You forgot me! D:
Anyways...*Sniff* ..Please live.. PLEASE... ;-;
Hope you live..
If you die..well...goodbye.. T_T

Wow, this is just depressing! I understand that I don't know you nor do you know me but, I believe I ought to support you in this time also. But as long as you know that there are all these nice people who wish you good in your time of need, maybe you can be just a bit happier. The least I can do is pray for you. Remember, don't give up! 5% is still a chance!
Your in my prayers,
and I'm in for the post spree.
Good luck.

i know i never met you but it seem it too late for us to talk more, but... i wish we had met long long ago so that way, i can support you way more then anyone ever did though, i wish you a hope that god will stay deep in heart and fight leukemia to keep your heart stay strong and brave. the heart may be lost, but it stay deep in your and all of us, in head... brain is very powerful tool ever! we never going forget about you we hope you to stay alive BE BRAVE AND REMEMBER! GOD IS IN OUR HEART! EVEN WE LOOKS NOT SAME OUTSIDE BUT WE CAME FROM SAME THING, WE CAME FROM MONKEY BUT WE LOST TAIL WHILE WE CHANGING! BUT WE FROM SMALL ANIMAL THAT CREATE THIS WORLD!

I...I...I'm speechless...I don't even know you and I cried so hard when I saw this. I visit this thread every day. just remember, I'm praying for you every day. Jesus, Bring that 5% chance to a 100% chance!...Please, don't die...

I may not be christian, but I do know that if you do not look upon it as a death sentence, it will never be one. How many people have survived horrible situations before?n There are many people who started walking after having been told they would never do so again. Just keep your chin up and things might get better.
Go out and do what you can. Don't sit at home unless you have to. Maybe your parents can teach you how to drive? Try to do something new every day. f*** what people say about you and just live your life. It may or not be the end.

and IF it is the end.... (you don't know for sure) go out and live life as best you can. Make the most of the time you have left. You don't know how much of a difference positive living can have on your physical health. You may not beat the leukemia, but at least you'll have great experiences before you go.

I'm not saying I want you to die, but if it's going to happen then at least you've made the most of it.

Do you know how you got the leukemia?

~sakura~... i can honestly say i have no idea who you are, but no one deserves what you are going through. i wish you and your family the best through this tough time. i don't know why i'm spending so much time saying goodbye to someone I've never met, but for some reason it seems appropriate. I am 16, and to even attempt to imagine what you are going through, being 3 years younger than me is next to impossible. You are tremendously brave person and you are an inspiration for everyone on this website, especially people like me who have taken life for granted. I wish you all the luck in the world, and i hope those cranes do their job. This isn't a goodbye, this is a see-you later because i know you'll be back. in the words of Walter Anderson, "True hope dwells on the possible, even when life seems to be a plot written by someone who wants to see how much adversity we can overcome.
True hope responds to the real world, to real life; it is an active effort."
I know everything will be okay,
Evan Haigh

I seriously now wish it was April Fools day you were claimed to have leukemia. That way, it would probably be an April Fools..
But no..
Want to know what I would do if I were dieing?
I would do what I love to do.
That's what you should do, Sakura.
If you are dieing, then you should do what you do best. Take a long walk, enjoy nature.
But even then, it will might be nice to die, even!
I heard up in Heaven, you get wings, and just about everything you want!

good luck sakura. my prayers are with you and im sure everyone else on vizzed feels the same. also all my friends and family as well. stay strong sakura you can beat this.

Wow. I know that you've probably heard "that sucks" and "I'm sorry" a lot, but there isn't much else I can say, as I unfortunately don't know you well.

I really wish you live in spite of your 95% death rate.

I may not know you but I've never met a person who has Leukemia and I feel really sorry. And I hope you get better. And best wishes. One more thing, fight strong and be strong. I know you'll pull through this

Not sure if I've met you. I don't think I've met a lot of Sakuras on the boards I've been to in the past. I'll say this- as bad as your situation is, don't simply rely on what the doctors tell you. I know I'm repeating what a lot of others have said here, but people have come through in the end. They said you only had a few months live, right? This is your critical time. This is the time to stay physically and mentally healthy as much as you can. Believe it or not, the human body's condition is proportionate to your activity. I'll give you an example.

I had a science magazine (Discover, which is where I get those "20 Things.." from) several months ago. I think while I was still in Korea actually. There was an article several pages long in it about a man who was dying of an illness. I want to say cancer, but I can't quite remember is it was. Or what type. Yeah, he was at the hospital getting treatments, falling ill several times, given only a short time to live. It wasn't too bad at first, but it did go bad eventually. It got to the point where he couldn't walk anymore. He was in horrible shape. Things couldn't get worse for him. But they in fact did.

