PK Axis : Aww thank you! I got a bit carried away with my post, but I guess I always get a bit carried away when I talk/write about him. I'm also looking forward to the wedding but the date is yet to be set... Maybe in the near future :-)

The only relationships I'd really consider to be serious were the last two, but they both ended and left me heartbroken. I dated some girls in high school but they weren't very serious relationships. I'll only be talking about the serious ones.

The first girl I was dating dumped me through a text message after dating for around a year and 10 months or so. It was the most bitter break up I've experienced.

The last girl I dated was someone I crushed over for a long time. The relationship was mostly wonderful, and we dated for just over two years. But during the last few months of my relationship, life started hitting me hard and caused me to have some emotional problems that sadly wiggled their way into our relationship. It became too much for her to handle, so she left me.

The thing that's really killing me though is that I still have that crush on her, and she told me that there may be a chance of us getting back together, but she won't give me any kind of definitive answer. So I'm feeling like I need to just move on because I'd probably get hurt even worse if I try to ask her out again and get rejected because she finally chose to make up her mind.

I know that all seems a bit dramatic, but I know that all things must happen for a reason. Maybe things just weren't meant to be with her. I know that one day I'll find the partner for me.

I haven't been in a lot of relationships. In fact, I haven't been in one in 2 years, which is the entirety of my high school life so far. I only consider my last relationship to be an actual relationship, and it ended purely because I wasn't done getting used to change, both with my life and myself, and I wasn't as mature as I should have been.