Hi I'm Darrius and I got a tablet full of drawings and stories,all my life ive wanted to make games,that was my passion and the more I grow the more I fell it slipping,I told trusted people in my life of my dreams,stories, and showed drawings and they say I'm great and should put it out there and make money,but that's the thing , I don't want to do it for the money, I want to do it for me, to one day say I finally made it, brought it out my head and made it a game.I don't want to sell my thoughts, they all I got,I want a good place that sells equipment that can make my dream come true and not rip me off. And when I make my creation I want to put it in a place where people can enjoy it for free like vizzed.what I'm really asking is down below.

1.What is the highest cost of (whatever I really don't know because I'm new)product that make high tech games?

2. I know I'm going to need a team but how many,what kind,and where to find them?

3. I'm afraid of sharing my ideals because ive played games all my life and watch cartoons,anime,and movies to the end,and don't know how to even pad my ideals can you tell me how?

4. This is last one I'm 19(when I'm done ill be 29 LOL) and when I finally finish my game(YES I WILL MAKE A GAME NO MAYBE NO MORE) how to release it,I thought it over and realize that my dream is going to be hard work and that people will put me down,but I just need a word of info I'm not asking for a chart unless you pm me, I don't know where to look, don't like to type in how to make games because I'm serious this is not a joke.