I believe I have changed, and not for the better. I can't remember the last time I was happy. I laugh as much as I used to and I still like my friends but other things trouble me. I'm rude but sometimes I have no reason and I don't mean to be rude. I know I was rude without anyone telling me and I know what I meant but I don't want to. I literally accidentally offend people. And my 'angry' face scares people off. I don't like intimidating people and I try to fix my face but it happens. I also find it harder to make friends. I and a few friend have just moved schools since our original school was closed and they have made a few more friends but I still haven't. Although there is only one person I actually want to befriend, that one person I really like. I don't want to go out with her (The only positive change) but just be her friend. I don't have the confidence or carelessness to just go up to her. Not helped by her knowing about my feeling which leads to the next change which is that I'm a bit more direct and open with people I trust. It has caused me very minor problems but they still bother me.

All because of some rubbish I received from a few peers in year 4-6 (In England you start Year 4 when you are 8-9 and finish year 6 when you are 10-11). I'd be okay if it wasn't for them but the screwed me over and now I'm this.

Change is something that we all go through and it is terrible in some situations. I had a lot of friends when I went to public school or at least I thought and when I started homeschooling pratically all of them scattered. I still have a few close friends who have kept up with me. I just don't like how my "so called friends" won't text me or talk to me now unless I talk to them first. Change in a person's life can be a great thing though! I used to be a trouble maker! All tied up into myself and I have learned it's not all about me.. I treasure myself now and treasure the things I have in my life and I hope to spread my positive outgoings out to others.




Bintsy<33

soldierboi159 : my change has been in my personality i lost all emotion i cant show it with out trying to do so i'm actaully happy that i changed in the way i did

I guess I have been changing lately in the sense that I am getting more close to my friends and you know, caring about them and stuff. I used to be locked indoors alone for hours at a time.