Tonight was one of the roughest nights I have ever had in my entire life. I was in chat, just randomly thinking about things such as people here on Vizzed, and just Vizzed and general, and I soon started to tear up. I couldn't explain why then, but now I can. I felt like I was unwanted, and unloved. In 7th grade, (last year) everything was perfect for me. I had a bunch of friends from Vizzed and out of Vizzed. But now, in 8th grade, things are very different. Every day I go to school, I get bullied mercilessly. I feel that almost all of my friends out of the internet have abandoned me. It's really difficult to handle the bullying I go through. With me having Aspergers, I have greater emotions than others, and it's difficult to control those emotions. I mentioned about ending my life in one of my earlier threads, and I tried it again. I thought I had everything fixed, but then all of my friends left me. I told camkunimura about my current situation, and he helped me a ton. Not just him, but all of Vizzed. Basically, Vizzed is what's keeping me alive right now. If I didn't know about Vizzed, or any of the members here, I probably wouldn't be on this Earth typing this right now. Vizzed has helped me so much that I cannot put it into words of how much this site has helped me. I want to sincerely thank all of you out there on Vizzed, who actually cares about me and wants to help me with my current situation. I know there are those selfish people out there, who care about no one but themselves. If they want to do that, then fine. Starting now, I am going to try and become a better person, both here on Vizzed and in real life. I have also decided to try and become a respected member of the Vizzed community by posting more and contributing more to the site. I actually plan on donating money to the site soon, but as of now, I just don't have the money. I want to summon some certain people that have helped me through these tough and harsh times down below.

camkunimura :
greenluigi :
NintendoFanKimmy :
AriaAngelDream :
Bintsy :  


If there is anyone I missed, I am truly sorry. Again, thank you for all the help everyone has given me, and I may need a bit more support from anyone, so if you'd reply to this thread, I'd really appreciate it.

Yes I was bullied a lot growing up so I know how that is, different vizzed members know that I was threating to end my life last year because some very terrible things happened to me and I thought nobody cared about me my life was full of depressing nothingness it seems. It's 100% better now though.

I started to realize though that I had tons of people who cared about me even if it seemed like there was none there was. Vizzed helped me a lot as well. I look forward to you becoming a active vizzed member.

I had a lot of problems growing up and I learned my lesson. But like I said I do care about you. I may not know you well yet but I would like to you seem like a very interesting person. I am glad I helped you in some way because I would h8 to see you disapear from vizzed because of that, it would be a sad time for not just me but others as well.

If you ever feel like talking or need a shoulder just  let me know.. You can send me a PM on vizzed or if I'm in chat and 'not' afk u can pm me on there. One thing I do is draw , it helps me get away from things I don't want to think about. If you do find something you like doing, do that when your upset or your thinking a lot about something, because I find that drawing gets my mind off everything and my past at least, it's healing me I guess you could say. Anyways *hugs* 



Bintsy <33

LunarDarkness2 : I'm sorry about whats happened to you Lunar and I know bullying puts a lot of pressure on someone I haven't experienced it but I've had friends go through it and its hard, I'm truly glad you found this site and found the good people whom have helped you through it and me and you may not know each other but I'll always be glad to help or talk if you need someone. And I know you must had heard it before but ending what you have is not a good way to help things, even if it's hard and that's the only thing try and think of the good things it doesn't matter, just anything. Cause it will be better and god always has a plan. 

Again if you really need anything just PM me I'm usually always just checking around throughout the day. Hope things turn out for the good Lunar. 

LunarDarkness2 : I feel sorry for you, bro. I was also getting bullied a lot this year, in 7th Grade. It's really good to improve, and good luck with your future!

Nice to hear you have people here you can talk to. Hope you get through it. I haven't really been bullied as such but I have seen others get bullied (some I try to stop which is sometimes not the best idea) so I get quite upset hearing others getting this done to them. Best wishes (also this my first post in a while. I am lazy beyond belief)

I'm sorry for you . I get bullied, too, but I wouldn't call it "mercilessly". *Hugs*.

I'm glad I was one of the people who made a difference, and I will continue trying to help you in your situations because that's just what friends do ! 

Keep being awesome !

I think I'd be able to help you with your situation as well. I've been through quite a bit of bullying until last year, when I did what you did and changed for the better.

So I greatly advise you to change for the better and try your hardest to handle the bullying better and I really hope you put an end to it. I've made a lot of stupid decisions related to the bullying so I can give you advice.

I'm really worried about you and I hope that Vizzed will continue to keep you alive and that your improvements will allow you to get bullied less and get more friends in real life and on Vizzed! I also hope I can be a big help to you if you need someone to help.