BluemageKyle : Sorry to hear that. Life can be difficult sometimes and it looks like a depressing time for you. Even more sorry to hear that your dad left and punched you. But it's not your fault. Also it's not your fault your mother is stressed out. Don't think of yourself as a bad person. What's the reason you have so many good friends? Because you're a kind person. I don't know how to help you except cheering and talking because I haven't experienced what you do. But know that there's always someone to talk to.

Wow. I don't exactly have the best life either, with constantly getting bullied at school and getting in trouble for the stupidest little things (because I have a bratty sister almost my age who blabs to my parents about every little thing I do and a little brother who cries about everything people do). Plus, I just feel more guilty the older I get because I just turned 13 recently and when I was 11 or 12 I made a goal to be the most mature teenager I could be but I already blew it at the start of 7th grade. How I blew it? It's part my fault and part my friend's fault. My friend started swearing because his friend Sam started it so I ended up starting it and to this day I just can't stop because I'm so worried about people bullying me for that. Maybe in high school I'll be able to stop, but for now, I'm really stuck in a bad situation. I wanted to try to become cool like everybody else in school but it's not working at all. i don't know how I even started it but now I can't even end it. And my Christian friends don't know a thing about it and I always feel guilty when I run into them at school.