So basically I have been kind of not on vizzed like I was being and everything.. I was on in chat and was talking with friends a lot but I haven't been posting at all really.

Basically I had a really good friend I made a while back. My mother was dating a really nice guy I thought but he was a alcoholic and it was on and off.. things were okay but on Christmas he dumped my mom and went on a date with my friend.. keep in mind that my friend is 20 years old and my mom's now ex bf is like 38 years old..

I am still wondering how my so called friend could do this.. you mess with my mother and you mess with me so were over. My moms ex's daughter posted on this 20 year old so called friends facebook page and said..

"This is by far the best girlfriend my daddy has ever had, MUAH I love you mommy!"

LIKE SERIOUSLY, Your 14 YEARS old and she is 20 ... she's more like a best friend than a mother.. Karma is going to come straight back around to them and it's just waiting to strike. My mom has been really upset and hurt.

Basically when things are going on and people start yelling in my house about drama or something I go in my room and hide out and listen to music most of the time.. I usually stay on my computer soaked in like a cave.. when we were still living with my moms ex alcoholic boyfriend there was always yelling and drama going on. This was before I came back to vizzed and I cut everything off and played a online game and listened to music for hours. Music is my way to relaxation and a period where I don't have to listen to all the drama and yelling. 

I know it seems like not such a good thing to do but honestly I am saving myself more drama. I have been working on art and projects online and talking with friends in chat the past 2 or 3 days.

I HATE drama and I will not evolve myself in any more any longer. I will stand up for my mother and be there for my family and friends but when I start hearing drama that's when I run... and I run far.


As the year has went by my life has been less dramatic I don't deal with it anymore and you will probably start noticing that most of my words are going to be of love and life. If I hear other members or family and friends fighting I will not speak at all in the conversation and I will not involve myself.
   
Men say most woman are drama queens.. and a lot of times I can get dramatic with things but I speak the truth and the solid truth. I will respect those who fight but I will not say a word.

I am going to stay happy and positive.. I am going to strive to make God happy and to live for him. I can't escape drama all the time I know this but I can fight to live and fight to try and avoid it. I am happy right now and I believe that's all that matters. I love drawing and making art and I also enjoy working on my projects for school.

Just wanted to let everyone know what's been up! I stayed up about 30 hours also .. I went to bed about 2:30 am this morning after being awake for about 30 hours because my thoughts take over me a lot and I couldn't sleep. Anyways I love you all and thanks for reading!

Bintsy : Wow, I really don't like drama either. How could your friend date your mom.. How is that even possible? Yeah, I saw you were pretty inactive at times, especially during the TDV. Well, it's pretty nice stopping by and telling us what''s going on in your life! :3

Black Bot : She isn't dating my mom she started dating my moms boyfriend... she basically backstabbed my mother... anyways I am going to be really inactive now because I had to take my mom to the er yesterday and she's in the hospital now they are saying she had a stroke or a horrible nervous attack.. she is very confused and she doesn't make any sense when she talks.. her words were slurred and I have been crying alot I haven't cried this much sense my grandpa died... I would appreciate it if you would keep her in your prayers .. thank you.

Bintsy :  
I'm so sorry to hear what happened to your mother. I want you to know that I'll be keeping you and your mother in my thoughts and prayers. If you need to talk to someone, shoot me a message. I hope it all turns out well, Bin.

Bintsy I'm so sorry that this is happening to you!  Your poor mother!
I will keep you and her in my prayers.  No one should have to go through what you two are going through!  If you need someone to talk to just drop me a line ok!  I know I'm not on often but I do check vizzed at least once a day for a few minutes.

*Hugs*  I so do hope things get better for your family!

My sympathy for all the things that u have been going through..... your Mom's ex boyfriend is a jackass & your former friend is a tramp..... hang in there sweetie.... things will get better!!