Totally forgot about tdv. I was confused ONCE AGAIN as to why I was summoned to the tdv competition (I seem to make appearing in a jersey spot out of left field a habit). But my non-efforts were crushed by who else....

Bintsy : :3.... YOU FOOL! YOUR SOUL IS MINE  :V nah just kidding not really competing   L
The "L" stands for lame :'(

pmorris4133 : missed your summon in the original post above

I appreciate all. If you don't reply I don't take offense (seeing that I have a hard time keeping up with threads I make and replying to them) I know a good majority of my summons went to dementia but I must say that I do keep you people in somewhere in my never ending mind.

I'm not exactly sure what this thread is for... I didn't even complete all the summons I wanted to make... but I have the urge to make this thread  so I will... I go off topic several times in here but I believe this was to show my appreciation to all the things friends have to offer... so I'm giving back? Maybe... at least I hope I give back in this community.... anyways... ENJOY THE SHOW

I have to apologise if I miss anyone on this thread because I was getting anxiety about missing people and I just couldn't concentrate anymore so I had to stop and just post this thread. I made this on notepad almost a month or 2 ago and have been editing it every once in a while. I must post it now or I will lose my thought process on this thread.

I'm actually super surprised I even ended up on the "Who is your Best Friend on Vizzed" thread seeing that I rarely come on the vizzed. I'm a spurt poster and a rare one at that.

I've decided to turn this reply to that thread into my own thread where I will show my appreciation of just the existence of people in this world. So Many people to meet and discover. So many people to know who you are and know your story. Every Person around this galaxy has a story for being who they are today and who they will be tomorrow. These are just some of the people who have touched my story and are forever apart of my story...

Bintsy :      :3  and also back up singer. Person of inner strength and well being. Lady and Woman of courage. Keep facing your battles as I keep facing mine. Meds don't mean anything. I mean they do.... but they don't break us. One of these days you will crush them under your heels and you will be free. Whether it is at the end or not... doesn't matter... you still crushed them YES!!!!! Just like I crushed my personal meds and decided I would be my own meds. Jashi my bf would be my meds. But crush them in some shape or form you will EtsyBetsy you will :3

sonicmcmuffin :  Gates Gabels always. Your employee always and 1 time Skyper. I don't get nothing out of this relationship. I paid you :'(     But my 1 skype time with you was ... awkward but I thought it would be a 1 time thing. I being the quirky soul just was a weirdo in your eyes huh? Nah just kidding but I take no offence LOL. You are insightful in your own way. Kicking your own path like I kick mine.

Enzo Matrix : Despite our differences Enzo you are an interesting character on vizzed. I respect that individuality of yours. I still don't believe meeting someone on the Internet like this makes up a person or who they are on the other side of the screen. For all I know you are just....another human being. That's all that matters in my mind I guess.

miystery : Misty. .... pretty sure your a male.... but that's just your nickname. Grow up the way you want to grow up mate. Clever by the way putting the "I" and the "Y" in the word mystery. Clever indeed.

Eniitan : I call you MUM for many reasons. But one of them is your motherly figure here on vizzed. Highly regarded as perhaps our friendliest neighbor in the Neighborhood. Well one of the friendliest. You take on life like no one else I have seen on here... You talk about your disabilities and you talk about your strife. Yet you live like tomorrow is another day to be Enii. Strength to be myself is what I gain from you Mum. Strength.

mariopokefan91 : if I'm not mistaken you were the very first person to add me as a friend here. Though you don't come on anymore I hope you are growing up just fine. I use to see you bugging me to come on using the bullet chat (which I have turned off) but being the introvert I am I ignored such callings. I apologise about those any how. But you were like me when I was a kid wanting to play with my friends. I would go to their houses and if they were not home I would roam around the neighborhood and sometimes I would just be around the house just looking around playing with the dog or what not.

DarkHyren : In the past 2 months and the couple days every 2 years we had talked we have gotten real close. You are perhaps my closest friend that I talk to the most on and off of vizzed... It's just strange that this did not happen any faster than it did.... I know I'm a strange dude who wants to get to know everyone like I'm their therapist ... creepy therapist... but me an you we much alike in many ways. Mind is always going ... never shuts off... me and you are going to punch it one day and finally it will be off. SUWEET

Aeonarial : I forget when we met due to my short term memory but...if we talk again you can refresh my memory   Must have been a good reason though that we added each other as friends. I truthfully consider everyone I meet a friend whether we talked or not. But that's just me I guess.

cop7000 : man doesn't my memory suck I believe 2nd person to ever friend me. twas probably in the chat room.... refresh my memory sometime.

