yeah i guess ill just update this whenever really just a place to write down my expereinces and goals you can comment on w/e you want i guess or if you have any advice lol but yeah here goes..

Today:
had to fill out an aplication for ucas (university) tellign all my accomplishments. all ive ever got is a cheif scout award and some other bits n bobs from old clubs i used to belong to ive sicne join debating society and realised i could put how i used to be a prefect and now im going for work experience in the summer sureley it will even out right? .. WRONG alot of my friends have done like a billion thigns already and after a life full of comparing myself to others im finally starting to realise why thats not a good thing it simply puts you down because you always compare to someone higher up in looks or w/e then you. my advice work your way up and if people get where you want to be before you do ask em whats their secret and carry on comparisons will only depress you lol but yeah thats today i guess i should make a to do list soon ( forgot i made one in my bio) but yeah hopefully i tick off all of those at some point rant for today over (well done if you read through all of this .. truly)

2 days after today:
went to a party made a few new friends got really drunk and had a really good time but as per usual when drink is involved embarrassed myself ALOT time for school tommorow cant wait -.-  just keep your cool Dan and you'll be alright. People tend to gravitate towards people who a self assured and dont get embarssed to easily if i just play it chilled it'll all be fine. Brilliant night though i hope i stay in contact with the girl i was with, if she'll have me So far no embarrasing pictures or status' on facebook i think im inthe clear. suprising how different people act when REALLY under the influence, would never of imagined my goody two shoes history buddy to be such a .... floozie o.O its all good though life goes on. Just need to concentrate on my studies now. To do list still to be done

Few days later:
S o ive spent some time off of vizzed off of everythign really just getting my s*** together, and ive made a small step ive got a job interview now and im taking part in alot more activities in and out of school just need to get my awards that i failed to pick up from scouts and i got a full ucas and personal refrence that i'll be proud of. About the party: turns out im a horrible person when im drunk :/ i think im like the indian guy out of big bang theory, i managed to make out with a few girls at this one party when im sober at a party i get zilch -.- well no hard feelings we all agreed its just a party but i guess we're the ones that are giving teens a bad name sorry guys. Went to the gym today everyoens getting ripped and im still pretty skinny i need to work harder in more parts of my life than i thought. on the bright side im alot happier now and the effort im putting in is payign off. music sounds alot better when your actually doing somethign with your life then just lazing about as does everything else. oh and its sunny today and the birds are singing. lol its so corny but so nice

POKeMAD :

Oh my, UCAS. Woop, fellow European.
At least you have these things to put down and you're getting ready. Personally I was/am very unorganised, unfortunately. I also didn't take part in too much at all.
Yes, comparisons can be pretty depressing, however, hopefully you can use them to spur you on.
"I could do that".
Hopefully you're happy with that you get after school.
>.> I don't quite know what UCAS involves. You need to write an essay or something along those lines as to why you should be accepted right? As well as, you know, your grades.

SLouC : hehe do you have to do UCAS too? and did you get into a good uni? and as for the organised thing I've never been organised but i thought now's a good a time as ever to start :p thanks for the encouragement and I hope you get where you want to be too

POKeMAD :
Ah, no we don't have to do UCAS, only if we want to study in the UK, which I was considering for a short while. My careers teacher/guidance counsellor made a good effort to make us avoid UCAS though, it would have been a lot of work for her - -'
Still, I doubt we have the money any who.
I'm not actually going to university (not yet, at least), going to do a post leaving course, an art portfolio :3 Looking forward to that. I didn't do art in school, so I'm going to have to work my way up :''''D
Heh, it's never too late to organise ^^;


and towards Day 2:
Yees, it can be strange, shocking and at times horrific what happens to people with a bit of alcohol inside them. Thankfully I just get more talkative and outgoing >.> (And sleepy at times).
Hah yes, keep it cool~

nice i hope you get where you want to be. if you make a good portfolio i heard you could then take up a few courses in architecture and they get a LOAD of money i imagine in the run up to a uni youve probably been to a few good parties yourself :p
i think im affected in the same way with drink hehe i can get overconfident and hyper at times though, anyway i hope your portfolio goes well and you have fun