So for those of you whom know about my, complicated, relationship with my step father knows I hate him. Well you also know I hate him for the affairs over the years. So early today we went bowling with my father (Just me and my sister) and we walked to the bowling alley because it was like ten minutes from home. So recently my father hadn't been living with us and told us, "I live where I am welcome." Which makes me glad he won't be living with us. But anyways. He then goes and introduces us to a woman and a young, loud, five year old. Now my father said he had to do somethings on Facebook before he could add me (Probably because he didn't want us to see which whore he is banging this month...) and then finally added me. Well he told me at the bowling alley he sent a request and I was going to accept till I saw in his photo album a photo with him and the woman the small girl titled, "My girlfriend and daughter." Now before I continue, my father had affairs ever since my mother and him had their vows done, that being said, I felt extremely betrayed. Plus, he hadn't had a official divorce from my mother, so he was doing the equivalent of cheating-- but I wasn't surprised honestly. So the reason my dad left also was because (and this is why I hate the military) he had an affair with what I call, "Whore/Jackass of the year." So when one of my dad's coworkers who was deployed with him when he caught them together, called my mom and told her. When I saw mom after her three hour conversation she was bloated, I then knew something wrong. So when my mom confronted my dad he asked why she wanted to work things out while he has affairs and sleeps with other women. I remember yelling at him saying,"YOU CAN'T HAVE A WIFE AND KIDS AND ALSO LIVE LIKE A 20 YEAR OLD BANGING s***S AND PARTYING ALL NIGHT!" And he replies with, "I want a divorce..." He clearly doesn't understand what a dedicated marriage is. So when I found out about him and the woman through the Facebook photo he forgot to take off I instantly decided to show my mom and took off running. Soon, my dad chased me and punched me five times (giving me a black eye and bruises) and let me go but took my phone. So I went to tell my mom whom interrupted me by asking why I was beat up and I explained to her only for her to call the police saying I was being abused (Which I had been for years but was never taught it was wrong). Soon my dad was arrested. But then we saw the Woman and the child flipping us off and yelling at us claiming we ruined Seth's life and we had abused him. That is just a sob story Seth tells people to pity him and hate us when in reality it was him mentally abusing me and physically abusing me since I was five years old. What I wonder is why my dad hates me so much, and why after all the good things I have done and really committed a sin, am in Hell. If the Bible promises me Heaven for good deeds why have I done good deeds all my life and been given Hell?
So for those of you whom know about my, complicated, relationship with my step father knows I hate him. Well you also know I hate him for the affairs over the years. So early today we went bowling with my father (Just me and my sister) and we walked to the bowling alley because it was like ten minutes from home. So recently my father hadn't been living with us and told us, "I live where I am welcome." Which makes me glad he won't be living with us. But anyways. He then goes and introduces us to a woman and a young, loud, five year old. Now my father said he had to do somethings on Facebook before he could add me (Probably because he didn't want us to see which whore he is banging this month...) and then finally added me. Well he told me at the bowling alley he sent a request and I was going to accept till I saw in his photo album a photo with him and the woman the small girl titled, "My girlfriend and daughter." Now before I continue, my father had affairs ever since my mother and him had their vows done, that being said, I felt extremely betrayed. Plus, he hadn't had a official divorce from my mother, so he was doing the equivalent of cheating-- but I wasn't surprised honestly. So the reason my dad left also was because (and this is why I hate the military) he had an affair with what I call, "Whore/Jackass of the year." So when one of my dad's coworkers who was deployed with him when he caught them together, called my mom and told her. When I saw mom after her three hour conversation she was bloated, I then knew something wrong. So when my mom confronted my dad he asked why she wanted to work things out while he has affairs and sleeps with other women. I remember yelling at him saying,"YOU CAN'T HAVE A WIFE AND KIDS AND ALSO LIVE LIKE A 20 YEAR OLD BANGING s***S AND PARTYING ALL NIGHT!" And he replies with, "I want a divorce..." He clearly doesn't understand what a dedicated marriage is. So when I found out about him and the woman through the Facebook photo he forgot to take off I instantly decided to show my mom and took off running. Soon, my dad chased me and punched me five times (giving me a black eye and bruises) and let me go but took my phone. So I went to tell my mom whom interrupted me by asking why I was beat up and I explained to her only for her to call the police saying I was being abused (Which I had been for years but was never taught it was wrong). Soon my dad was arrested. But then we saw the Woman and the child flipping us off and yelling at us claiming we ruined Seth's life and we had abused him. That is just a sob story Seth tells people to pity him and hate us when in reality it was him mentally abusing me and physically abusing me since I was five years old. What I wonder is why my dad hates me so much, and why after all the good things I have done and really committed a sin, am in Hell. If the Bible promises me Heaven for good deeds why have I done good deeds all my life and been given Hell?