Over the past while, I've learned a lot about who I want to be. Some standards I have relaxed. Others, I have tightened. Either way, I'm a less critical person now, both here and in real life. I masked my criticisms behind a wall of humor. Don't worry, I'm still a funnyman. But I'm going to do my best to not hide who I am anymore.

I am a man, a Mormon, a nerd, a humorist, a friend, and a fool at times. I'm a gaming addict, but I love the potential of video games to help people become something good. I also love sweet gameplay. I am straight. I have Asperger's Syndrome, but strangely, this has made me stronger because I have chosen to not allow it to get me down. If I had not gone through this, I don't know if I would have the insights I have today. I didn't always take the easy path. Nor do I want to (although I'm very tempted sometimes!).

I'm not going to be here very often. Vizzed is a great place, but I have other places that need me. But still, occasionally I'll feel a strong urge to keep up with you guys, especially when I'm not able to do much around the house or in public. I'll be around then.

Singelli really got me thinking. I dunno if she'll come back. But I support her. She and I left for similar reasons. I don't feel comfortable sharing them in public because I don't want to start a debate, and that is between us.

Although perhaps different from Singelli, I even started to hate Vizzed. I started seeing all that was bad about it and refused to come here because of that. I believe that was wrong. I don't support everything about Vizzed. But I support you guys. That's why I have come back.

tl;dr I love you guys and am here to stay, although I will not immerse myself in Vizzed like I used to.

supernerd117 : I see. Well, be the person who you wanna be, super. Be whoever you want, it's your decision. I agree, there are many places which are more important than Vizzed, such as Life. We support you, and good luck with your future! Make sure that if you need help, feeling down, feel free to ask us on Vizzed, we're always here to help. We're going to miss you, man. You have my respect, and good luck with life.

This is awesome to hear! I have Autism, which is similar to Asperger's, and I feel the same way you do. If it wasn't for my Autism, I wouldn't be so special. I wouldn't be so understanding of almost everybody I talk to.

You and Singelli inspired me to be less active and sort my life out more as well, and that's why I'm going to be here for less time each day than normal. Once 3rd trimester of my freshman year in high school (this year) starts, I'll probably vanish for a while. Like, a month.

supernerd117 :

Nice.

I started to hate Vizzed for a while too, but then I got over it. Mostly because I couldn't do anything about the things I didn't like. Plus I have a PC game in the works.

The only reason I'm still here, is because of my forum, of which I am happy, that the RP is underway. (still waiting on one player though). But at any rate it'll come.

Vizzed is like anything else. So much is good. Too much is too much.

I don't spend my life here, and don't bet my life on it. To be honest, I have maybe two - four real friends here, and that's it. And that's kindof why I made the RP, so I'd have something to do here. I'm willing to bet the "bad parts" of this site you started to focus on were the same that I did, since I'm a Hebrew, and you're a Mormon. Yes, some stuff I saw here used to make me really mad.

But I got over it.

Life is what you make of, today, I recorrected my scheduling and got some stuff back in balance. (I have to do it about one every week.) It feels great when your room is clean, and your mom is happy with you for what you've done.

Seems to me you've got that balance back, which is great. So, welcome back!

Stop by Knights en role some time. It's a fun place, and if Davidio let's me, I'll release the Demo to my PC game there. (someday, it's nowhere near done now, and if we actually get that far. lol )

Welcome back you nerd. Thanks for making a big leaving thread and having everyone in tears. For nothing.

But seriously, welcome back.

greenluigi : Thanks! I'll do my best.

Sword legion : "Life is what you make of, today, I recorrected my scheduling and got some stuff back in balance. (I have to do it about one every week.) It feels great when your room is clean, and your mom is happy with you for what you've done."

I'll do my best to make the most out of life, that's fo sho! As you might know, Mormon belief is that we can be Gods sometime in the future, if we are completely faithful. I...kinda wanted to be one now lol And rushing that only made things worse. I'm now a lot more patient. I can wait.

But yeah...my room is still a mess. I probably won't finish cleaning it for a while. Not because I won't, but because I mentally can't handle it all right now. It's in pretty bad shape. I probably won't complete it without Mom lol

TheFadedWarrior : lol Thanks, man. You should read the Captain Falcon comics from "Brawl in the Family" sometime. They're pretty classic.

Here's his first appearance: http://brawlinthefamily.keenspot.com/2008/06/26/captainfalconatchurch/

This one cracks me up, though: http://brawlinthefamily.keenspot.com/2008/07/14/051-captain-falcon-solid/