ima own it
spitting bolders flow the coldest
if my haters listening just know i f***ing wrote this
Crushed your hopes b**** now who's f***ing homeless?

under pressure with no time
waging a war within my mind
aren't we all just flawed designs?

that's how it seems in gods plan
he doesn't seem to give a godd*mn
looking at the sky and asking why he made me who i am

still cant find where i stand
world open up
show them f*cking hands
if those hearts need sewing up

if you've been through the shredder
piece those hearts back together
promise it gets better
hold it up


-----------------------------------------------
Dont think i'm crazy when i say i want to live my dream
bars have you hooked like nicotine, punchlines clean like listorine
cleaning out the ears of anyone listening, each line a ride like a limousine

and I swear to god, that's on my moms

f*ck with the fam and were dropping bombs
no one can stop the blood in my veins
sometimes it's hot but be freezing my brain










i remember long nights in my room alone just staring at my phone
thinkin why my mind gone
Didin't even text back just kicked back
Everything said yeah i kept that but she didn't kik back
Striding is my goal hopin that I'm on
ride the game slike a horse push peddle and saddle on

I got feelings bu i aint the sappy one
turn the frown upside down and turn this day into a happy one



singin why is everything so hard ?


why's everything so hard?
why's everyone so hard?

She's telling me to open up like she's above me, i only got one me
I love me
those words aren't kind but they sound so lovely cause you can't cut me

don't get it twisted girl thinkin you made me,
takes more than a heavy broken heart to break me

me and the squad on success and nothing lesser
we'll all still survive in this desert
even wearing sweaters / no matter the weather

and all those guys is what she had
But i stayed in this room with a pen and pad spitting mad
Til i got glad thinking that was fast then I pulled the lever
and the s*** was rad
then i wasn't sad and I was banking stacks

now i'm banking green and my homies eat
future looking bright, in the lightest sheen
like waiting in a line at sheets for the swisher on the cheap
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Riding dirt bikes at six papa taught me how to fight in the styx
Suck the life out your lips With the nine on my hip
Rifle with clips
smile and then buy the rights to your sh*t
trifle with this and I snipe if you slip

been saving these bars until the times right
how come she only love me whan i'm in the lime light
when I'm sensation she just want relation
i don't got no patience need a vaction
steady stay screamin stressed stay away
bet i'll take a plane next pay day
knowing we could never tame these thots
they all seem to be gold diggers jamie foxx
---------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------
emember these countless hours i toiled
the message comes from a shell i'm hard boiled
threw the beat in a broiler So I could grill spit tin foil
Cause I'm hard as you
Bring the heat to the coil
welcome to my barbeque

Sunny out side but i can provide some shade all across
Don't get offended by the chicken when i burn you with the hottest sauce
With an intution of no intention to stop I'll climb to the top
Ashing blunts moving mountains along, I'll stand at the peak like auto cross
Split oceans similar to bible scriptures, Walk on through make a couple bucks give no f***s
Cause I'm go getter why so bitter? Cause I'm the boss,
I'm so winner, stand as tall as has This is the hiphop holocaust
wetting em up lyrically here's the water, voss
do I want your daughter? nah
But your wife can catch a facial, spa
blastin like I'm hatian, graaaa
Best across the nation,RAW
And if you wana debate it, ha
angels couldn't slay em, GOD
leave you in a stasis, STOP
If you are a racist, POP
stay up on my raises, gwap
---------------------------------------------

men jumping for the door better make a beelin

I'm the rap game MVP spit dvd put me on rewind
they're learning I'm lethal as steph curry from the three line
Stacks like I'm koby
yess they all know me
rhymes steady growing
murder tracks slowly
rhymes so dope that you could catch A contact
kill you where stand How to call of duty spwan trap
Yes i spit boulders
head off your shoulders
hit you with that barry bonds clap
That's a hard bat
betcha have a heart attack
leave your heart in tact
still dunk on these motherf***ers like my name was shaq

We ain't talkin hands no audience but we can let the guns clap
Fool for the rhyme all the time in the corner with a dunce cap
rhymes aint a joke got lines but ask where the punch at
all i need is one track and i stunt that
dark soul in the world so i'm asking where the sun at
s***'s too easy so I'm asking where the fun at
best white rapper in the game and i won that



SO recently i'm getting record deals in my DM's on @kidcloudofficialallday
(my instagram) And I'm posting some of my lyrics in celebration. ((((((((((WARNING))))))))))))))) Some of these are heavy topics like suicide and stuff but it's so that people in this world know I'm on their side and have felt the same pain. I want to help walk other people through these dark times because there are too many people that cant find their places in this crazy world. some of them are also just Bars or randomness thrown together if you dont like stuff that makes you think or deep things.

(THIS IS ABOUT A DREAM I HAD WHERE I RELIVED 10 YEARS OVER AGAIN AND GOD HAD GIVEN ME A SECOND CHANCE)

One day I had a dream I painted the perfect picture, redid every life decision written to the scriptures
had a dream i didn't leave sittin in indiana/ never started rapping or showin my pain within these stanzas
I fought back against that kid that ruined my social life/ i dont think he was... supposed to die
gave him CPR until those medics came but the oxygen was too low.. running through his brain
I LET MY RAGE BECOME MISTAKES
hate became engrained
because we love to hate
Making us go insane

The girl i loved still left me, ended up in miami

Just goes to show whatever i did with past mistakes to get around em
I ended up with a different location but same outcome
life's a spinning cycle like vinyls
We're not the ones controlling life's timer.

About this dream god my lips will stay sealed
But just know when i woke i did feel healed

Alotta people berate you
But I'll end this rap with a solid thank you..
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
a small whisper to screaming loud a gun to my temple can you hear me now?
i guess the weather is nice and on the flip side, i should feel better right?
what good is this east coast WEATHER if im gonna need this SWEATER on the inside?

