So it seems to me that things are getting better with you in a way. I wish you happiness and peace in your path!

As for me, I'm rather fine I guess! I'm trying to stand on feet everyday during this quarantine, and during the day I am trying to keep myself busy by doing different kinds of things. There are days where I'm happier than others, though. Ups and downs, I guess!

Right now things in my mind, just wondering when I’ll get over it. Though it’s at the point of consuming my actions and stuff like before but I’m trying I’m trying (even with this dumb pandemic going on)

MoblinGardens : i have been good. been sleeping different hours nad been here and there on here not as much. mostly on discord. i am a gym leader for 2 places and on staff as well. i have been on youtube watching videos and on 2nd walkthrough now. playing on my switch lite as well. finished watching the deadpool walkthrough now started watching final fantasy 7 remake and resident evil 3 remake as well.

I'm doing well! I've had a very good week full of connecting with friends and family and some much-needed free time. Taking classes online for college to end the year is rough, but I've adjusted pretty well to it. I only forgot to do an assignment once

I'm not doing well at all today.

Some hours ago I had an "attack", which is the only fitting description I can find for when your body starts trembling like crazy for no reason. It had been a few years since it last happened to me, so it was both surprising and scaring it made such a return at this timing.

I could stop it through medication and a bit of sleep, and I also had something for dinner when I felt better enough. But right now I'm feeling uncomfortable once again, I feel really cold and I fear my body will start trembling again anytime.

I hope I can get over this soon, I had a meeting scheduled with my family here at home on Saturday and I'm not feeling hopeful about it happening with me in this state. Probably we can move it somewhere else and I'll attend it only if feeling well enough or if my family accepts my presence.

I'll also try to see if this time I can figure out just what this sudden "attack" is, the last times they found nothing on my samples in the hospital but it must be happening for a reason (or cluster of reasons).

EX Palen : I've had that happen before several times. It's hard to deal with because it can be hard to find out what could be causing it.

In my case, I found out that the name for what was happening to me is an anxiety attack (so attack is the perfect word for it). I'd get overwhelmed and have issues with shaking, mind racing, and other effects. Once I figured out how to control it more, I've been doing much better.

Medication can be good for treating these attacks when they happen once in a while, and from my experience, it's OK to not eat much when it's happening. Another thing that has really helped me prevent/stop an anxiety attack is to take back control of my anxiety and thoughts. I do that by replacing my thoughts of dread/stress/etc with thoughts of what is good about my life and what I can look forward to. Exercising tends to quickly lessen the anxiety effects too!

Lastly, the fact that nothing was found for what could be causing those attacks is probably good evidence that it's not a medical problem; it's just more of a "fight or flight" response kind of thing. I hope and pray you can get this sorted out soon!

MoblinGardens : I,m not doing too bad right now at the moment considering all the changes that have been made due to the covid-19 virus down where I live we have a very low number of cases and there have been a few more recoveries according to the latest news I just read they are also planning on gradually trying to reopen things which is being done in three phases so far they have reopened some hair salons dentist and thrift stores even our zoo and horse race track have been reopened but nothing is running at full capacity down at the race track the horses are allowed to race but the stands will remain empty phase two is about to start in June with the reopening of restaurants but they will only be allowed to have so many people in at a time I,m just hoping that when the fall and winter come we will not see a second wave of the virus and hopefully they will be able to find a vaccine for the covid-19 soon

MoblinGardens : i am been fine. i been keeping myself busy on my laptop or my phone playing yugioh duel links again and on my switch lite.

Pacman+Mariofan : I didn't reply before because things worsened and I ended up spending a full week in hospital. But I can tell you it wasn't anxiety in my case, I may experience it in the (near) future but not right now.

Hopefully it was the last time I didn't know what I'm fighting against or how can I quickly tackle it before it worsens, because I had a lot of people very worried and I also don't want to experience this from time to time.

Been quite alright recently, actually. Summer finally giving me a break from university that I really needed, I've been free to just slack off most days. I'm beginning to get a productive itch and have been applying to remote jobs (since most of my family is extra vulnerable to coronavirus), but besides that I'm definitely a lot better than I usually am lately.

