Well I know my other post was closed because of  a leaving form I didn't realize I couldn't do that but anyways.
I'm tired of being blamed on here I'm sick of people calling me a liar its juts not far okay I'm really sick I have skin Cancer meloma and I don't deserve to be treated like this I mean if you were going through what I was going through you feel the same way and you crazycatpup that email you sent to me was very hurtful don't care if it was the truth you didn't have to make it sound like you wanted me dead and I'm sorry sunflower if made you feel the way you felt  I never meant to harass you even realize I was and I should not have to post a pic of my skin cancer to prove it I'm just tired of this okay I feel like doing suicide cause of this  I just want people to understand what I'm going through I want someone to understand I just want help please someone on here has to be kind enough to help me I would really like a few reply but I know no one is going to believe me and they will just close but anyways I just want it to stop white blaming and I want respect too I'm not a retard and I'm not stupid the only reason I said that in the chat cause I was feeling really mad and angry iv been in and out of the hospital an now I'm back in there for my skin Cancer but no one seems to care or understand it its spreading an dim in lots of pain I'm surprised I'm able to type but I'm doing this for reason for people to know what I'm going through and I want the bullying to stop please guys just give me some respect and for get what I did when I first joined I'm changed now. And to be honest my life does suck I have nothing but pain. just please help