Well said, pointed out some types of people I didn't think of. uh oh, I hope I don't get flamed for saying types <.<;
Oh yeah, again nice avatar lol

Suicide is f***ing retarded..people can think about it, thats fine, but if they try it...then there just retards. And, people who cut themselves are retarded too. "Ohh, it takes away the pain"..f*** that, it adds more pain to what you have, and makes you forget about something painful you were feeling for alittle bit, but after that, your in the same spot, but now you have cuts all up your arms..f***ing retarded people
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They're not retarded...

Mike is an idiot, His opinion doesn't count. Just let him live in his own little world.

*sigh*

Oh come on, It was an obvious joke on my part. I'm HOPING Mike was joking as well.

I don't think he was joking.
Like I sai dpeople who go " Oh I am going to kill myself, don't stop me." they want attention. people who say " Maybe I be better off just killing myself..." sometimes it could be attention but most likely thats how the person truly feels. Its hard for mike to understand because he might love him self so much that he never dare to think about laying a mark on himself. right mike?

From personal experience, getting up in the morning seems to be an up hill battle.plauged with thoughts of how useless getting up is and how it never seems to get any better.. living seems useless and painfull.. yeah.

That's very true Jin...I missed school yesterday for that very reason.. I couldn't make myself get up. It's happened to me before but not for a very long time...a couple years at least. Back then it happened a lot.

Yeah, As I've said I speak from experience. But luckily for me these meds for my OCD are basically anti depressants too. Two birds with one stone.

Ok..I really meant what i posted. I feel the same way as all of those other people feel. I might as well just say why...or list it

-My brother is in prison until i graduate..and hes the only person i really connected with.
-my sister is a HUGE druggy, and almost died from it, same as my brother.
-whenever my mom gets drunk, she tells me how i was a mistake..and she gets drunk every night
-Im a huge looser at school.
-Ugly

It might not seem to much to some people..but this can really add on for some people, like me. But i mean, suicide is not the way to it. I mean, suicide is dumb..for the weak. They cant look throught there adolecent days and see how much everything will change once they hit college, or once they get out of school. I think sometimes think about suicide, but then just blow it off cause its dumb. But when im really down, I burn myself. I might be contadicting my self about the cutting part, but its alot better than cutting and thats why i use the method.

I went to a depreased stage where I didn't feel like not even one person out there cared for me, or cared for what I think, its amazing how one person who notices you can make a big difference in this world.

What's OCD? And I don't want anti-depressants. Like I've said before, I welcome depression in a sense. It's a big part of me and to get rid of it would change things too much. Not everything about it is bad if you learn to actually use the depression for some advantage though I can't argue that it's not very hard or easy to live with. Lol, I'm very bad at explaining somet things. oh well

Originally posted by Mike

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Ok..I really meant what i posted. I feel the same way as all of those other people feel. I might as well just say why...or list it

-My brother is in prison until i graduate..and hes the only person i really connected with.
-my sister is a HUGE druggy, and almost died from it, same as my brother.
-whenever my mom gets drunk, she tells me how i was a mistake..and she gets drunk every night
-Im a huge looser at school.
-Ugly

It might not seem to much to some people..but this can really add on for some people, like me. But i mean, suicide is not the way to it. I mean, suicide is dumb..for the weak. They cant look throught there adolecent days and see
how much everything will change once they hit college, or once they get out of school. I think sometimes think about suicide, but then just blow it off cause its dumb. But when im really down, I burn myself. I might be contadicting my self about the cutting part, but its alot better than cutting and thats why i use the method.

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oh mike your not ugly, I know how you feel, I take home studys because of plubic school and how my self esteem is at home. My sister and Mother are both crazy, I hope its not ganetic lol, mY mom drinks ever night, my father hates me, my family ignores me like im not there and always forget my name, Im serious its so annoying they always call me something else and they truly think that its my name, and they forget my age too.
Yeah I have to agree suicide is stupid, I don't want to give up, but you also have to look at the other peoples feelings, some people don't care and don't want to deal with life anymore, doesn't mean there weak.

Well..i am depressed. I went to a pychologist (or whatever) and he said that he was gunna tell my mom to get me antidepressants...but that never happened..in some aspects..my mom cares about me. Like if i need something little, like alittle money, or some clothes. But when I really need something, she dont give a ..crap

Originally posted by Quiet Chaos

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What's OCD? And I don't want anti-depressants. Like I've said before, I welcome depression in a sense. It's a big part of me and to get rid of it would change things too much. Not everything about it is bad if you learn to actually use the depression for some advantage though I can't argue that it's not very hard or easy to live with. Lol, I'm very bad at explaining somet things. oh well

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It stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, I made a thread about it.

Originally posted by StarBurst

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Originally posted by Mike

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Ok..I really meant what i posted. I feel the same way as all of those other people feel. I might as well just say why...or list it

-My brother is in prison until i graduate..and hes the only person i really connected with.
-my sister is a HUGE druggy, and almost died from it, same as my brother.
-whenever my mom gets drunk, she tells me how i was a mistake..and she gets drunk every night
-Im a huge looser at school.
-Ugly

It might not seem to much to some people..but this can really add on for some people, like me. But i mean, suicide is not the way to it. I mean, suicide is dumb..for the weak. They cant look throught there adolecent days and see
how much everything will change once they hit college, or once they get out of school. I think sometimes think about suicide, but then just blow it off cause its dumb. But when im really down, I burn myself. I might be contadicting my self about the cutting part, but its alot better than cutting and thats why i use the method.

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oh mike your not ugly, I know how you feel, I take home studys because of plubic school and how my self esteem is at home. My sister and Mother are both crazy, I hope its not ganetic lol, mY mom drinks ever night, my father hates me, my family ignores me like im not there and always forget my name, Im serious its so annoying they always call me something else and they truly think that its my name, and they forget my age too.
Yeah I have to agree suicide is stupid, I don't want to give up, but you also have to look at the other peoples feelings, some people don't care and don't want to deal with life anymore, doesn't mean there weak.

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I disagree on one thing. Suicide is the easy way out. Giving in to those thoughts does mean you have a weak will, whether you had things wear it down or not. There are people who go through worse and still make it on their own. So yeah, I think if you give in to suicidal thoughts then you are a pretty weak-willed person...


And I'll have to look at that thread Jin.

Yeah, giving into the temptations of simply ending it all..

That's ALOT easier than sticking it out.

No fun in taking the easy way out.

*And even though most of you don't like rap. But i'm going to quote Tupac who was singing about suicide in a song, "But when I held that 9, all I could see what my mothers eyes."

Not a big deal or anything but watch the anime Rurouni Kenshin. Suicide comes up a lot in that and people get through it in different ways thought they usually need a good knock on the head or something to realize that they are taking the easy way out.