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04-15-15 03:09 PM
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Poverty ... An ugly truth Many years ago when I hear of poverty was slightly sad but I did not worry much about the situation of those who were in poverty in recent years poverty is going through my life and things do not always go as they should, in short, have touched the last step of a staircase descent is not at all nice. Money and work missing, no gift, no satisfaction, but only expenses that seem huge, have two pocket money is almost impossible, and there you can remove even a whim, you can not make medical tests because they are expensive, not I can go to the dentist because it costs, I can only make me remove dint faults but then I have to eat in order to blend everything, in short, all hell started but now does not want to end up, I speak in the first person because me 100% and I can not help that tell what this experience so ugly and demeaning. Maybe one day he will also time to abandon the few positive things and leave the past behind, forget the present because the future will never come, the fork is coming what I mean, a crossroads that will mark definitely the future of the coming days. This is my confession, a way to blow off steam and try to remove that block in my throat that I feel more and more strong, life sometimes we reserve the surprises that really can not imagine ... maybe this message goes unnoticed but I try to see who is able to listen with the heart that I post this message with so much pain, hoping that somehow I can get real help from those who can do it, and through lawful means possible. Sincerely, LM 1968 Many years ago when I hear of poverty was slightly sad but I did not worry much about the situation of those who were in poverty in recent years poverty is going through my life and things do not always go as they should, in short, have touched the last step of a staircase descent is not at all nice. Money and work missing, no gift, no satisfaction, but only expenses that seem huge, have two pocket money is almost impossible, and there you can remove even a whim, you can not make medical tests because they are expensive, not I can go to the dentist because it costs, I can only make me remove dint faults but then I have to eat in order to blend everything, in short, all hell started but now does not want to end up, I speak in the first person because me 100% and I can not help that tell what this experience so ugly and demeaning. Maybe one day he will also time to abandon the few positive things and leave the past behind, forget the present because the future will never come, the fork is coming what I mean, a crossroads that will mark definitely the future of the coming days. This is my confession, a way to blow off steam and try to remove that block in my throat that I feel more and more strong, life sometimes we reserve the surprises that really can not imagine ... maybe this message goes unnoticed but I try to see who is able to listen with the heart that I post this message with so much pain, hoping that somehow I can get real help from those who can do it, and through lawful means possible. Sincerely, LM 1968 |
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04-15-15 03:19 PM
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lm1968 : Wow you must be so angry that your grammar does not give a dang anymore. I agree poverty is a bad thing not being able to support ourselves that well and I wish no one had to go through that. I liked this rant even though I could barely read it good job buddy. |
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04-15-15 03:27 PM
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Sorry for my English (translated via online translator), I'm not angry, I'm disappointed and saddened by how this life goes on, full of negative things that you can not solve, I would have never imagined to live like this, is not the life I wanted, I'm broken and I regret very much having to disclose my sadness and bitterness everywhere. I'm really going through hell ... I do not know if and how it will go out ... Sorry for my English (translated via online translator), I'm not angry, I'm disappointed and saddened by how this life goes on, full of negative things that you can not solve, I would have never imagined to live like this, is not the life I wanted, I'm broken and I regret very much having to disclose my sadness and bitterness everywhere. I'm really going through hell ... I do not know if and how it will go out ... |
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04-15-15 04:05 PM
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Without being "totally" poor (I was receiving unemployment insurance for a time), I feel for you. I was trying so hard to save on money that I did grocery once every three weeks and basically eat the same thing. All I can say is don't give up. life gets better when you put your heart to it... and when the right circumstances arise All I can say is don't give up. life gets better when you put your heart to it... and when the right circumstances arise |
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04-15-15 04:34 PM
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It's always sad to hear bad news. But I can tell you that every tunnel has a light at its end, no matter how long or dark it is. I've lived through hell in a different way than you, and here I am. Most of the times I can help people out of a bad situation, but in your case, all I can do is wish you good luck, don't ever give up and keep fighting against any odds you may face. You will definitely have a chance to prove yourself, so be always ready for it. #ForzaMarco Most of the times I can help people out of a bad situation, but in your case, all I can do is wish you good luck, don't ever give up and keep fighting against any odds you may face. You will definitely have a chance to prove yourself, so be always ready for it. #ForzaMarco |
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04-16-15 06:02 AM
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Thank you all for your moral support, I really need because even in the reality of every day not having many friends to talk about it makes me feel bad, sometimes I always think in the past I have made some very questionable choices and this created the repercussions in the present, perhaps in the past I would have to think much more about myself in that family, I deprived forever of all the belongings I earned to advance the family, a mortgage, and the selfishness of those who lived in the house. I can only say that when in 1991 I decided to go away in the home (and I almost found a mini housing right for me), and since I had a regular job, after I gave up because of force major for staying with family, at that time I was thinking to myself, this is not me, I'm forgiving even today, it was a forced choice and today remains a strong repentance, too bad they can not go back and fix everything ... Today I find myself really up against the wall and do not know what the future ... Thank you all for your moral support, I really need because even in the reality of every day not having many friends to talk about it makes me feel bad, sometimes I always think in the past I have made some very questionable choices and this created the repercussions in the present, perhaps in the past I would have to think much more about myself in that family, I deprived forever of all the belongings I earned to advance the family, a mortgage, and the selfishness of those who lived in the house. I can only say that when in 1991 I decided to go away in the home (and I almost found a mini housing right for me), and since I had a regular job, after I gave up because of force major for staying with family, at that time I was thinking to myself, this is not me, I'm forgiving even today, it was a forced choice and today remains a strong repentance, too bad they can not go back and fix everything ... Today I find myself really up against the wall and do not know what the future ... |
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04-16-15 12:32 PM