Omniterran : My Dementia will strike me when it feels like. That time is now. Chat again some day yeah?

Furret : Back in the days when it was just me, you , Singelli, thing1, sonicmcmuffin, crazycatpup, and bobq in the chat room. Becerra would come in because singelli was in and we just weren't sure whether that picture of that child was really Becerra's child. Good Ole days and Frogdlex wasn't Moderator status yet. Anyways yesh....hope home life is cool right now. Also I believed MvHupsel use to come into general chat as well then. OOHHH and mudkip yes mudkip came around too. Anyways side tracked. Fun times.

Singelli : I got your number now I believe we really kicked it off when you had some nasty butt shrooms in your ceiling... that's the night David created names on fire. You were so tired and hysterical.... no words to describe such an event.

bobq : you are honest. Straight to the point and got me out of a real life situation back then.  BarbQ be real. You are also a life fighter. Or perhaps better term would be a life rider.

thing1 : We too have our differences now. But I am a 1 minute bygones be bygones person. Angry 1 moment then calm the next. I still see you as a human being with a heart and a strong mind and a strong personality. That is what you need to survive in toady's world.

party star : I believe it was the chat room? meh dementia strikes again. Darn it.

Frodlex : Froggy I still got that song you sent me the first night I chatted with you in the chat room. To keep kicking it and fighting. Fighting this life and fighting this world. To make it worse Our minds are powerful objects that really push and pull on our sanity at times. If I wasn't so restrained inside I probably would have been an outburst physical fighter like you.

play4fun : The days when we could acknowledge your presence with your name amongst ours in the chat listing. You are a busy man with time for everyone and everything it seems. You equalise the good and the bad and you keep the cool when it starts to push icy or hot. You tell it as it is and even have a great understanding of your self in this life and the next. It's nice to see someone who is succeeding in life and living it to the highest degree. Someone who is as human as me.

luigisam739 : Don't know how you got yourself banned from Vizzed but I hope you are fairing better in real life.

cnw64 : N64 we kicked it off pretty quick all because of this nickname I gave you. I must be an interesting person to you to add me so quickly. But... I find you interesting as well as I find every person in this world to be interesting. As you sound like a wonderful cook. I am a world famous left overs cook.

A user of this : My gosh my memory is terrible... you are one of those users that I just added and I can't even remember why we bonded... but you are User so.... can't complain lol you are celebrity of vizzed... A list or B list or C list I don't discriminate LOL.

LunarDarkness2 : Alex... I did read your official thread on your real world problem that just happened... I didn't reply because I didn't feel the need to reply... you probably already know what I was going to say. I know that feeling of wanting all the feelings to end all the emotions all the monsters in our heads. I myself took a knife, bottles of strong pills, bottled water, and myself.. My lonely self up to a baseball field dugout at 2AM or so and lay myself on the bench... and tried to cut my wrists and pop all the pills and drink all the water and just lie there and die and then they would find me in the morning... just a body.. Another body in the world to bury... But I just couldn't get past the pain in my mind of the knife sliding into my skin, couldn't get past the thought that the pills wouldn't work, couldn't get past the pain people I know would feel. I couldn't get past my will to live deep inside of myself. But then the faithful day when I first met my first and only boyfriend and husband and love.... I met him online sometime after I went to that baseball field... I went their many times and many other places to sit in the dark by myself to listen to the silence and hope and dream and wish and send all that out into the world hoping someone would come to me.... and it happened... Even if that doesn't happen to you Alex I know that you want to know your story right? You won't know your story till you write it.

pmorris4133 : Oh Mr.Morris that was some chat we had about trying to fix your browser compatibility with the rgr pluggin. I see you are a lurker like me for the past 5 years or so. I think it's amazing that you build computers... that would have been so useful to me if I had learned earlier.. I mean it is not to late for me to learn but now that I don't have a job it would have been useful right now. Hope I get to know you better in the future.

paper luigi : Ouija board. How is life? Anyways yeah you are a funny little thing in chat. weejee LOL nice spelling. Don't worry I have instances where I forget how to spell words. I use spell check on vizzed nearly %100 of the time. Talk to you soon? Maybe

YourMajestyKen : Been a while since we talked. All good though life comes and goes. It never waits for us anyway. Love your current font in chat by the way. Very sophisticated. Just lovely. (makes me want to smack you) NOT. Anyways yes chat has changed and a new era rolls in faster than the era can even come around. Always nice to see you come by little girl.

