I know it doesn't seem like it, but I... think a lot. A lot. Like, I zone out a lot, especially in school, and take off to my Alternate Universe. That's something I keep to myself. Well, and greenluigi, I'll admit, because we created it together, and it's like that world means more to me than the real world, and sometimes I wonder whether or not anything is real. That other world has its own main characters and villains, and I'm not going to say any more than that. Sometimes I ask myself whether or not anything is real, and it's kind of scary when it happens, but it does happen, and I'm sort of used to it. I've tried figuring out life itself several times, and never got to the bottom of it. What is it, anyway? What's the point?  And- no, I'll just be rambling again. Anyway, the basic point of everything I wrote so far is: I AM LOSING TOUCH WITH REALITY. No, I'm not insane, or mentally challenged, but recently I've been constantly sad. Always, always, sad. Even when I'm not alone. Right now, as I write this thread, I am in the same room as my twin sister and cousin, greenluigi, who is playing on the 3DS with cheerful music in the background. Yet I am still sad. Also, online I have many friends, too. I actually have nine friends! Nearly ten! That's so much, and I couldn't ask for more! Yet I feel lonely. Why? That's the question, you see. I don't even know why I am sad. But all I know is that I am sad. All the time, and my nightmares are recurring and happen more often, which is why I dread sleep, and seeing the sun go down. Those are now my two greatest fears. I am a very smart person, I get 80s and 90s in every single subject, and I am a great friend to everyone, but so sadistic. It doesn't show here, but I really am. Everyday, every second, that same sad feeling haunts me. It was at its worst last summer, before I turned twelve, when I was eating supper, and a ringing thing was in my ears (probably Lavender Town), and I couldn't hear anyone. Maybe it's Tinnitus. Because the next night, when I went to bed, I couldn't sleep, and I started crying for absolutely no reason, and I was about to get up and ask my dad about what was happening, but then I became tired and went to sleep. So, let me get back to the title - What is wrong with me? Sometimes, losing touch with reality is fun, though. I really wish I was actually in that world. Then, again... maybe I am. So, - never mind. I've written enough. NintendoFanKimmy, out. And over.

NintendoFanKimmy : Well living in a country like urs ( its a nice place but seriously ... its um .. an unsafe environment for .... well mental development n'stuff ) might have an effect on hw you act . Maybe this alternate world is just a place your mind goes to get away from the strugles of reality .. a haven ... ur happy place . Heck I have havens Everywhere so that is just what I think .  And getting sad is just a part of reality and life ..  so is getting happy n'stuff . And you say you feel lonely ? Well .. you have friends ... and Green ... I really don't know what else could make you feel un lonely :3 .  Maybe you need someone to go with in ur imaginary world . And don't fear sleep ... Sleep helps . Lack of sleep WILL have consequences .. you'll get o egde .... So if ur not crazy now and you are smart ... .. try to keep ur sleep . Go to sleep meditating on happy thoughts .. or imagine ur in ur haven when ur going to sleep . Instead of zoning out at school you can zone out in bed . I canb't really find anything wrong with you . Nope . Nothing 

HAVE A NICE DAY !!!!!!! and I hope this helps :3

Your temperament seems to be "Melancholic" this means weak social life, creativity, genius traits. You create an imaginary world to escape reality. If you have "out of body" experience then you might have Depersonalization disorder, or you have hypochondria and you imagine that you are mentally ill.

Listen to me. There are 4 types of temperament, and "melancholic" is one of them. I have feelings that I'm not like everybody else because "melancholic" people are pessimistic (this is why you are sad) so others may not understand you.



YOU are not weird, YOU are special.

Quhark : I am, indeed, both melancholic and pessimistic, yet I am by no means weak in creativity ^^! That other world... Thankfully, I share its characters and their adventures with my cousin (who is also my best friend)! So, it's glad to know that someone else knows about it... It really is a creative world. Its villains are awesome, too! Anyway, Depersonalization Disorder is probably unlikely, as I have four best friends... No other friends, though, because of my interests, and thank you for that last comment (I'm taking 'special' the right way lol), it really makes me feel better ^^! 

I'll start by saying this. I live in a country of relative peace, the only problems with the government here is that they are corrupt, hateful, liars, manipulative, and the list goes on (America ). Point is ,I can't really imagine how war in my own country would feel, I've only ever  experienced gang violence not "real" war.

You shouldn't lose touch with reality or your other world. To me it sounds like you still need the other world, it seems to be an escape mechanism or sorts. Don't feel like your a freak either. Believe me those kinds of thoughts never help.

Sad? Don't be sad, while I can't tell you the meaning of life (don't know it myself) I can tell you it is worth while to be alive.  Do you have a realign or anything like that? If you are Christian like me, you can read a simplified version of the bible. Look up verses that help explain how you feel and how to fix it
I'd type more, but I have got to go (have to get off the laptop now).

look Kimmy, this is the reason I chose you as one of the comic members. You focus on creativity and not on the struggles of the world. You acknowledge them, but you would rather be in a different world. People like us are gifted with our own huge imaginations, and that's what I was looking for, 3 friends I know on here who have huge imaginations so we could share them together to make something I've wanted to make my entire life. A unified project expressing each of our own little worlds, and letting those worlds become one in a method of epicness.

You are gifted, and that's why I chose you, pikachu!

Mecha Leo : There are much more people than 3 with such imaginary worlds but you don't know them well. I am one of them and next to my world I find vizzed a special place too and even more active members are like this.

NintendoFanKimmy : the Depersonalization disorder is when you don't feel that you have controll over your body. But this is created by childhood traumas mostly.

Quhark : i know but i needed 3 ok? also they had to be friends of mine, but that's not even the point here ok?

I do not know how to say this and please do not take this the wrong way as I'm only trying to help. You sound similar to me. You may have High functioning Autism. I have high functioning Autism and I'm weak socially. I have my own narrow interests and sometimes It seems I'm in my own little world at times, which is not a bad thing. So it is possible you may have Autism of some kind. 

Again I hope this helps and I hope it is not taken the wrong way. I have Autism as I stated and went on to get my Masters. I'm real good at science and anything to do with numbers
Blessings 

I'll tell you when I find out also. I have most of those problems also. Fake world, depression, most of my dreams being nightmares. It's awful. Try not to be sad, I know it's hard to, but it will help. Also, try to wake up when you're having a nightmare, or just try to change it. I wouldn't say you're crazy, the alternate world thing seems to be a way of dealing with problems. And, we're both smart, I'm sure we'll find out a way to beat this!

(Sort of) concluding my comment from earlier. Nightmares can be good and bad depending on how you take them. I used my nightmares to overcome and understand my fears (good). Nightmares can also scare the crap out of a person (bad). When I get scared, usually of irrational things,  I just think of the thing scientifically. Science and knowledge make the world less intimidating.

I rarely have nightmares anymore, but when I do they mostly end up as lucid dreams. (A lucid dream is a dream where you have control over yourself). When I find out I am lucid dreaming I try to calm down and then escape anything frightening or dangerous. Maybe you could try to lucid dream?
Hope I could help!