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I think this is a topic for me to chime in. I've been homeless for about a year and under state law still am. Now yes I've been depressed, angry, and sad about my situation. Though I have been doing my home work and looking for programs to help me out. Now I have no idea where you live in the USA or outside. But I do know churches most of the time have help for the poor look consignment shops, food pantries, and soup kitchens. There you can ask aground for knowledge of programs to help you get on your feet. I asked my doctor and she got me into a wonderful program that eventually got me this temporary housing run by my state. Going to these places you will also learn about government run medical insurance programs and possibly job training programs. I hope this helps you out a lot. I know how it is to be poor. I only get $100 cash a month for food, cleaning products, laundry money, and bus money. I have to make that work until I find a job. It's hard but I am learning more and more everyday how to make it work. I so do hope things get better for you! Going to these places you will also learn about government run medical insurance programs and possibly job training programs. I hope this helps you out a lot. I know how it is to be poor. I only get $100 cash a month for food, cleaning products, laundry money, and bus money. I have to make that work until I find a job. It's hard but I am learning more and more everyday how to make it work. I so do hope things get better for you! |
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04-16-15 12:46 PM
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lm1968 : I understand that feeling of loneliness too. I was so alone during grade school that at times I had... dark thoughts. Even if it's on the phone (I never tried those services, though), you can always find an ear that will listen to you. Just that can be helpful; I know my husband loves when I listen to his complaints about his family as I seem to be the only one he can talk to. Another advice I can give you is accept the past; there's nothing you can do about it. I did many things I now regret, but I have to "cope" with them and work my way around them. It did worked against me (like this failed internship last year), but I still retained a lot from it and it's still helping me. Another advice I can give you is accept the past; there's nothing you can do about it. I did many things I now regret, but I have to "cope" with them and work my way around them. It did worked against me (like this failed internship last year), but I still retained a lot from it and it's still helping me. |
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04-16-15 01:32 PM
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Unfortunately I can not count on people like my parents who are missed both, close friends say that I count them on the fingers of one hand, sometimes a brother who lives far away (over 700km from me) offers me a small economic support but can not always, the people in the house where I live does not have a good salary and you are unable to cover the cost of the house, I feel really helpless in this case if not useless in every sense, I really hope to find work soon and help support the family. Thank you for your internenti, I appreciate them very much. If I had 25 years less than I would have changed the city or state, I would have tried in every way to create me a good future and maybe I would have dared being more selfish rather than too unselfish, we've lost over the years ... Thank you for your internenti, I appreciate them very much. If I had 25 years less than I would have changed the city or state, I would have tried in every way to create me a good future and maybe I would have dared being more selfish rather than too unselfish, we've lost over the years ... |
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04-18-15 06:48 PM
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lm1968 : Don't give up yet! I can still vouch for your situation. When I lost my job, I did receive unemployment insurance but it was rather slim to pay for all the expenses. Food banks can be a real help when you need them. Sure, fruits and vegetables aren't as fresh but they're never rotten. Canned food and beans, for a while, can help fill your stomach while being relatively nutritious. Your profile says you're from Italy. From what I saw in that country the Catholic church is still very strong. Although I despise most of what they stand more, I have to salute the help they bring to the poor. Maybe you could knock on their door...? Also, volunteer work, is every you have some time, can help you get a boost for a regular job. Some of them can also offer perks like food, at least in the U.S. Your profile says you're from Italy. From what I saw in that country the Catholic church is still very strong. Although I despise most of what they stand more, I have to salute the help they bring to the poor. Maybe you could knock on their door...? Also, volunteer work, is every you have some time, can help you get a boost for a regular job. Some of them can also offer perks like food, at least in the U.S. |
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04-19-15 02:46 AM
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Yes, I agree there are many associations in Italy where they help but at the same time they do it if they feel like it, and with whom he pleases, I had turned to social assistance to get help but I got only a waste of time and a buck for months, I have not solved anything indeed have also been criticized by those social workers. Every now and then I get a bag of food by ordinary citizens when they see me in the morning that unfortunately beg in the street, I was given a pair of shoes and a jacket, but this does not happen often and will receive aid in this way sometimes remains disappointed recently received (crumbs that I can not do the shopping), I am a humble and honest, I'm looking also older people where to help in exchange for pocket money in hours, but it is difficult because as you can see you too, there are criminals and older people do not trust a lot. The only way to get a real help would be to contact the pope through the mail but it is very difficult then my letter arrives in his hands, given the amount of letters you receive, or be able to get to know the situation for people of high power (like politicians), but for now I survive in the only way possible and honest. (I'm not going to steal to live ... I do not lose dignity if I go into the street, but I only see that lot to live) Meanwhile, I thank you all for the support through Vizzed  Yes, I agree there are many associations in Italy where they help but at the same time they do it if they feel like it, and with whom he pleases, I had turned to social assistance to get help but I got only a waste of time and a buck for months, I have not solved anything indeed have also been criticized by those social workers. Every now and then I get a bag of food by ordinary citizens when they see me in the morning that unfortunately beg in the street, I was given a pair of shoes and a jacket, but this does not happen often and will receive aid in this way sometimes remains disappointed recently received (crumbs that I can not do the shopping), I am a humble and honest, I'm looking also older people where to help in exchange for pocket money in hours, but it is difficult because as you can see you too, there are criminals and older people do not trust a lot. The only way to get a real help would be to contact the pope through the mail but it is very difficult then my letter arrives in his hands, given the amount of letters you receive, or be able to get to know the situation for people of high power (like politicians), but for now I survive in the only way possible and honest. (I'm not going to steal to live ... I do not lose dignity if I go into the street, but I only see that lot to live) Meanwhile, I thank you all for the support through Vizzed |
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