Yes! I'm person of the day! Not an MVP, but close!

Well, nice little blog thingy man. I have a blog that I haven't updated it like 3 weeks I need to post in it again.

Leggy Blog Day 5

Yeah, this is like 3 days late, but here is the 5th day of my blog, deal with it.

So today, my mood is ****y. Because false threads, slandering me have caused me to get ****** off. And I don't think I have to say why. Most of you have read the thread. I'm gonna keep the thread today REALLLLL short, because I don't want to rant.

Either way, this blog might continue. IT might not. Who knows.

Talked to my girl who can miraculously cheer me up. She saw the thread, and we agree on many things. I'm not any of the things that I was accused of. That's that.

Also...

I am going to play more games here and not post as much. Just so you know...

YourMajestyKen :

You have been mentioned in today's Leggy Blog!

PLAYING- MLB 2010 The Show (11 comes out soon)
LISTENING TO- My rapid heart beat.
OTHER- Losing my mind.

Todays' person of the day!

big fat cat :

And our Leggy MVP of the day...

BNuge :

Congrats!

Leggy MVP points-
1. YMK - 1
1. BNuge - 1

legacyme3 : Thank you. ...How did I become MVP?

BNuge :

good combination of posting, non spamming, and being a good member overall. Pretty much, Most Valuable Player. =P

Leggy Blog Day 6

This is where we are currently. Day 5 was just to let you know I am alive.

So let's see... how do we start this one...

I guess with an apology, and a side note about a cherished friend, who wants nothing to do with me. And some clarification on why I do the things I do.

Solehite :

congrats, you've been mentioned in the Leggy Blog, blah blah blah you all know the drill by now.

I want to start by apologizing both to her, and to DarkHyren. Who I still see as a friend.

When I first came to this site, I was no different than the average user. A shy guy with a spammy behavior. Everyone who is currently on my friends list knows what I've done in my time here, so let's not repeat every detail.
Something important to note though, is that DarkHyren (forever more noted as DH) reached out a hand to me. He and I found we had a bit in common, and we became friends over time. We shared a secret. Secrets are delicate things. I held his, and he held mine. This was a good existence. DH and I talked nearly every day for hours at a time, he told me of his stuggles, and I told him mine. We had a strong friendship, a brotherhood if you will. After 2 months of this, I was named a local moderator for this site. In part because DH backed me for the position. I was proud and I was happy to finally get a chance to prove myself as a valuable user. It was during my time as a mod, that my star rose, and everyone learned who I was. But I never told people that much. I like all other people have secrets. I was collapsing under the burden of my secrets. I had been everyone's secret keeper.

It was at this point (January 02, 2011) that I started to crack under the pressure. I was getting paranoid that DH may not have seen me as a friend. That he may have been using me like everyone else always has (I'm used to it by now, people always want something out of me). He later calmed me down and we talked. And he assured me of our bond. We both were safe.

About two weeks later, I had had it with his indecision. In part because of one conversation. (I do not have a copy of it, nor do I wish I did, I would not post it here out of respect for both of us) I told him I was getting frustrated. I told him that he should settle for a compromise. He didn't want a compromise. He wanted everything, which I understood. I too, had acted like that. Then I got what I had so desperately wanted. He kept my secret for as long as he needed to. Sadly...

I was not able to keep up my end of the bargain. I collapsed. I couldn't take the strain and regrettably did the one thing I wish I could take back. I crushed him. I told his secret. That's right, you read it here, for the first, last and only time. I am openly taking blame for causing the whole mess. I am taking responsibility for what I did. I can't say I was the WHOLE reason, but I definitely helped push him out the door. So all the people who are asking why, you are looking at a good resource.

I can't do anything to take back what I've said, nor can I expect anyone to forgive me. Unintentionally, I caused all this. Even though I did it out of care, and compassion, and friendship. That you all have to know. I made a mistake, like all humans do. I made what I see as the biggest mistake in my entire life. Something I will never forget, and something that still gives me nightmares at night.

Solehite, I don't know if you are still reading this. I really am sorry. Sorrier than I have ever been. I don't know what more I can do than be completely straight with you all.

Here's the side note- I keep things secret, and hidden. This is true. But there's a rumor being spread by someone that I am a canniving manipulative backstabber. And that I have a powerplay of sorts in play. I do not. I'm just an 18 year old guy in New Hampshire who feels unsafe telling people about everything I think of. I am insecure, and feeble. Far from a manipulative genius with great ambitions.

So I guess it's time to do the real blog?

I hope you guys don't mind, but I've had a long enough day without having to write a full blog =P

All I can say is my mood is stressful

PLAYING- MLB 2010 The Show (11 comes out soon)
LISTENING TO- Revolution - Authority Zero
OTHER- Waking up from a bad dream

Today's person of the day is.... SunflowerGaming

SunflowerGaming :

And today's leggy MVP is...

alexanyways :

LEGGY MVP POINTS
1. YMK - 1
1. BNuge - 1
1. alexanyways - 1

Aww thanks leggy.

I honestly don't think it's your fault. Yes you made a mistake. But you are sorry for it and I have personally seen for myself that you do care for DH and others. You were the one who was worried the most about what had happened to him. So everyone needs to open their eyes and see the ENTIRE story. Instead of seeing the parts they want to see and ignoring the TRUTH.

SunflowerGaming : Firstly congratulations.
As for legacyme3 being the most worried, I believe the stupid drunk friend who called the cops was the most worried. And thank you for indirectly calling me a liar, i'd prefer if you would try to accept that there are differences of opinion in the world instead of making snide comments.

legacyme3 : Thank you for the further clarification. I do believe we are both adult enough to agree to disagree and I'm quite happy to say this is our conclusion and not much else can be more clarified at the moment.

Solehite, I never called anyone a liar. I wasn't making an snide remarks. If I was, you'd know it. You don't have to be so rude.

Solehite :

I agree, there's not much left to clarify at the moment.

He may not want to hear from me, but I do hope you pass the message to him. I truly mean that.

Leggy Blog Day 7

So here we are again, my friends of friends. Where we rest upon our somber heads.

I am here again, the legacy, to tell you all, what I see.

So today was the first day following a massive board wide blowup. And things are peaceful. The day passed, and I am still alive.

I' gonna keep this real brief, because I didn't get too much sleep and it's been like 15 hours since I wrote my 2400 word memoir on my experience here. So go read that instead.

I went into chat, talked to people, and saw a rare sight... he is today's random dude of the day.

Dragon master :

Yo, you were mentioned *flails randomly*

So like yeah. I was in chat, got kicked for spamming. Fun. Not really. Hell I feel sad. I was doing fine, till some dude irritated me.

So things are k. I'm swell

PLAYING- Fallout 3
LISTENING TO- NBA All-Star Weekend
OTHER- Explaining life to tweakers

Yo. Things are good. Don't worry.

Today's person of the day is once again, Dragon master. *flail*

*keeps flailing*

Today's leggy MVP goes to...

geeogree :

Congrats...
LEGGY MVP POINTS
1. YMK, BNuge, alexanyways, geeogree - 1

Well your day was a lot better than mine was. I'll tell you about it later in private.