Koda : Nice to see you again. I know I disappeared on you but life has it's ways of bring people back together. Here I am again. Netplaying with you is always fun. I hope your relationship with your family is better than before. I know family can get to us sometimes... they are always around and it can become a little unbearable at times. But they are family all the same. Unconditional love always exists behind the emotions we put up.

mvhupsel : You love that netplay room. You should do some netplay moderator status or something. Always a good sport. We should talk more. I know I'm aloof and not always here and an introvert and always changing emotions and all but ..... meh no excuse I tend to lose touch with people. The only constant communication stimulation I have is with my BF. Anyways Hope all is well with you.

UFC : You too I don't know what you did to get yourself banned. But supposedly you live somewhere on one of these islands with me... maybe we bumped into one another and we just didn't know it. Anyways... hope your doing swell.

AriaAngelDream : MzzAria... You know who you are and you stand by what your beliefs are. Playing that Tamagochi Life like it is no bodies business. As rugged as you are you still show compassion where you feel it is needed and reality where you know it is needed. I trust you at least water the flower between your legs before you start massaging it (damn that imagery)

Davideo7 : You created this place. You built it from the ground up. You fix it. You maintain it. You water it. You give it sunshine. I'm not sure what this place is to you.. Whether it be a dream coming true or a hobby or leading to something that I can't even imagine. All in all I see this is apart of life for you in one way or another. With your wonderful wife and ever growing kids. This must have a payoff for you in some way. I'm not sure where I was going with this... supposedly inspirational :/ but I guess this leads up to me saying that I'm glad I am apart of your life's work and I hope everything culminates into the life that you wish for every day.

zanderlex : Zandy. We hit off a quick little friendship. I know I don't live up to expectations but I hope you know that I am all over the place :/ I hope you still consider me your friend. Your dedication to what you do is also inspirational to me. I mean no matter how little you have you seem to produce a lot out of it. Being nominated for the shorty awards is a great honor and I hope you are nominated again. That was a run for the money lol. Keep pushing Zandy. I know you will succeed.

Barathemos : A gruff user who sees his own path and follows it. You keep to your own path. I see that sometimes you get boxed from many sides on this Board. But all the same you keep trudging on to your own song. It's a good trait to have. Keep at it.

mrfe : Mr.Fe (pronounced Mister Fay) You are one of those users who have had the unfortunate experiences of witnessing me have a bipolar episode or 2 on Cam. For those times I took up your time because of my weakness I apologise. I also thank you for you are indeed one of the users on this site that are compassionate, empathetic, and of the lighter hearts. We don't talk a lot but when we do it is of depth and perceptiveness of life. Different subjects are dawned upon and discussions are made. I don't think we have ever fought or anything. I.... I think we are cam buddies :3... nah ... just my imagination that if I put my cam up your cam comes up for a bit or if your cam is up then I put my cam up and never go away LOL. You seem to be really good at playing the game of life for I congratulate you on your recent talks or perhaps this has already has happened that you were to be promoted at your current job? Always great news... You have the right outlook on life and it always pays off.

NintendoFanKimmy : pleasure to have finally met you kimmy. All I ever hear is of how hawt you are from Sushi. Light hearted chitchat and imagination is what I get from you in chat. You are funny and caming is always fun. Can't wait for the day that I see your face without the mask. Masks are great but we both know they break eventually... one day the world will understand.

If I missed anyone I must say that I apologise to you for not bringing you up in this special thread. I have finally lost most of my brain power and can't think of anything else... my lines are getting shorter and shorter. I love you all friends on vizzed. I love you all.

