I haven't ever having thoughts of WANTING to commit suicide. Some times, I thought of committing suicide, but for no reason. I shiver every single time.

I couldn't do it unless it was the most strategic move.. :/ Also life is too interesting.

But.. in all seriousness I was diagnosed with cancer after graduating high school and the pain and nausea caused me to have some depressing thoughts at times, always temporary though.

I think everyone considers what it would be like if they died, or how they would prefer to die. That's not necessarily suicidal, but everyone thinks about death once in a while.

I have had suicidal thoughts but I have never actually hurt myself. At some very down points in my life it was hard to resist hurting myself, but through various methods I learned to cope with my pain instead of hurting myself - If I had done that I would have torn apart the hearts of people who love me and that's not fair. I wouldn't kill myself because that'd be cowardly and selfish of me. I've decided that I'd rather face my pain and live to see through it than end my life before it was meant to end.

Well yes as a teenager angry at the world or whoever and whatever.

Now, I sometimes just want to kill someone else. Call it a bad hair day.

i have thought about a few times just like everybody probably has.i really didnt think that i would be able to go thru it,then one night i almost did it.i lost my job,crashed my car and me and then my gf at the time had broken up.all of this in a 3 week period.when somebody goes thru all of that your mind sways u start to think negative and then you mind plays tricks on u.i was actually beginning to hear voices in my head never really thought that my mindset would go thru it.the crazyness of hearing pure negativity takes a toll on u mentally,physically,emotionally.that night i heard a voice that said just end it.so i got up went 2 my kitchen went to the drawer and got the sharpest knife i had.i picked it up and held it to my jugular.and for those 2 mins that i held that knife 2 my throat so many things ran thru my head.i thought of what will my family think?my friends?if i kill myself what do i accomplish?just a end to my misery,hands trembling tears running down my eyes the biggest thing that ran thru my head was my lil brother.u see i am the only male figure in his life so to him i am his everything out of all the people i would hurt with my act he was the one i would have devastated the most.he was that lil will of hope i had of stopping my insanity and i did as i dropped the knife took a deep breath sat down on the floor and called my best friend.

One of the darkest days on my life.