I'm doing pretty good despite things being pretty rough this summer. I'm used to a normal summer where I get to see my friends quite often. But this summer, I've barely seen my friends at all. I hope to see a couple more of them before going back to college.

But in the meantime, I've enjoyed keeping busy with getting creative. I've been writing a lot more and I'm even working on 2 stories at once. I've never been able to write more than one story at a time and this is a new adventure!

Still doing pretty alright. Probably significantly better since my last post actually. My depression and anxiety have been completely leaving me alone for the most part (so I am sure they are at least partially stress-induced), though my ADHD has been bothering me a good amount lately. I am sure it is due to the fact that I bought a THIRD monitor, as if two was not enough for me. I had originally planned to replace my smaller monitor with the one I had recently bought, but the replacement came with a cable that conveniently allowed me to connect a third monitor instead of just replacing it. Of course, I took the bait on this and now I am here stuck with an even worse dilemma – have not been able to focus on anything on the three monitors that I have hahah. I am typing this in Word just because the stark white contrast helps me focus a little bit, compared to Vizzed’s darker theme. I am usually fine with it with smaller posts but I figured with something like this that I wanted to take seriously, I should force myself to focus a bit more.

Besides my inability to focus though, I have been much better. Been playing a lot of video games and watching anime, and just slacking off in general. I’m currently searching for a job or internship to keep me busy during the early hours of the day (I need the motivation to even wake up earlier than 11am, I’ve been sleeping in so much and recognize it’s really going to mess my schedule up when school starts back up in the middle of August), but in the end, everything is still significantly less stressful than it was earlier this year. I hope everyone else has been doing better, as well – I am sure the beginning of quarantine was rough for everybody, especially those who lost their jobs. Keep it going, we’ll all get through this together.

I'm not doing very good, if I must be honest, and things haven't started well this Friday.

Ever since late June, when I spent some days at my girlfriends' summer apartment, I haven't been doing well. The change in habits, the heavy air current within the flat, the longer stay than it should have been... Everything played against my health, and the last couple days were almost hell on earth.

I haven't gotten any better as days passed, and my weight is going down even more. I do admit I still have good days, but they soon go away. And it's not like the temperatures and my family's need to open all doors and windows will help me a lot in getting better.

Next Tuesday I have my bi-monthly medication, so hopefully that will get me back to my usual condition. Not sure if it will be enough to gain the lost weight, but if I at least can feel as good as I did one month ago, then I'll be more than pleased. My doctor won't be as pleased, but whatever, feeling good is what matters most for me and I won't neglect living my life for the last time I'm able to.

As for today, I had an appointment for this afternoon, around the time of this post. Since I'm posting here, it's obvious that the plan was canceled. I didn't sleep much or well tonight, I forced myself for breakfast because I'd technically have lunch late, I wasn't feeling very good overall... And then they called me to cancel the appointment.

The bad news continue as the only other free spot they have is next Saturday. It's very early in the morning, and there's some preparation to do in the 90-120 minutes prior, so it's amazing. Also, that day we made plans to celebrate my father's birthday, and now my presence is in danger due to that appointment.

I'll be spending the next days thinking on what to do with tat family reunion, and whatever decision I take won't be easy. I hate that problems always come in a big cluster instead of coming one by one, but at least hopes are I'll be able to go to that appointment in better condition if my medication does its effect. Always see the bright side, they say.

It's hard to put into words how I'm doing it's like on one hand I feel decent I guess but I've also gone through a lot this year to the point where I'm not sure if I could pick a favorite month of the year it might actually of been last TDV because nothing that bad happened at least from what I remember where since then it feels like at least something happens every month. I feel like some days this year I'm doing better then others then the next day I'll feel awful again as far as what's going on lately my great grandma passed about a week ago so I had to go to calling hours and her funeral and I've been through so much emotional abuse that I didn't feel like I was allowed to cry even tho I'm not going through it anymore it still has an effect on me and that just made it even harder feeling all the pain causing my chest to become tense it wasn't fun, but me being me I think I might of played off my pain a bit to much like I probably normally do oh well.

