So yeah, I was up this morning, being my usual depressed self, and I felt like writing would make me feel much better. So I just jotted everything I felt down, and didn't bother editing. So I'd like some opinions. Flame me if you want, I want all opinions, good or bad.

It's 1:44 AM, and
Here I am again
The same old place,
The same old time,

The same thing everytime.

It's my living curse,
My dying hell, the
World in which I live,
I live and die, by the pen.

The pen with which I write,
To help me speak out,
My soul, it's crying,
I want to let it out, but I am afraid.

Afraid of the consequences,

What if I fail? Fall short
In my pursuit for my own
my very own slice of happy,
I will be turned away every time

After time, just not enough to go around.

I'm done living in the real world,
Day after day, I suffer, I feel loss
I feel pain, and yet, so many others,
Have it worse. How can this be?

Maybe there is no answer.

Maybe, there is no question,
Maybe, I'm going a bit insane,
Over the facts that I've always wondered.
So here I am at 1:50 AM on a Thursday.

I'm cold and alone. Just like I was
At 1:50 AM, yesterday.

legacyme3 :
Well it is good sometimes to keep a journal of sorts of your thoughts. I use to have a journal myself way back when I first started writing just about my thoughts of the day or what was going on in my life. It is good that you’re trying to use your down mood to be creative. It seems like you kept a good log of what you were thinking. Maybe it is the writer in me but I think you should consider doing something fictional if your going to write. It is good to put your thoughts on paper but it is also just as good to be constructive even when your in the worst of moods.

There have been plenty of times over the years where I had to meet a deadline for an article I was working on in most instances for a magazine that I worked for and I wasn’t in the best of moods or, I was stressed out over something that was either related to my work but more likely not related to it. In those times the last thing I felt like doing was to do my work but in an odd way once I got into my groove so to speak I felt better and, I ended up getting a reputation as a guy who always got two page spreads.

Writing can be a stress release for some people… As a writer I certainly encourage you to be as creative as you can and if you need any advice all you have to do is ask my friend…

I think it's pretty cool legacyme3 good job you got talent man