Hello everyone!

Many of you may not even remember me, but I was around here isome years go, and used to participate a lot, and MANY things happened around the time I was here, so I have good memories of here.

Sorry if this isn't the right location to share this, but even so, while checking my old e-mail accounts (for security reasons), I ended up stumbling upon an e-mail from Vizzed, since it was registered in a VERY old e-mail.

So! About how I'm doing, right now I'm 28, got a job, people from that same job tried to frame me for something I did not do, sued the company and won the case; And with that, I'm able to start setting up a proper direction in life!

Only a VERY FEW select ones might remember the struggle I had back when I was on this site (the beginning of my depression phase in life), and I apologize for being... a brat I suppose? But still, I have to thank Vizzed Board in general for being a place of refugee back then, while I don't think I will become active again, since like I said before, I've set up a direction in life, and I have to cut up distractions from my life.

I've decided to learn about finances and ways of investiment (of all kinds, but legal of course), and how to invest safely, or at least reducing risks as much as possible, I've managed to obtain a content which could be a way of passive income (besides investments), and the opportunity of being the administrator of my mother's confecctionary.

In general, after so many years, I'll finally achieve what I've always wanted to turn into, my fursona Seishiro Leonhart (the character I use on my profile) is not just a "character", the idea of him being specifically a dragon, is because of the ideology a dragon brings: Freedom, Wisdom, Strength.

So I'm glad of everything I've went through, of being able to keep my ground, and even when everything seemed lost, I've went through it, and I'm here once more, presenting myself in an evolved level.
There is still much to learn, but the first step was taken, and the first step can be the hardest one to take.

God Bless.

The amount of honesty here is something really unique.

I'd like to say a long and detailed opinion on this, so I'll be brief.

Maybe I was one of the people you didn't care about, and I don't judge you, the moments we had together, was my old, depressed self, 7 years ago, and while I don't remember any kind of situation, which you may had hurt me, I can say that you have helped me in the past, like I mentioned to you previously, I decided to visit Vizzed again because OF YOU.

If I were fooled or not, I don't know, and neither do I care, because back when I was on Vizzed, I showed the first signs of depression, and dealt with it by making a thread here, and being able to feel the "thrill of the competition", made my mind stay away from negative thoughts, and focus on having a good time. Maybe you only dealt with me because it was an "obligation" on your part (considering I got into some games you made), but at least, it was worth at the time, I can proudly say: "I was around Vizzed on it's golden age.", and while I'm about to vanish from the site again, it was worth coming back to see how you changed, and now you are ready to face your future as the real you.w
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While I can say that my life situation (except deprssion) haven't changed in the way I'd like, I am hopeful for the future, and I can feel it close, and I just have to keep going on, and I hope you can continue going on as well.

I'm not sure if we'll ever meet again, considering (at least on my opinion) we don't know each other enough to truly call each other... "friends", considering we live in different countries, and your interests was very different from mine, but even if we're not really friends, you are a little part of my life, and while we may lose each other, I'll never forget you, Jake. Lost, but never forgotten.

May your future from now on be brilliant, everyone deserves to be happy.

Fare thee well, Zebra Leggy.

MW4g1cW4rr10r:
Blacksmith84 :
(Sorry if summon fails)

If any of you need someone to switch, tell Blacksmith, so he'll tell me on Discord.

Alrighty then, since this will possibly be the last tournament, the ban list kinda becomes pointless now lol.

I'm in

But I'll need a partner

EX Palen : Your name also rings me a bell, even though we probably haven't talked a lot.

legacyme3 : It's kinda sad to know that Vizzed went on a downside after I left, do you believe it's still possible for Vizzed to become active again?

Furret : I remember seeing your name plenty of times back then, it's quite impressive you made it to Admin!

yoshirulez! : Henlo

Eniitan : It's great to see you're still around Vizzed, and now as a Local Mod!

I know I'm a little late for the party, but it's amazing to see how time flies.

Congratz on 7 years!

Hello fellow Vizzed users, how are you all doing in these harsh times?

As you probably noticed, my name on pretty much everywhere I go, is Seishiro Leonhart, I was a former Site Staff of Vizzed Board on the day 06-17-12 (good thing I registered it on my profile) onwards.

People who were still active since 2012, MAY still remember me somewhat, or not, I don't know, I was probably gone for like forever, came back to Vizzed at some random point, then vanished again.

Today, when washing dishes at home, I found myself thinking about Vizzed, and I remembered the "Vizzed Camp 2012" competition I participated, I remembered about the group Slam Dunk(?), I found a post made by legacyme3 (sorry for random mention, you were one of the most memorable people for me), mentioning the Mafia games are being hosted on Discord, and I saw mlb789 post, which reminded me of "The Fighting Mongooses", and looking through my Layouts, I found my own team, "The Ultimate Vizzards", and I remembered, that at the end of the Camp, I was classified by legacyme3 A.K.A. Jake (I didn't forget your name), I was a player feared on the High Score competitions.

