It's been 12 years or so since I joined. I made a lot of friends, memories, and learned a lot here. Some people are still in my life outside of the website, some I've never heard from again. I'm not really ever on here anymore but part of me decided I'd come check things out. Not much has changed and I love it. It's almost as if the lack of change makes the website unique. My memories of this place: sitting in the chat room for hours on end, posting stupid stuff in my youth, creating bonds with some amazing people; those will never leave me.

Congrats on 20 years David, I'm very happy to have been a part of it in any capacity, and I'm glad your passion project has brought you so much joy

Over 6 years ago a friend of mine in high school showed me this and I immediately signed up and met some of the most wonderful and influential people I know. I miss it but a lot of people I know have left and it's not as fun to me as it once was but I know some people are still active that know me. 

Wired: http://www.speedtest.net/my-result/4576290082

Wireless: http://www.speedtest.net/my-result/4576294860

If you have the ability to, always use Ethernet on your computer, as your wireless signal gets dampened easily.

HI SUX Whoever made you make this is awesome ;o you should hug him. or her. or him.

I loooooove the legend of zelda series it is hands down my favorite video game of all time. Kingdom Hearts is also a great series, but I haven't played it lately at all and I regret that

Do you have any examples of your photography? or even your writing? I'd love to see! And sarcasm? c'mon ;P

I'd have to say just tell them upfront how you feel but try to be nice about it. Emotions are never an easy thing to talk about, with most people, but you feel a certain way about something you should just say it, in a nice way.

lolololol nice one m8 I wasn't sure if you were joking or not but once I read it all I got it

pacman1755 : CHALLENGE SOMEWHAT MOSTLY PARTIALLY ACCEPTED

It's been 2 years since I first joined Vizzed. I've made tons of friends, lost friends, and had a lot of fun. As the days went on; however, I've become more and more distant. Lots of stuff has happened in my life, and while it's take away time from my friends here, that doesn't mean I've forgotten you. So I just want to say thank you to all of the wonderful people I've met in the 2 years since joining, and specifically, these people.

legacyme3 : You're probably the only person I could ever talk to about my problems, and I thank you for letting me come to you in my times of need.

Galacta : You always put a smile on my face, even when you told me to gtfo, keep being a great guy

crazycatpup : Kelly, Kelly, You're a wonderful young woman, and you've got a great future ahead of you, don't let anyone bring you down.

big fat cat : Probably the strangest of all the friends I've made, and the quietest, but you're a great guy and I miss talking to you.

sonicmcmuffin : the coolest kid of the bunch, you always have something witty, or interesting to say and I love our small, but enlightening chats

There are a lot more people I could call out but my memories are fading too quickly as of late >.< if I ever remember someone I'll add them to this thread, but thank you everyone I mentioned, and everyone that's a part of this site, for the great memories, and times. I love you guys,

Crazy Li :  

Thank you so much for your vote of confidence, it means a lot to me and I truly take your words to heart.

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I first off, want to thank you all for taking the time to read my problem, and think about rational answers, and being considerate of the whole situation. I know I made the right choice when I decided to come to vizzed for help. I've always been able to count on my friends and the people here to help me. I take each and every one of your's advice to heart. I've been thinking about all of it and it has helped me make a great many decisions. I've slowly started to eat more. I've been able to relax more, my sleeping is getting better. Overall my life is slowly improving. My anger issues... they are still there.. but I'm researching ways to over come them.. and to change myself. I know some of you think that I can't change, that it it physically impossible to change one person's base nature.. but I'm aiming to prove you wrong. I know some of you think I'm an a**h*** for what I did. and I agree. I'm a vicious monster... but that's not all that I am... I'm a smart and intelligent teenager who has the power to make my life the way I want it to be. And your words have empowered me to want to overcome this.. but I can't do this alone, and I only ask that... you are willing to help me. I have friends in real life.. but... they only care more about their own interests and staying safely out of my business instead of helping me... But again thank you all for taking the time... to aid me in my battle against my inner demons.

I'm 19, 20 in april. I feel that when it gets down to it, age doesn't really matter to people who truly want to be your friend, as long as you're a mature, friendly, and overall nice person. Anyone is your friend.

In the year or so I've been gone I was playing world of warcraft, intensely. I was a hardcore raider and pvper. And as such I have had a few epic fails. One major one was Wiping on heroic Madness of Deathwing, the final boss in the Dragon Soul raid, which was the final raid in the Cataclysm expansion, at 1%, 5 times in a row. As for pvp wise... I was doing a rated battle ground, and we had one win left to become a high ranked team, and I usually play with a mouse, but I forgot my mouse at home... and we lost the one bg I was in, so I had to leave the group, and lost my rating.

Once the word friend comes into play, age is no longer in the equation. If someone is your friend, if they are nice to you, and treat you well, it shouldn't matter how old they are, or young. If you respect them, if you accept them for how they are, then I accept your choice in being their friend. On that note, I have a wide variety of friends, from 5 - 78. I try to hang out more with people my age, but that doesn't mean that they are my only friends. The friends I hang with for the majority of the time, are 17-23.

Of every fear I have.. The major one would have to be... I'm afraid to be afraid. I'm afraid to show the weakness of being afraid so that someone could hurt me or the ones I love, or that I wouldn't be able to do the right thing at the right time.

So in the time that I've joined the board, left, came back, left, and came back again, I've noticed many new users and will start with this. There are very few of you who know me. Of those who do know me, you know how I am, you know how I can be. And while for many of you, this is a first impression, I ask you not to judge me as I lay out the events of the past week or so. 


A little over a week past, my now-ex-girlfriend, left me. We had been dating for almost 9 months. And we had, or so I thought, a solid relationship. There was; however, a problem that I failed to notice.... until too late. I was abusive... Emotionally... and in 2 cases... when there should have been none, physically.. Thought not to the point of leaving a mark. And while I'm on the subject, I am sincerely sorry for even being like that. I fully regret the action, and wish I could take it back. I hate how I can get angry over the smallest things, and am doing everything I can to fix my problem. 

 Any way... she left me a little over a week ago, and I found out that she had been cheating on me for the majority of the relationship. And she blamed me for her cheating on me, even though she was doing it before I had done anything abusive. The thing is.. I love her with all of my heart. She is a smart, beautiful young woman. She is a talented artist, she played video games with me, she was always supportive of me, and I can't get her out of my head... what I'm trying to ask is... What should I do.. Should I let her go... and move on. Should I come back to her after I've had therapy to change... Should I be her friend and help her out... Should I give up on being with her again? 

As in the description, please.. If you're going to flame me, keep it to my personal messages. I'm severely conflicted, I'm going insane, I'm having trouble sleeping, and my emotions are imbalanced. I need guidance from my friends, and just people who might have been through this same thing.. Or something similar... Thank you for taking your time to read this, and thank you for your aid if you choose to give it.

Good thing you're ok. I would have beat you up if you had died

After months and months of hard work and coordination, tomorrow I'm picking up my girlfriend to move in with me :OO Waaaaah! I just had to tell someone ._.

Guiseppe11 : Yeah! omg I love that movie, probably my fav movie about a video game

It all depends on who I'm with, certain older people, like my best friend or a few cousins, I swear like I talk, normally and easily, but most other people I don't even say crap around. It's just a matter of who I'm with, and sometimes where I am.