People eating too loudly, snoring.
And in some case - everything a person says or does. Some people just are annoying like that,
sometimes even without opening their mouths.
And oh, walking, really - some just waltz around like elephants
hitting the ground or the floor so hard I'm afraid it might crack. (nothing to do with how much they weigh)

My eyes are dark green with some yellowish dots and a brown circle.

My cat is missing since Monday and I want her back (

Snowdeath : hahahaha...


and yes, sometimes too often it seems. "why did I say that?" or "why did I do that?", etc. totally normal.

I know very different people and yes, sometimes I knowingly avoid meeting with them at the same time because I know the results
yet sometimes I do not care, I'm not their nanny and maybe they'll learn something from each other

Doesn't everyone hate someone in a way? I believe it to be so.
Only difference is how people call it - hate, dislike, obnoxious, weird, etc

What is weird to you, is not weird to everyone else.
Something about each one of us is weird to someone.
So...i mean, who cares?

But that subject intrests me because sometimes it seems that I'm that friend of a friend people love to hate.
Maybe it's because most people just get on my nerves for being so intolerant and narrow-minded and my attitude
makes me as arrogant as they are.

It's funny why we communicate with the people we do, people we call our friends.
Other friends they have can be totally different, but you 2 get along, why? something in common and that is it.
haven't you ever thought about how you got your friends?

I have friends from very different ages and they are all unique in a way.
I would feel weird if I had friends only my age.
As kids it is normal, but we need various "grounds" for growing and I would say - for remembering also.
Younger people remind me as I were and I do not want to forget that because then suddenly I'd become
what I hated most as a teenager - people who forget how it was, how small things seemed so big, etc etc.

And just to be said - being older does not necessarily mean being wiser.
I know some younger people who are far more intresting (open to everyone's interpretation)
than other 10 years older than them.
And being 23 myself, I feel like a punk still haha
age is just a number, it doesn't matter, really

I'm on state funded study, I don't even know how much I should pay when otherwise.
Well, if I should pay, I probably wouldn't be in uni, because
currently I am not working and my parents support me.
Would be nothing without them...
I live in an apartment, monthly it costs150 euros.
We get money from the state based on our results, 40% of the best get 54 euros each month,
I'm lucky to be one of those.
And 28 euros for travel expenses (for those who originally live in another city).

Everything depends on choices, lifestyle ones.
I can live in a crappy apartment and have privacy, dorms don't have that.

edit: ah plus we don't have to buy books, we can just take them from the library.

I'm doing my BA right now, and if I had that much money I could do all kinds of research in different parts of the world and attend other uni's and then I would be sure to go through MA also and maybe even more, so no way I would drop out, I would use it to benefit from it in all the ways as possible.

I tend to do things at the last minute also, suppose that is why I feel stressed.
or maybe I feel stressed because I can't get myself together to do them nice and easy and with loads of time.

-.-


Why exams matter is college pays support money (don't know the term in English) according to the results. I would hate to lose it.

maybe tea will help really, should try it.
I put newspapers over my window so I couldn't watch out, window is pretty much my tv

How do you handle exam period?

Right now, weather is going more beautiful with each day and my concentration level is close to zero...aah, stressed!

Lately, I have that feeling, hate it. I suppose I'm just stressed.

Who knows? Who cares?

Why don't you make a video blog about the class and right now?

Can you study in front of the computer? I suppose you can? give it a try.

you just have to pull it through.

how is your college system? we have a rule that if you fail a class twice and the exam twice, you get dismissed from college.

it is so yes with large female collectives, never figuered it out.

I don't join them either, more likely I'll make a comment that they are being unfare.

Brush my teeth, make coffee, open the windows, make more coffee.

Could say so. After 9th grade, I moved to another city and then my
"rebel teen" years started, I sank deep into alcohol and such and really
screwed a lot of things up...

After high school, nothing changed, I got a job, worked.
But when I was 21, I was so sick of it all, that I quit my job and
hitch-hiked to Spain and lived there for a while.
That really made me re-evaluate my life, choices and principles.
but that happened after a while, first I think I was more lost...

After returning to Estonia, I got a job again and everything repeated itself -
parties, drinking, stress, ... and then I lost my job.
and then I stopped drinking.
after some months I registered myself into college.
that is where I am now. and the college is in another city,
I knew no one when I moved here. I like it here.
to me, it is starting my life all over again.

yet do I regret my life? hell no.

it was pretty normal while growing up that me and some of my (female) friends would start liking the same guy. and whoever "liked" him first, kind of had the right to "have" him haha.
teenagers, gotta love them
and of course, it didn't always go thatway, so could say it was "forbidden"

It is sometimes hard to understand with internet, but - are you making fun of the people who have answered to your thread? because it seems so...

So, you think fighting back a bully makes you like one?
No, it doesn't. Depends on HOW you fight them back.
If you think that defending yourself is becoming like them, you are wrong.
Defending yourself and others (!) is your right and I'd say moral duty.
Sometimes words can be more powerful than a knee in the face,
but that doesn't mean you have to become verbally abusive.
Be above them, if you understand.

OK, I've never been bullied, but I always interfered when I saw misjustice,
and I've never understood why people just stand aside and watch, and deep down they are happy that the one being bullied is not them.

It is intresting you say "no". What do you do then? Get beaten up every day?
Think teachers and parents are able to help? to a certain level, they are...
but at the end of the day, it is about your self-confidence.
plus, you have that sentence about freedom and survival under your avatar, what does it mean to you? why do you have it there?

Most bullies are so troubled but kids/teens hardly think about that.
Behaviour has come from somewhere...

Margoth : if the destination is not too big, I definitely walk also.
By travel I mean more longer distances, like 1000-6000 kilometres.
I couldn't ever walk from Estonia to Spain

In winter, I rarely hitch, it's freezing here and train and bus tickets are OK.
Never do it alone, never.

There is no such thing that could be totally "perfect" yes.
It is intresting to see though how different people interpret the concept.

"if life were perfect with no restrictions" basically asks what is it that you want but can't do or have or make happen.
so in some cases, "perfect" would not be boring. e.g. fighting against hunger and poverty, if we could get rid of them, I would be happy.
but we can't, etc.