That's the nickname I've been dubbed with by my real life friends. And other online friends I met during some of my fangirl periods. Of what? You don't want to know. Or okay, fine, I'll tell you, but please don't judge me, I've put that fandom behind me, luckily.

... Glee...

Yes, yes I know... a lot of people think it sucks. And well, the writing and inconsistency of it all really does, but some of the characters were really worth it.  Ahum anyway I met some few great people in that fandom that are still my friends now. Another fandom - which I'm still into - is Kingdom Hearts ^w^ It sucks that KH3 isn't coming on ps3 TAT but... I guess that's normal. Sadly I won't be buying a ps4 for years to come. I'm not going to list every single fandom I'm into, because then I'll probably be typing for hours. But the main one is X-Men. As in the new movies. Young Charles Xavier (I mean, helloooo James McAvoy) and Erik Lehnsherr (Who doesn't love Michael Fassbender? Right??? Even though Erik's an utter ass) and of course Raven... gosh, I love Raven. I have a huge girlcrush on her, but who doesn't.

But I'll get to the point; I'm making this thread because I love talking, but I don't like going on chats. I don't know why. Perhaps the fact that I'm very slow and on chat, I always feel like I need to hurry. I'm weird, I know, but yeah that's how I roll. That, and I'm terribly shy. It's not noticeable (I hope) on here, through writing, but that's because there's no pressure and I can reply whenever I want, on a chat I would feel that pressure, and it doesn't leave much time to think either. As you can probably tell, I'm rather socially awkward in real life. For some reason though, I do have friends. Not a lot of really close friends, I can count them on one hand, but they're the most awesome friends in the world so I definitely can't complain : ) One friend in particular is trying to help me to get more social. She sort of sees me as a little sister (even though she's only one year older than me : p) and through her, I met one of her other best friends. A guy. That's special, because I don't really have male friends. Only one whom I've known since I was 12. Because of some things in my past, men scare me.

Don't worry though, on the internet like this, it really doesn't bother me much. Only in real life. But that guy is real chill and I feel at ease with him. And my best friend trusts him, so I do too, because I trust her with my life. And I'm rooting for them to become a couple!!! You know that position where you're tagging along with two people and you can practically see the chemistry spark off of them and you think 'OMG get a room already!' Well... that's me right now XD But I'm happy she's so excited and all. She deserves being happy. They both like each other but don't want to rush things. That's fine, but there's like so much sexual tension in the air whenever they're near each other that it's almost tangible. Lol.

I have no idea how I came to that subject, but that's me, always digressing. If you can manage to put up with me and my text walls, you'll get used to that ; )

I don't know what to say, I have to many things in my mind. There are many things I'm thinking right now, so I'm not speechless (Or mind blown).
A lot of questions I could ask, but I'm not going to bother with asking five million questions. So maybe just like, two and a half million questions.
For instance, what makes you think you're socially awkward .-. like really, I could see it happening... Well imagine, not see.... You being awkward or something. You don't need to answer that if you're uncomfortable answering it.

Um... As for fandom's, I know what a fandom is, I'm just not a fandom person. Only time a fandom has interested me, was this silly KH365 1/2 that was just ridiculous.
I barely remember it at all (It's been around four to five years), but the only reason I might have remembered it being a fandom is because
a.) My friend told me it was.
b.) I remember the characters, yes all the characters. and
c.) The more I try to think and remember what it was about, the more I actually remember about the plot and what happened.

I'm not very into movies, I don't watch many of those any more. To many movies, so little interest... ^w^ I just watched Expendables 3, two nights ago with my dad.
Not as good as 2, but meh... Sequels of sequels just get worse most of the time, that is, in my opinion how movies work.
I don't know if I'd apply that to anime though, I haven't watched a movie from an anime since Keroro Gunso Movie 5
( At least I remember that being the last anime movie I've watched, I might remember later if I've watched an anime movie somewhere else).

I hate crowds, and crowded places. (Some people might say that I'm shy)
I'm fine with small spaces, as long as there isn't a bunch of people in there at the same time C You may not think this no nor ever,
but the way I think, the way I want to act if I could, and the way I feel just shouldn't all correspond how well they do inside this
dark abyss of a soul that I claim to possibly have. (>;^-^)>

This one time, I was talking to one of my best friends, and we somehow managed to go from talking about our project to talking about fish?
Those were some rather peculiar conversations we've had, not to say that we don't still have strange conversations.
Finally, I'd like to just say that I don't mind text walls, to say the least I might possibly enjoy them. |=(>.> )/(<.< )=|

Haha, yeah, I have that effect on people sometimes. But on a forum it doesn't always tend to be so alarming to people. On facebook on the other hand... I made this huge post on a group once, and suddenly people were telling me I should become their lawyer O.O I don't understand the connection at all, I would suck at being a lawyer lol, but I guess that was their funny way of saying "Whoa girl, tone it down a little"

I used to be on Twitter, but that didn't work out for me either; character limit and all that : p It was impossible for me.

