This is very hard to explain, so please bear with me. Basically this society is mostly based on seeking pleasure, its something we're all entangled in, why are we gamers? It's because we are all looking for pleasure of some form. But sometimes I feel like I wake up from a daze, and the search of pleasure seems pointless. It's really scary, I feel kind of like I'm dying. The world suddenly seems so big, I start to fully realise things that everyone knows but never thinks about , like that there are other people in the world. Most people know this but suddenly it dawns on me that there are other people in this world, each with a different viewpoint, both physical and emotional. Over 5 billion viewpoints swimming in this gigantic world. It gives me feel paradoxical fear, both the idea of living for eternity and death scare me.
Sorry for this rant, I got carried away, but three's almost no way to describe this, but has anyone else felt something similar?
This is very hard to explain, so please bear with me. Basically this society is mostly based on seeking pleasure, its something we're all entangled in, why are we gamers? It's because we are all looking for pleasure of some form. But sometimes I feel like I wake up from a daze, and the search of pleasure seems pointless. It's really scary, I feel kind of like I'm dying. The world suddenly seems so big, I start to fully realise things that everyone knows but never thinks about , like that there are other people in the world. Most people know this but suddenly it dawns on me that there are other people in this world, each with a different viewpoint, both physical and emotional. Over 5 billion viewpoints swimming in this gigantic world. It gives me feel paradoxical fear, both the idea of living for eternity and death scare me.
Sorry for this rant, I got carried away, but three's almost no way to describe this, but has anyone else felt something similar?