Well, long story short, 2020 has been the worst year ever for me. I can't get into it all, but I've been trying to keep it together and take things one day at a time. I'm having trouble sleeping and am not getting any time at all for myself despite not having a regular job since February. March was awful, and I found myself struggling to find decent work. I got nowhere and had more issues with depression.

That's been 2020 for me, and there have been a lot of things that have made me angry this year. I don't want to do like I used to do in the past and talk about my problems, but I'll be glad when July is over with. This is the time of year when I have so many bills and other expenses due. I hope after this I can get back to working. Nothing has been helping me there. I keep getting laid off or basically having to work in a hostile environment.

I'm living in a hostile environment as it is, and I don't need to work in one too. Last year, I had a good job and was getting to save my money. Now, it's all gone, and I've gotten wrapped up with a whole bunch of other work, I haven't even had time to focus on getting back to where I was back then. I used to be more motivated because I wasn't trying to do everything. Now, I'm way too busy.

To sum it up, I'm exhausted, frustrated, and stressed out. I'm in the worst place I've ever been in mentally, and I don't think I'll ever be the same if I can ever get out of here. But, I feel like I'll be more aware of how cruel this world really is when you don't have money or are going through a tough time. Even people that have money still struggle, so does everybody.

I'm not saying I've got it worse than anyone else, but I am really overwhelmed right now. I haven't given up, but I can't even get time to respond to this thread. I just wish things would slow down so I could start to put things back together. I also wish there would be a cure for Covid-19 soon. Our government really needs to work on that first before re-opening everything. It's insanity! Sometimes I feel like I'm the only rational one around, but I know that's not true.

I just want to go back to having a normal job and a normal life with more structure and not so much chaos. I'm trying to do it all, and it has been a disaster. I'm disappointed to see our leaders handling this whole pandemic the way that they have.

I'm tired tdv really is a marathon but besides that I think I'm doing okay right now but I'm not sure how I'll be once I start classes tomorrow for the first time in 10 years.

I'm currently doing quite good. It's been a week since I got my bi-monthly medication and things are on a rise. I haven't weighed myself frequently, but I do know I'm doing better, between other things because I have more appetite and thus eating more than in weeks prior.

This afternoon, I also seeked for help regarding some issue I won't share here (not because I don't want to, but because I don't know if it truly falls under Vizzed's family-friendly policy). It's been going on for months, until now I thought my natural progress would eventually give me the results I wanted, but in the end said results were taking too long to materialize and so I seeked help. Hopefully I'll get an answer soon and by next week I'll have the "treatment" ready to be initiated.

Speaking of natural progress, this past weekend with my girlfriend I felt a lot more liberated than usual. I felt a lot more like myself, being funny and crazy and so on, without anything holding me down mentally as it used to be. I'm glad I'm able to slowly but steadily tear down these walls in my head, and of course this progress boosts my self-esteem and the confidence I have in myself.

I hope I can keep the pace in August, it's a month packed with many things I'm looking forward to and I want to be at my top form if at all possible, both physically and mentally.

i have been doing good. i am waiting on day program to reopening someday and i can't wait to my birthday next friday. i will be 36 year old. i did asked my mom about getting ps4 and final fantasy 7 remake game too.

I am doing well! A week ago, I had a dental surgery that I needed to get so I wouldn't develop a cavity on one tooth. I'm really glad I got that out of the way especially since recovering from it was very rough. Ever since I've been able to talk and eat a lot again, I have been super happy! I've been grateful for many things I used to take for granted. I've enjoyed certain activities (especially ones requiring a lot of energy) much more than before!

Also, I have really enjoyed getting to know more people from my college who I hadn't texted much before! I'm connecting with many people on common interests, and it has been very cool to see that happen again and again this month. I look forward to being back at college with them!

I'm doing fairly better lately, my anxiety has been doing a hell of a lot better, I'm finding better people to spend my life and time with which is helping tremendously. And they are honestly becoming my lifelines, and I'm starting to want to become more self-sufficient and try to do more with myself and my career.