Lately i been thinking if i eat a buckshot, the pain'll go away
swallow down a scatter shot like a pill filled lunchbox, watch it all fade away
never see another sunset, that'll be the end of my days
scramble through the dark to find where the sun went but only met with a couple little light rays
Images of my little brother as he cries
gazing right into whats left of my eyes

family just stares at the blood on the wall
wondering how they heard nothing at all
shaky hands and persistent thoughts always seem to cause me to stall..
i pulled the trigger back and the hammer locked
mind screaming STOP THATS AN ACT OF GOD
For these kids I'll bleed my heart to this paper
play it from the start and let this beat be your savior.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
3 am suicide cold on my neck just wishing my dad could show me respect
he's there but he's not, we yelled when we fought
were lucky that night that no one got rocked
but the calm is still storm, my boat is just caught
why was I born in a storm on a yacht?
parental positions are gone one is pushing me off the other is pushing me on
how without basic tools of success do i thrive on my own?
it's easier to make a mess of my life on my own








Letting go til the end of the night, yeah we smashin models
thinkina bout my problems neckin bottles tryna solve em
thinking about how messed up /life's been since you left but
coming from the bottom gotta step up or get left cuz

putin in work with my city on my shoulders
if i get it i'm a hold it
minutes Ima own it
spitting bolders flow the coldest
if my haters listening just know i f***ing wrote this
Crushed your hopes b**** now who's f***ing homeless?

under pressure with no time
waging a war within my mind
aren't we all just flawed designs?

that's how it seems in gods plan
he doesn't seem to give a godd*mn
looking at the sky and asking why he made me who i am

still cant find where i stand
world open up
show them f*cking hands
if those hearts need sewing up

if you've been through the shredder
piece those hearts back together
promise it gets better
hold it up


-----------------------------------------------
Dont think i'm crazy when i say i want to live my dream
bars have you hooked like nicotine, punchlines clean like listorine
cleaning out the ears of anyone listening, each line a ride like a limousine

and I swear to god, that's on my moms

f*ck with the fam and were dropping bombs
no one can stop the blood in my veins
sometimes it's hot but be freezing my brain










i remember long nights in my room alone just staring at my phone
thinkin why my mind gone
Didin't even text back just kicked back
Everything said yeah i kept that but she didn't kik back
Striding is my goal hopin that I'm on
ride the game slike a horse push peddle and saddle on

I got feelings bu i aint the sappy one
turn the frown upside down and turn this day into a happy one



singin why is everything so hard ?


why's everything so hard?
why's everyone so hard?

She's telling me to open up like she's above me, i only got one me
I love me
those words aren't kind but they sound so lovely cause you can't cut me

don't get it twisted girl thinkin you made me,
takes more than a heavy broken heart to break me

me and the squad on success and nothing lesser
we'll all still survive in this desert
even wearing sweaters / no matter the weather

and all those guys is what she had
But i stayed in this room with a pen and pad spitting mad
Til i got glad thinking that was fast then I pulled the lever
and the s*** was rad
then i wasn't sad and I was banking stacks

now i'm banking green and my homies eat
future looking bright, in the lightest sheen
like waiting in a line at sheets for the swisher on the cheap
-----------------------------------------------------------------
Riding dirt bikes at six papa taught me how to fight in the styx
Suck the life out your lips With the nine on my hip
Rifle with clips
smile and then buy the rights to your sh*t
trifle with this and I snipe if you slip

been saving these bars until the times right
how come she only love me whan i'm in the lime light
when I'm sensation she just want relation
i don't got no patience need a vaction
steady stay screamin stressed stay away
bet i'll take a plane next pay day
knowing we could never tame these thots
they all seem to be gold diggers jamie foxx
---------------------------------------------

------------------------------------------------
emember these countless hours i toiled
the message comes from a shell i'm hard boiled
threw the beat in a broiler So I could grill spit tin foil
Cause I'm hard as you
Bring the heat to the coil
welcome to my barbeque

Sunny out side but i can provide some shade all across
Don't get offended by the chicken when i burn you with the hottest sauce
With an intution of no intention to stop I'll climb to the top
Ashing blunts moving mountains along, I'll stand at the peak like auto cross
Split oceans similar to bible scriptures, Walk on through make a couple bucks give no f***s
Cause I'm go getter why so bitter? Cause I'm the boss,
I'm so winner, stand as tall as has This is the hiphop holocaust
wetting em up lyrically here's the water, voss
do I want your daughter? nah
But your wife can catch a facial, spa
blastin like I'm hatian, graaaa
Best across the nation,RAW
And if you wana debate it, ha
angels couldn't slay em, GOD
leave you in a stasis, STOP
If you are a racist, POP
stay up on my raises, gwap
---------------------------------------------

men jumping for the door better make a beelin

I'm the rap game MVP spit dvd put me on rewind
they're learning I'm lethal as steph curry from the three line
Stacks like I'm koby
yess they all know me
rhymes steady growing
murder tracks slowly
rhymes so dope that you could catch A contact
kill you where stand How to call of duty spwan trap
Yes i spit boulders
head off your shoulders
hit you with that barry bonds clap
That's a hard bat
betcha have a heart attack
leave your heart in tact
still dunk on these motherf***ers like my name was shaq

We ain't talkin hands no audience but we can let the guns clap
Fool for the rhyme all the time in the corner with a dunce cap
rhymes aint a joke got lines but ask where the punch at
all i need is one track and i stunt that
dark soul in the world so i'm asking where the sun at
s***'s too easy so I'm asking where the fun at
best white rapper in the game and i won that



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