This was pretty much the reason I decided to come back, back then, I started facing what depression was about, but I suppose I can say I had plenty of fun back then, obviously I was immature at the time (I was 15 years old back then) but still, somehow, even if at the bottom of my chest, I believe I never truly forgot about Vizzed, and I admit that the last time I came back (and even this current time I am), when I saw the Vizzed Board layout, it seemed... polluted to me, I'm not sure if it's because I was away for so long, the colors didn't attract me back then, I don't know really. But this time I decided to make this post to whoever sees it, or even take time to read, I want to stick around a bit to see if anyone posts in here, specially people I knew back then.

About myself, after I have become inactive on Vizzed, I started living the worst years of my life, remember the possible depression I mentioned, during my time on Vizzed? Let's just say after I left Vizzed I felt things get worse, the thought of incapability, uselesness and the desire for... you know what, something that starts with "D" got stronger and stronger, and I was literally just living each day because I was just alive, then at July 2017, my personal best friend invited me to visit his apartment, which was on another State that I lived in. He paid all my travelling expenses, and I can say I lived my best 13 days of my life, it could have been more, but I had to return because I needed to do an interview at a possible course, and at the end of this course, there was a chance I would be directed to a possible job, and that's how on 04-01-2018 to 03-01-2019, I managed to get my first job, after I managed to get this job, I felt like all the darkness in my life to vanish. I felt independent, for once in my life, but sadly, that didn't last long, since it was a temporary contract... I thought it would be easy for me to get another job, but I kept "Leaving it for tomorrow" and after 1 year, I am staggered here once again, with a low self-esteem again, and living with the doubts "I am not good enough", "Why am I living in this mental prison?", "Will I ever feel free again?", and the list goes on.
At least one thing I carry on my mind: Even if my body is starting to feel the consequences of heavy stress, I managed to go through what seemed to be a sea of endless suffering, and even if the thought of "giving up for good", pretty much shows on my mind almost every single day, I kept going on, I am still going on, I feel I want to give up, but thanks for our lord and saviour God and Jesus Christ, my own intuition, and most importantly, believe on God/Jesus promises for my life and my family's life, I was able to survive to this day, and hopefully, until the day God decides it's my time to leave this world.

Sorry if this feels like a "Heavy" thread of some sorts, move this thread if needed, I kinda felt like sharing a little part of my current, and past "seemingly hopeless life", and hopefully, I can get to see a few familiar names, and have the pleasure of saying "Hello" once more.

Edit: Yes I used this layout for the sake of the memories.
And I forgot how to mention other users.

I/we need a MEDIC

Sorry for not posting, I completely forgot about this game XD

Can someone give me details on what happened?

s***, I am evil, I lost karma.

Guess I'll step on the light emerged from the baby.

Also I'll use the point I got on Strength.

juuldude : To be honest, I kinda thought the same thing you mentioned, even if we DID manage to lynch a mafia, we would still be overpowered because they in essence would still "have majority".

Somehow I always suspected earth, but I thought mafia was avoiding attention, but was also active, it's hard to explain, but still, I knew no one would back me up, so I backed off.

Sadly I have to mention my disappointment too.

I do have to admit sometimes I get into certain events on Vizzed (such as tournaments) and I simply completely forget about it and end up getting banned from joining, but this was pretty much the first time I EVER completely remembered to check the game frequently, I was interested in at least trying to play.

Seeing the game head this way, made me feel completely sad, I can only imagine how Leggy would feel seeing so much hard work go to waste like this, he probably won't really care about how I feel, but there you have it.

What makes me feel worse is that so many vital people DID visit Vizzed but simply did not care to participate, I'm pretty sure reserving a few minutes wouldn't hurt anyone.

I did terrible? Yes I did, but if it wasn't for me I would be willing to bet the game would only lead to "No kills" and the game would have actually been WORSE, completely lifeless, sadly there was not much I could do.

I'm sorry.

Though I still would like to see Leggy host a new mafia game, hopefully with people who actually tries to cooperate.

Good win mafia?

Let it go~~!
Let it go~~!

Jump off a cliff!

I simply can't understand, to the point I may as well stop caring about.

Everyone who knew about the bad cops are dead and turned out to be town sided, people at this point may think I am mafia sided with the many mistakes I did.

I am absolutely clueless and hopeless by now.

Anyone cares to say something?

May I suggest "Keep talking and nobody explodes"?

It's f**king awesome.

I can play if people are a little more active.

Can someone explain what exactly is the potato rule?

It's make me think if megamanmaniac knew who to shoot or was just lucky, or, the assassin managed to kill some mafias too.

Do we really have a forger?

earthwarrior : I suppose that Sheriff is considered a power role.

No reply on thread from deggle so...

Vote: deggle

Well I have to admit it's quite interesting mafia decided to take onto my idea.

Also

deggle : Who is active on Vizzed but did not reply to soxfan, I also would like to hear what you have to say, and you ARE allowed to share beneficial info, you simply can't copy/paste it, like I did.

To avoid one more "No Kill" round, I will give you 5 hours and 13 minutes (that would be midnight on Brazil) to explain your point and share your info, otherwise I will be voting you, since you are our best bet at lynching.