Aah, hmm, yeah, how to explain that. In real life I am really timid. Contrary to what you'd think from seeing my writing, I'm a very quiet person in real life when I don't know someone. And I get intimidated really quickly. It has a lot to do with my past. Insecurity issues and stuff. And then when I try to talk, I'm just all stuttering and stumbling over my words, or saying things that make no sense. Or silly things that I think afterwards 'Oh my God, why did I just say that'. Like, for example, I bought two ps2 games from someone my age that I didn't know and at the end, I said "Pleasure doing business with you." That is not something you say to a 20 something year old. I felt so embarrassed...  Unexpected situations freak me out too and then I completely shut down. Presentations are terrible for me. Especially when people ask questions I don't know how to answer. In my class, we get a lot of critique too, and I never manage to defend myself or my work properly. I don't know if all this has answered that question. It's just that I'm a very insecure person and that limits my social abilities. Even with people I do know. Only with my closest friends I can feel completely at ease. But even then I give off a nervous expression. I'm just always nervous, but that has to do with the past. Hopefully one day though, that will disappear.

I am a total fandom person. I can't even help it. It's why I don't watch a lot of series at the same time, because I wouldn't be able to keep track if I got into everything : p I can only handle so much fandoms at once haha. The series I'm currently watching is Vikings, but I'm only at episode 4. I got hooked after episode 2 already though. But gosh, there are so much things I still need to watch some day lol. People keep recommending stuff for me. I'm very much a fantasy and sci-fi person so The Flash and Agents of Shield is definitely on my list of things to watch.

Kingdom Hearts, I got hooked into that ages ago. After the first game. Disney + Square Enix, what can be more awesome than that? XD I never played that game though D: only the ps2 games (and this month, the 2,5 HD Remix is going to be released for ps3 yay! Then I'll be able to at least play Birth by Sleep) and as soon as I've bought the new 3ds next year, I'm going to look for a copy of Dream Drop Distance. But I've definitely seen all the cutscenes of the games I haven't played. Axel is my favorite character : D Roxas' story was just sad ;  ; I cried in KH 2

I'm into some movies. X-men, Avengers, Thor, those kind of things. The last interesting movie I've watched is Maleficent, I think. So Disney movies too : p I would be into The Hobbit franchise too if there weren't any spiders in it. But alas there are. And Lord of the Rings: Return of the King traumatized me enough already with that horrible Shelob or whatever that eight legged monster's name was. Ugh, I'm getting shivers just thinking about it.
I have an extreme case of Arachnophobia.
Which sucks for gaming as well, because I can't play Dragon Age or Skyrim because of that! Or the Second Harry Potter lol. I did play that as a kid on the ps2, but those levels in the Forbidden Forest actually made me cry, I'm not even kidding.

Oh, if anyone has a list of all the games that have spiders in them, that list (without any pictures of them, thank you) would be very much appreciated. Cartoony spiders are okay. Like, Alien Spidey for example, that's actually a game I'm wanting to buy on playstation network. But the realistic ones... brrrr

I've never seen the Expendables, but it's probably something with a lot of explosions in it, right?

I haven't watched a lot of anime movies either. I should though. Definitely the Studio Ghibli movies.

Me too, I hate having to go for groceries or to the market, it makes me uncomfortable. School is fine, for some reason, although I do tend to avoid the most busiest places there, or make sure I'm with someone I know. Too bad that's not always possible because of individual schedules.

I don't really know what to say to that other than that I can somewhat relate to that. Things often don't go how I want them to go either if that's what you mean. Or how I would want to act is never actually succesful in practice. No matter how hard I practice or mentally prepare myself.

Oh me and my best friends have such silly conversations often too. That I'm thinking "Wait... aren't we like 23 (or older, one of them is turning 26 in January) and supposed to act like adults, hmm?" But that's actually the thing,  I don't feel like an adult sometimes. In some areas I do, but in others I don't. Maybe it's because I'm still studying, I don't know.

Haha, I hope it stays that way, because it seems this one got even larger! But I'm really happy I have someone to talk with ^^