pokemon x : last but not least

generalspleen :
vanelan :
Furret :
zerothesaint :
Totts :
EideticMemory :
manicman66 :
CatLady :
IgorBird122 :
YourMajestyKen :
TheJmsGamer :
LunarDarkness2 :
maguc :
Matthew2321 :
Frodlex :
Gingercream1 :
Eddy88 :
AriaAngelDream :
SUX2BU :
A user of this :
Eniitan :
iN008 :
cnw64 :
bobq :
mrfe :
pacman1755 :
patar4097 :
Galacta :
yoshirulez :
camkunimura :
Singelli :
DarkHyren :
megamanmaniac :
Eirinn :
juuldude :
sonicmcmuffin :
noelia :
SunflowerGaming :
tornadocam :
TheFadedWarrior :
NintendoFanKimmy :
Annette :
legacyme3 :
UserMike :
sop281 :
Boxia :
Zlinqx :
Gamin'Gal :
pokemon :
GameBoy1023 :
shanezer :
zeross121 :
DBDonald :
greenluigi :
thing1 :
Juliet :
Popeye116 :
On3On :
Flibbith :
Q :
Makalya :
JayJaded :
Natas :
EvilAlu :
deg2000 :
ZeroTails :
Pokefreak219 :
SadSecrets :
zanderlex :
play4fun :
Jordanv78 :
Light Knight :
tRIUNE :
geeogree :
Davideo7 :

This may have been my fault to begin with. But I'm now going to set the record straight. I donated out of the kindness of my heard. Yes around 1000 dollars came straight up only last month at 1 time. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I'M RICH. I'm going to have to kindly ask that I no longer be asked to buy anything for anybody or anything. I am kind, soft hearted, I give in. But right now I'm putting my foot down. I am no longer going to fund anything that has to do with money. Yes $1000 in just the last month of donations. BUT THAT WAS ALL THE MONEY I HAD LEFT. I had just quit my job at that time and am now going around 2 months jobless,. I donated to put myself in a bind so that I would be more diligent in finding another job quickly. (because I know I'm lazy) But now I have $80 to my name ( and apparently the money loss did nothing for me). That was after the nearly $1000 donation last month. I have been stretching these $80 for a while now and it has to last till I find a new job. I also donated when I was in a manic state of mind during a perhaps bipolar episode I had. I wasn't thinking straight, delusions of grandeur. ALL THAT JAZZ. So I apologise but that $1000 has nothing to do with how much money I have. I also donated to beat a red jersey record because I wanted to I guess contribute to vizzed and hopefully leave an impression on this community that although I was not a good poster I supported this place in a different way. Yes it was my fault that I got myself in this situation. But I would like to kindly ask that no one ask me to fund them money in any way right now. My Donation amount and the amount of money to my name are two entirely different things. I just wanted to make that clear. I will not be funding anyone in any way.

I will be stronger and say no. I will be smarter. I will be more conscious of my actions in the future. I will live my life.

Oh ok sorries then I guess I'm out.

zanderlex : joint bids a no go. Unless you want to still go for it?

IgorBird122 : it WAS till you ruined it

Davideo7 : would you be willing to use Tinychat? You can check it out if you want to. It has camera abilities, microphone, chat typing. BUT ALL IS OPTIONAL so you can just type with no cam or microphone. You can even just talk to us with no cam and only microphone. It's a free chat area we could all use who ever joins me and zanderlex to pool into a bid and then we can all join into a room that I would make on Tinychat. And then we all chill or go wild or watch Youtube videos and such. Eat on cam or just watch each other eat. There are also stream Soundcloud music, Youtube videos,and take pictures as well all in the chat room without having to open another tab or window. Tinychat.com if you want to test it out David. Also forgot to ask if there is a maximum allowance of people able to pool together in a single bid?

IgorBird122 : I forgot I summoned you already (to lazy to delete) I forgot to ask if you wanted to JOIN me and Zanderlex and who ever else zander invites to pool into a single bid and all take part in this "maybe" Tinychat chat room video room attempt? I am trying it out now and it appears private so when I make the chat room that day it will only be available to people I give the url to.

Sorry all over the place. And finally

500,000 Viz bid between me and Zanderlex.                  500,000 VIZ

zanderlex : just so your up to date

IGOR ninjad my bid anyways . damn you. if i knew this was coming up i would not have chatted so much LOL

Davideo7 : I would like a private chat session in the general chat room. We would basically chill out and just chat about anything and everything 1 on 1. Get to know you better and you get to know me. You DON'T have to put your cam up but I would put my cam up and we talk n stuff. I play music for you and ill eat on cam and just hang with you I guess. Give you a break from the 24 hours, 7 days a week, 365 days a year you work and no play. I'll bid all the Viz I have right now. That's about 393,259 Viz or so. PM to talk some more about this David