So...as some of you may know, I posted a thread about me leaving Vizzed for quite a bit. I just now have been re-informed that that is against the rules. Sorry about that. Anyway, I'll get straight to the point. The reason why I left is because I got into a fight at school. I won't go into great detail at the moment, but the result of that fight put me on probation. That really stressed me out. When that happened, my life just kept going downhill. Everything I do is a mistake, I thought. With all this going on, it really stressed me out and hurt me on the inside. I thought about ending it all. I felt I had to do it. I thought about it before I did. I keep having strange thoughts in my head. Questions like, "Why live in a world when all that happens is pain and suffering?" and "What use is a world with such bad people out there?" I came back on Vizzed because I need everyone's help. Please, help me see the good side of things in the world. Vizzed is where I get most of my help from, but this time it's very serious. Please, help me.

LunarDarkness2 : Ending life at a young age is a bad idea.

the world isn't ALL filled with pain and suffering. theres a good amount of it, but theres things to look forward to.

You may feel like killing something, but yourself isn't what you should be killing. Thats not to say kill others though.

Basically, dont go down without a fight. embrace the jerks in the world in hopes of finding something better.

Like being successful, having a family, or just experience new things.

Just because you mess up a lot in the game of life, doesn't mean that you'll never be good at it. you have to start somewhere.

And the age of 14 is not very appropriate for judging the ways of the world. as smart as we may be, the world is way bigger and we really haven't experienced enough of it. I say that as someone who is kind of like you

After all, I'm 14 and have had the same views as you before. There's hope for things in the world. You should try to make it through, no matter how trying the times are.

Even if it kills you, at least you fought for something you believed in.

yoshirulez! : Thank you so much for your reply. I really appreciate the help. And you're right. Life isn't worth just abruptly ending. Besides, I still have the future to look forward to. Thank you for helping me see things clearly. I feel that a lot of my depression has just been lifted. I can finally be the happy person I am. Sincerely, from me to you, thank you so much.

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Oh, it was posted a while ago. xD.

I know it seems as though your problem's been resolved, but I just want to say that I was pretty much in your shoes when I was 11 or 12, and I would have probably said the exact same things .

Like you said, life should not be abruptly ended. Instead of pondering over the bad things, don't just look at the bright side - look at your potential! Realize how much brighter you can make both the good and bad things in life just by being alive !

Life is truly a wonderful gift, Lunar, so use it to change the world for the better, because you can now ! And by change the world, I don't mean it literally - I mean, you can if you want xD, but you should really try to make things better for yourself and others, and make new friends .

Lots of people say life is like a game and that you should play it well. This is true . Not only that, though, but you should be thankful you're playing, no matter which player you're playing as ! Also, you aren't alone .

The possibilities are endless; there are so many things you can do; when I realized this, I found life much funner , and I hope you will, too ! Making new friends and reading faith in humanity stories make me feel thankful I am alive and able to do great things, too ^^!

For example, I met my latest friend, you, recently, and I've been way happier ever since; I always feel like that when I make a new friend ^^!

Just look at it this way - by being alive you are subject to some sadness, but the happiness you encounter throughout it makes it all worthwhile . And remember that you can create your own happiness, happiness for others, and practically anything you set your heart to, so embrace this gift and make the best out of it !