Am just done officially as of late, been trying to boil down emotions for long while now hoping February might finally be month were could get back to some sense of tranquility once more. Nooooppee! *throws table out window* that's going right out the window with everything else lately. Now am getting news that might not even be going back to work again until March like originally thought instead of February like they had changed a while back! So 2x they've done a whole schedule flip on me now! Like REALLY? When comes to hiring people you can't be as vague/inconsistent and expect peoples plans to change at a whim just because your business perspectives decide to do so.

What would happen if someone with a medical agenda/visits, family relations, school, or many other scenarios had to keep cancelling and changing then cancelling again in an infinite loop?? The other side is not gonna take them seriously and wanna make any more plans for you since you can't keep a straight schedule due to some higher ups gargling down a pint and playing dartboards with their listing dates?! Sitting here trying to keep a normal schedule and budget underway so can last out until I "DO" go back or in case anything serious happens where may need the extra money still have for something else. It's at the point where sometimes just wanna write "DIS-interested" with company anymore since obviously can't "manage" their own place very well.

Have already been screwed over with amazon, ebay, and other orders as of late....where don't get item received at all, is wrong item all together, or isn't what asked for/the right size! I really don't need this right now!! Can't send anything to friends without problems, wait after christmas time and almost a month after purchased hoodie just to get a refund back since was scam seller, now learning I'm not going back to month was informed on? What next?! I suddenly even just try to enter vizzed and find out have been banned for no apparent reason? Maybe it'll be facebook or my email? Heck why not have bank account hacked while at it???

Usually more calm/forgetful about moments like this but you can only carry so much weight until it either starts to break you down or keep going and only make life/health worse with all stress and anger keep deep inside you. Only thing left can say is at least am wiser/in control enough to know my room isn't a punching bag/room since this hedgehog would probably be shredding up the walls and floors as we speak.! Gonna go and just seclude self for a while as all of this steams out of my system like a furnace blowing out it's smoke until the fire is extinguished/back at a minimal level again! Cause don't wanna break anything, act stupid/irrational, or hurt anyone due to state of being am in right now.


This hedgehog is RAGEFUL and OUT!

Sorry to hear you've had all that happen to you, man. I hope things start turning around for you. All of that stuff really sucks. :/

Wow, you've had quite the bad luck haven't you? I really hope it get's better for you as I really don't like when people are sad or angry for bad things happening to them.

Kind of ironic I mentioned "facebook get hack next? maybe why not whole bank account" and randomly got friend request from skimpy person I'm 99% sure is a hacker/scammer. .....I'm not saying anymore "possibilities" seems like I'm pulling a chrono trigger or Xenoblade cause what are chances of this??