Wow, it's been a while since I've been on here. I was in Vegas for about eight days earlier, and my baby nephew was finally born three days before I left. He was ten days overdue, but we're happy that he's finally here! As for Vegas, it was pretty hot, and I had a bit TOO much of my mother... but I did get to see my sister's wedding to a special lady! 

While I was in Vegas, I got the unwelcome news that someone I've liked for a while got himself into a brand new relationship. Of course, I learned about this through Facebook. I had some pretty dark thoughts for a while after that, especially since the last thing he'd told me was that he loved me a lot, I was really awesome, and he'd miss me. When I got back, I told him about the dark thoughts, and his reaction was "wait - you're mad at me?" He also said that he knew it was hard - and then apologized, saying that he'd decided to take a risk with someone who was close to him there instead of me here MILES away. (he wasn't ready when I'd asked him out a few weeks ago - and wasn't ready then either, but she'd finally said yes - he'd said that all she had to do was say yes)

After talking about it with some friends elsewhere, I decided to ignore him for a while because of my emotions. He wanted me to talk to him, but I wasn't up for it. A couple days later, he sent me this: "if you don't want to be friends anymore, I understand - I'll leave you alone now. I guess no one wants me." That's probably his being overdramatic - as I was when I found out, and I LET HIM HAVE IT THEN! - but yeah. I want to tell him that our friendship isn't over like what he assumed, but it's probably a bad idea. Ugh.