He noticed money being taken out of his bank account. Over time it kept going down. Some times a little bit, and other times somewhat large sums. Turns out someone had stolen his identity and was using it to purchase things and do whatever. Here this guy is in his death bed, and someone is out there using his s***. You can imagine he was confused and pissed. That's not a good way to go. So the guy does what he can to set things straight. He did what anybody would do- talk to the bank, cancel cards, etc. He asked for help from other people financially and more importantly, to catch the moron. He put up flyers, talked to people in large groups about, sometimes doing all this in a wheel chair. He didn't want his illness to hinder him, so he had to focus on working things out with his identity. His girlfriend at the time helped him everyday. I think he went on with this for about a month.

In the end things worked out. He got his finances and credit straightened out, and more so, the authorities caught the criminal. Too make things better, during one of his later checkups the doctor said his condition had improved to their surprise. I would think he could hardly believe it. All that effort and determination in his mind, all that getting out and going places to correct his life even though he was losing it, had molded his body into the condition it needed to support his day to day activities. It's because of this that his body was able to fight off the illness better. Right now the guy is alive, and probably well. He'd beaten the odds and over came death. I'm sure his girlfriend, probably now wife, was happy to hear about it. In a strange sense, he kinda has the identity thief to thank for it.

You may have a limited time, but that's only you're doing nothing. You really need to go out and be active. Go jogging, work out, something. You want to make 1000 cranes? Don't just make them. Make it a task you HAVE to finish. Get determined to make them all. Stay up late at night folding them because it's a project that has to be done within a certain time. And while you're at it, set a date for all of them to be completed. When you do that you'll be driven to get them done. You need to give your mind something to do that will make your body do it. It's the ONLY way you will live through this. People die from stuff diseases because all they do is sit around. Their bodies physically deteriorate from lack of exercise and activeness and then it becomes easier for an illness to overcome since the immune system is down.

I'm really sorry this even happened to you. But you know what, Sakura? I won't feel sorry for you if you decide do to nothing. "Live" your life. Literally. Don't be like the other dying people and wait for your time. You make your time wait for YOU. Until YOU'VE lived your life. And don't simply "try" to do this. "Do" it. And remember, a good mental state always, always, helps improve your body. I do hope you come back to read these posts. Some of them would probably be inspirational to you.

Cyro Xero : You have just said one of the smartest things I have ever heard in my life.

Yeah, take Cyro Xero's advice, ~sakura~. If you do, the chances of you being alive will probably go up.

~sakura~ this is heart breaking to read but it doesn't have to be a tragedy, it can be a triumph. Whatever the outcome may be, God's faithfulness and love for you and your family are stronger than the leukemia. God is in control of the outcome and He is able to heal and comfort. We know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. You and your family are in my prayers for healing and comfort. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you.

Though I have never met you, I still want you to know that I will pray for you. Shouldn't give up hope just yet. God is the cure to everything , so contiue to pray, and God will make a way. Trust me. The Lord is always there. Just ask him and everything will be okay. In the mean time you should repent and read your bible. Don't let Satan win by feeling sorry for yourself. Be happy, and know the Lord will make everything okay.

i've seen a bunch of ur posts and was actually looking a few days ago and realized u'd been gone a while. words really can't describe how i feel from hearing this news. i've had to put myself in my wife's shoes many times over the course of the past few months, and it sucks. i'm not going to lie. i don't know you that well at all really, and i may not know exactly how it feels to be where you are, but i have been on the other side since may 19th. i will earnestly and sincerly pray for you, and your family. you can check my profile for my story if you wish.

God works in mysterious ways. we may not always understand, but he will never leave you nor forsake you. no matter what the outcome.

I dont know you...but I do know what youre going through. My grandfather...hell just about everyone in my family so far has died of various forms of cancer. Its not the death its the ebbing thats hardest to watch. What do you say? Im literally trying to figure it out...all the things I wanted to say but didnt to my family members is coming up and Im getting all down heh. Well you said you had a 5% chance of life yeah? Thats not so bad. 5% of something is better than 100% of nothing! Im trying...I really am. Well even though I never knew you just know that I do hope everything works out for ya!

I never knew you, but I guess I have now. Do not give up hope, 5% is better than 0 like the others said. You will be in my prayers, and I hope, no, I know you will overcome this. May god bless you.

i only talked to you a few times but it doesn't matter. You seemed like a really good person. The last thing I really said to you was about my eevee poll. I enabled multi voting so you could vote for all the ones you wanted.
Damn.
I'm so sorry. I really hope this gets better.

And... Cyro Zero is right.
Only on the edge of death will we appreciate life. I hope you enjoy every last second of yours.


-Blue.

EEP!