Hello, people. I would like your most fair and honest answer for this thread, to start with. As i'm kind of worried a lot, i'll need your honest answer(s) a lot now.
Second, i've been watching a video of me recording the chatroom from 123flashcat, licensed to Vizzed. I've noticed, back then and now, that i seek for attention a lot. I've been seeking it so much, that i don't feel like i'm at a good place anymore. And i don't mean that Vizzed is bad, in fact, i LOVE Vizzed. But i mean with that that i don't feel like this is my third home anymore, because of the fact that i seeked a lot of attention, and in the past (and sometimes at the moment as well), i didn't get it always. I highly can understand that, i'm not the only one here. But i think people secretly find me a bit annoying. I can understand that too. If people don't find me annoying, then they must have been seeing me not much in the chat room, or they don't know me, or they just don't find anything annoying at all. The point is: I've noticed that i'm seeking attention too much in chat, acting like i'm weird, making rude and no funny jokes of which i doubt if it IS a joke, making myself annoying, making people a bit think negative of me and making myself feel like i'm a newbie, but in fact, i'm a trusted member. Now, with all respect to this user, someone said when i said something odd: "*tired smiley* Here we go again". I understand that. If i'm too annoying or going too far, please, tell me. I'm sure i can change my behavior, then. If you find me too harsh, tell me. If you hear 'Boop' because of the chatroom too much and see me typing as a wild animal, causing a headache, tell me. I will try to change it. Oh, one bad thing, though: I can't always keep my promise, but i'll try to. As hard as i can.
Thank you for reading this. Hello, people. I would like your most fair and honest answer for this thread, to start with. As i'm kind of worried a lot, i'll need your honest answer(s) a lot now.
Second, i've been watching a video of me recording the chatroom from 123flashcat, licensed to Vizzed. I've noticed, back then and now, that i seek for attention a lot. I've been seeking it so much, that i don't feel like i'm at a good place anymore. And i don't mean that Vizzed is bad, in fact, i LOVE Vizzed. But i mean with that that i don't feel like this is my third home anymore, because of the fact that i seeked a lot of attention, and in the past (and sometimes at the moment as well), i didn't get it always. I highly can understand that, i'm not the only one here. But i think people secretly find me a bit annoying. I can understand that too. If people don't find me annoying, then they must have been seeing me not much in the chat room, or they don't know me, or they just don't find anything annoying at all. The point is: I've noticed that i'm seeking attention too much in chat, acting like i'm weird, making rude and no funny jokes of which i doubt if it IS a joke, making myself annoying, making people a bit think negative of me and making myself feel like i'm a newbie, but in fact, i'm a trusted member. Now, with all respect to this user, someone said when i said something odd: "*tired smiley* Here we go again". I understand that. If i'm too annoying or going too far, please, tell me. I'm sure i can change my behavior, then. If you find me too harsh, tell me. If you hear 'Boop' because of the chatroom too much and see me typing as a wild animal, causing a headache, tell me. I will try to change it. Oh, one bad thing, though: I can't always keep my promise, but i'll try to. As hard as i can.
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