I've been thinking lately, For personal reasons i won't share why i'm feeling this way. But i remember about 2 years ago. A girl i had just met. First day of grade 10, I see one of the prettiest girls ever. And it wasn't one of those men things where when you see a pretty girl and instantly feel like you "Belong Together" Wishful Thinking is what i call it. I looked at this girl right in the eyes and i seemed frozen. She caught me staring at looked away. The next day back in class she comes and sits in my lap. And obviously my mind is racing we sat and talked for almost the whole class then we left for the nest period this happen most days of the first half of school. After that i never really talked to her she wouldn't say one word to me. And lately i was thinking maybe it was one of those we "Belong Together" moments and because vizzed has been so helpful to me before on the board. This is my question to those who will bother to read this thread. Have you ever met someone that totally took you to another place with no effor other then looking into each others eyes? Maybe its just me but it felt that way.

Hey klemish, yeah, I've felt that way, I met this girl, she was a friend of a friend, and the minute my eyes landed on her, I stopped walking, I felt weak in the knees, and she took my breath away. The next time I saw her, I introduced myself, and she introduced herself, after about a year, her and I were going out, and yeah, that may seem like a sudden rush into a relationship, but her and I did fall in love, her and I broke up, but we still keep contact, because her and I had this "deeper-than-life" connection, and I know how it felt, so don't give up

Yeah, that happened to me during my freshman year in high school. I was so love struck by this guy with blonde hair and blue eyes just from looking at him. I had that crush on him until the middle of my sophomore year .

Interesting, well I guess I could tell my story. When I was in 6th grade well was going.... At summer camp there was this girl she was so pretty, and how we met was that my computer was not working and staff told me to share it was this girl so I did (this is the girl) we watched funny videos and I guess I feel in love... I've know her for almost 7 years . But the thing is when we was in 6th grade that summer was the last for her because she had band camp.... So I asked her out and she said she will think about it. The next day she didn't show up, in fact she didn't show up for 2 weeks the last day I cried my heart out... Then when school started she had a boyfriend I didn't understand. So then she had 2 more and I never did ask her if she remembers I asked her out. She has a boyfriend I have a girlfriend now so we are still friends.... Although I still feel a little feeling for her.

I did.  And I married her.  End of story.

I don't know if I'm too late for this, but whatever.

About four or five months ago, during my Phys. Ed, I never changed clothes for so my grades were slipping.
I always just sat in a corner, hoping the period will end soon so I can get to science (it's my favorite class.)
Well, about halfway through the class, this girl and her two friends come sit next to me.

Under my breath, I utter some curse words, because I'm not really a 'people person.' I'm very anti-social in face-to-face communication.
I look away from them, trying not to be rude I do what I always do, I make it look like something caught my attention, like fixing my hair or straightening my glasses.
One of them looks over to me, she introduces her and her friends, and kind of nudges me.

She did most of the talking, she asked me a ton of questions. None of which can be repeated here, they're rather inappropriate.
Anyway, I didn't like her friends much. I didn't get to know the third one so I can't judge her, but her second friend asked all kinds of questions that made me feel awkward and annoyed.

Anyway, so eventually we're having our own conversation, I'm just ignoring her second friend, her third friend never talked to me other than "hi."
Our friendship went on for the rest of the year, when we had to do those State Tests (I aced my literature test, by the way, I got a perfect score.)

On the last day of school, we had an extra thirty minutes of Phys. Ed so that others may finish their test.
We talked for an hour, about anything really. She asked me where I lived, so she could come visit me over the summer, seeing as I'm new to the neighborhood and cannot go looking for her.

I told her it was my turn to ask questions.
The only thing I asked her is why she felt the need to come talk to me.
She told me she thought I was lonely, and wanted a friend.

We kind of sat in a awkward silence for the next two minutes, until she asked if she could paint my nails.
I don't think any guy is really braced for a question like that.

At the time, the only thing running through my head is;
"My finger nails? Why do you want to paint my nails? For one thing, I'm a guy!
Another thing, my nails are long and breaking."
I didn't want to be rude, so I held out my hand and let her paint it.
Of course, I didn't keep it, I'm straight.
I made it seem like an accident, I reached for my book and wiped it off when getting back up. She pouted for a second, making me feel guilty, but she got over it quickly.
It seemed like that hour dragged on for a long time, for me anyway.

The bell rang, and this was going to be the last time we'd see each other for a while.
She asked me to hold her hand and walk her to her locker to put her books away and walk her to the cafeteria. I held her hand to her locker, and unfortunately had to run off to class before I could walk her to the cafeteria.



Summer came, but she never did.
So I went looking for her. I spent five weeks walking up and down the street she said her house was on. It was next to my street. Thankfully.
I never found her.
Thinking about it, I don't know, and I don't think I'll ever know, what I did to deserve her to come into my life and make me happy. It's because of her I got motivated and made an effort in school, and it's because of her I was happy for a while.
But we never saw each other for a while.


Until just a week ago. I had to write an essay for literature class about the hardest time in my life (it's an advanced literature class, by the way, congratulations me.)
So, naturally, I wrote being without her. I thought it seemed too cheesy, so I threw it away and pretended it was moving to the town and changing schools.
The day after, we ran into each other in the halls.
I felt so happy to see her again, I'm not sure if the feeling was mutual, it didn't seem like it.
We only exchanged greetings and went to our next class.


And that's all.
We haven't seen her since.
My heart was broken, but I'm still young.
I'll hopefully find another.